Today has not been my most productive teaching day. I have been HSing for just about 2 months now, and today is my worst day....so I decided to look up some other HSers and see if anyone else has bad days. Now I am making my own blog....My first!
My 6 year old is at the table doing worksheets...exactly what I wanted to avoid, but at least he's doing some school work....I have been struggling with the fact that being a "fun mom" does not come natualy to me....I wish it did! I have always wanted to be the 'fun mommy'....it seems like it takes money... to take them places, etc. Since HSing does not pay well, there are days that we don't have the gas money to go to the park.....not that I'm saying there aren't free things we could do.....we live 2 blocks from the river...talk about nature walks! I think the lack of money makes me feel paralyzed sometimes. This is what I am going to work on. I will ask God to help me make the best of what we have..... sounds easy, right?
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Oct. 16, 2007 - Untitled Comment
Don't worry that you don't have the money to do more. God will provide. The most important thing is that your children are home with you where you can shape and mold their character, not a school. You can do all things through Christ who gives you strength! Have fun blogging!!
Dawn