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JESUS IS COMING SOON! MARANATHA LORD!
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Since God has decided to bless me with personal revival, it is hard to think about anything else. I won't say that this past week has been completely without struggle. I mean, I still have times when the enemy tries to bring condemnation and doubt, but for the most part I have never been more full of joy than I am right now.
My quiet times have changed so much. In the past, I would read a chapter, and then pray. Sometimes my prayers related to what I read, sometimes they didn't, but almost always, it was just a thing to get done. That has changed so much! For example yesterday I had a kind of lazy day because I wasn't feeling very good physically. I spent most of the day on the computer, streaming worship music and playing around on Facebook. Sometime in the late afternoon, a feeling of extreme sadness took hold of me. It wasn't condemnation, it was just a very lonely, sad feeling. Tears came to my eyes. Then I realized that I had not spent ANY time in prayer or in God's word yet. I realized that I was longing for time alone with the lover of my soul.
I went outside and sat down out by some trees in my back yard. I began to pray, but had a feeling like I just wasn't connecting. So I opened up my Bible to Psalm 128. I began reading, and replying to what God was saying to me in the passage.
It went something like this:
Vs. 1-2 "When the Lord brought back the captivity of Zion, We were like those who dream. Then our mouth was filled with laughter, And our tongue with singing, Then they said among the nations, "The Lord has done great things for them.""
My response to God... (approximately) "Yes Lord, you have brought me out of captivity, and it does seem like a dream. You have filled my mouth with laughter, and put a song in my heart. Lord, I pray that you would continue to work in my heart so that those who know me will glorify You and say, "The Lord has done great things", but Lord, let it only glorify you. Not me. Let it be so clearly the work of your hand, that no one will notice me at all, but will see you in me."
vs. 3-4 "The Lord has done great things for us, And we are glad. Bring back our captivity, O Lord, As the streams in the South."
My approximate response, "Yes Lord, you have moved in an awesome way. You have done mighty things in me. Lord I pray that any part of me that is still captive will be set free. I pray Lord that if there is anything that is keeping me from being totally yielded to you, that you will show me and give me the strength to root it out of my life."
Then God showed me a thing or two that needed to be yielded. I prayed about them and thanked Him for showing me.
vs. 5-6,
"Those who sow in tears shall reap in joy. He who continually goes forth weeping, bearing seed for sowing, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him."
Then I thanked God the tears of my sorrow and had finally brought forth fruit. I prayed also that He would hear my prayers, and see my tears for those I've hurt in the past, and that he would bring forth fruit in their lives as well. I prayed that He would heal them. I asked that He would send me forth with the seed of His gospel, that He would break my heart for the lost and let those tears bring forth fruit.
After this, I almost put away my Bible, but God seemed to say to my spirit, "Turn to Romans 8".
"But Lord", I said, "That's not on my Bible reading chart for today, and besides, I already KNOW Romans 8 very well, because its my favorite chapter in the whole Bible."
God said, "Don't you think that I know what you need to read more than you do? Turn to Romans 8".
So I turned to Romans 8, and began praying through it in the same manner.
Vs. 1 "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit."
Me: "Lord, I thank you that there is no condemnation for me. That I am in Christ and there is no one who can bring condemnation my way, the enemy may try, but Your word says that there is no condemnation and I choose to take You at Your word. Lord, forgive me now for all those times in the past that I've walked in the flesh, not just the sin that started me down that road, but I ask your forgiveness for everything I've done since that time that was not done in the power of your Spirit. I ask that You would help me to walk in the Spirit, to stay in step with Your Spirit from now on."
vs. 2 "For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made free from the law of sin and death."
Me: "Oh Lord thank you for that, because according to Your law, I would be dead a thousand times over. If I was judged according to the law I've earned myself death on many occasions. I praise You Lord that through Your Spirit I am forgiven and made free from that law of sin and death."
This continued on through Romans 8, every verse was like God was specifically talking to me, and each time I would respond to what he said. It was a real living conversation with my Lord. I won't try to reproduce the entire conversation here. But will jump ahead to a few of the more significant points.
vs. 8-11"So then those who are in the flesh cannot please God. But you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you. Now if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he is not His. And if Christ is in you, the body is dead because of sin, but the Spirit is life because of righteousness. But if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Christ from the dead will l also give life to your mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you."
Me: "Oh Lord, I am so sorry for walking after the flesh all those years. I thank you that You are patient and loving and forgiving. I praise you Lord that You have restored me to right fellowship with you. I thank You that I do have Your Holy Spirit within me, and that You are showing me once again how to walk in step with with that Spirit. I ask that you would show me how to be sensitive, how to stay in step with Your Spirit and how to walk in the Spirit each day. Lord, Your word says that those who are in the flesh cannot please You. Lord, please help me stay out of the flesh..."
At this point I was overcome, and I started sobbing to the Lord. "Oh God, please help me to to continue walking in Your Spirit. I am so prone to walk in the flesh. So prone to worry what others think or to try and impress others in some way. So prone to do things so that others may see. Oh Lord! Help me to not worry what anyone thinks, because those thoughts are of the flesh and cannot please you! Oh Lord! Help me to walk in the Spirit, because that is the only way I can be pleasing to You. And that is all I really want Lord... I just want to be pleasing to You. I just want to know that when You look at me, You are smiling. I just want to hear You say, "Well done." Lord, I want to please You. All of these years, I have never felt that I was truly pleasing to You, and now I can see that it was because I was in the flesh most of the time. I see now that there were only a few times when what I did was of the spirit, only a few times when I have been pleasing to You. Lord, I want to please You with the remainder of my time. I want You to use me to glorify Yourself, I want You to use me in ministry, but Oh God, please guard me against putting my eyes on myself. Guard me against falling into the trappings of the flesh... I so easily fall into that... Lord, I want to move in ministry, but if at any time that ministry stops being about You and what Your Spirit wants, if at any time that ministry starts to be in the flesh, or about drawing attention to myself, or worrying what other people think, then I ask that You will remove it from me. Because Lord, if it is not being done in the Spirit then it cannot please You... and that is all I really want from the rest of life, to know that it pleases You. If I am beginning to do things for my glory instead of Yours, then please Lord, just give me a ministry that no one can see but You. I don't care what it is, as long as I know deep in my heart that I am doing Your will in a way that is pleasing to You."
This praying through the scripture continued...
vs. 31-34 "What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? Who shall bring a charge against God's elect? It is God who justifies. Who is he who condemns? It is Christ who died, and furthermore is also risen, who is even at the right hand of God, who also makes intercession for us."
Through this verse God showed me that indeed, He is for me. And He built me up that even if there are those who would condemn me, it is Christ Himself who paid my price and is the only one who has a right to condemn me, and Christ does not condemn.
Through the rest of the chapter, I of course was seeing the awesome love of God, and how nothing can separate us from it. As I was reading, and praying, my two young children came out and started playing nearby. They were making noise and it was getting distracting. My son ran off to get a rake, and my little daughter was scraping leaves into a pile. I watched her for a few minutes and was ready to ask her to play somewhere else so I could finish praying and reading. Suddenly, God spoke to my heart, "Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not, for such is the kingdom of Heaven." So I called my little girl over and gave her a hug. I said, "Danielle, did you know that God loves you, and that the Bible says that God loves you so much that there is nothing in the whole world, nothing in the whole universe, that can separate you from His love?"
"Yes!" She said, rolling her eyes.
"Well, do you know what else, I love you too! Give me a kiss and then you can go play."
After that I got chilly because the sun went behind the trees, so I moved to another location in the sun. I opened God's word again, this time to Psalms where I had left off. When I got to Psalm 130, I again began to pray through it. I won't include all of that here, as my readers are probably ready for this to end. But one thing that stood out, was how God had heard me when I cried to Him from the depths of my despair and guilt. How He had heard me and been attentive to me. And how there is forgiveness with God that cannot be found anywhere else.
Then I went back in the house refreshed and invigorated, ready to be productive. I cleaned up the kitchen better than I have in a long time. And sang out loud for joy with the worship music that was still streaming in through my computer.
My quiet times have changed so much. In the past, I would read a chapter, and then pray. Sometimes my prayers related to what I read, sometimes they didn't, but almost always, it was just a thing to get done. That has changed so much! For example yesterday I had a kind of lazy day because I wasn't feeling very good physically. I spent most of the day on the computer, streaming worship music and playing around on Facebook. Sometime in the late afternoon, a feeling of extreme sadness took hold of me. It wasn't condemnation, it was just a very lonely, sad feeling. Tears came to my eyes. Then I realized that I had not spent ANY time in prayer or in God's word yet. I realized that I was longing for time alone with the lover of my soul.
I went outside and sat down out by some trees in my back yard. I began to pray, but had a feeling like I just wasn't connecting. So I opened up my Bible to Psalm 128. I began reading, and replying to what God was saying to me in the passage.
It went something like this:
Vs. 1-2 "When the Lord brought back the captivity of Zion, We were like those who dream. Then our mouth was filled with laughter, And our tongue with singing, Then they said among the nations, "The Lord has done great things for them.""
My response to God... (approximately) "Yes Lord, you have brought me out of captivity, and it does seem like a dream. You have filled my mouth with laughter, and put a song in my heart. Lord, I pray that you would continue to work in my heart so that those who know me will glorify You and say, "The Lord has done great things", but Lord, let it only glorify you. Not me. Let it be so clearly the work of your hand, that no one will notice me at all, but will see you in me."
vs. 3-4 "The Lord has done great things for us, And we are glad. Bring back our captivity, O Lord, As the streams in the South."
My approximate response, "Yes Lord, you have moved in an awesome way. You have done mighty things in me. Lord I pray that any part of me that is still captive will be set free. I pray Lord that if there is anything that is keeping me from being totally yielded to you, that you will show me and give me the strength to root it out of my life."
Then God showed me a thing or two that needed to be yielded. I prayed about them and thanked Him for showing me.
vs. 5-6,
"Those who sow in tears shall reap in joy. He who continually goes forth weeping, bearing seed for sowing, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him."
Then I thanked God the tears of my sorrow and had finally brought forth fruit. I prayed also that He would hear my prayers, and see my tears for those I've hurt in the past, and that he would bring forth fruit in their lives as well. I prayed that He would heal them. I asked that He would send me forth with the seed of His gospel, that He would break my heart for the lost and let those tears bring forth fruit.
After this, I almost put away my Bible, but God seemed to say to my spirit, "Turn to Romans 8".
"But Lord", I said, "That's not on my Bible reading chart for today, and besides, I already KNOW Romans 8 very well, because its my favorite chapter in the whole Bible."
God said, "Don't you think that I know what you need to read more than you do? Turn to Romans 8".
So I turned to Romans 8, and began praying through it in the same manner.
Vs. 1 "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit."
Me: "Lord, I thank you that there is no condemnation for me. That I am in Christ and there is no one who can bring condemnation my way, the enemy may try, but Your word says that there is no condemnation and I choose to take You at Your word. Lord, forgive me now for all those times in the past that I've walked in the flesh, not just the sin that started me down that road, but I ask your forgiveness for everything I've done since that time that was not done in the power of your Spirit. I ask that You would help me to walk in the Spirit, to stay in step with Your Spirit from now on."
vs. 2 "For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made free from the law of sin and death."
Me: "Oh Lord thank you for that, because according to Your law, I would be dead a thousand times over. If I was judged according to the law I've earned myself death on many occasions. I praise You Lord that through Your Spirit I am forgiven and made free from that law of sin and death."
This continued on through Romans 8, every verse was like God was specifically talking to me, and each time I would respond to what he said. It was a real living conversation with my Lord. I won't try to reproduce the entire conversation here. But will jump ahead to a few of the more significant points.
vs. 8-11"So then those who are in the flesh cannot please God. But you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you. Now if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he is not His. And if Christ is in you, the body is dead because of sin, but the Spirit is life because of righteousness. But if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Christ from the dead will l also give life to your mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you."
Me: "Oh Lord, I am so sorry for walking after the flesh all those years. I thank you that You are patient and loving and forgiving. I praise you Lord that You have restored me to right fellowship with you. I thank You that I do have Your Holy Spirit within me, and that You are showing me once again how to walk in step with with that Spirit. I ask that you would show me how to be sensitive, how to stay in step with Your Spirit and how to walk in the Spirit each day. Lord, Your word says that those who are in the flesh cannot please You. Lord, please help me stay out of the flesh..."
At this point I was overcome, and I started sobbing to the Lord. "Oh God, please help me to to continue walking in Your Spirit. I am so prone to walk in the flesh. So prone to worry what others think or to try and impress others in some way. So prone to do things so that others may see. Oh Lord! Help me to not worry what anyone thinks, because those thoughts are of the flesh and cannot please you! Oh Lord! Help me to walk in the Spirit, because that is the only way I can be pleasing to You. And that is all I really want Lord... I just want to be pleasing to You. I just want to know that when You look at me, You are smiling. I just want to hear You say, "Well done." Lord, I want to please You. All of these years, I have never felt that I was truly pleasing to You, and now I can see that it was because I was in the flesh most of the time. I see now that there were only a few times when what I did was of the spirit, only a few times when I have been pleasing to You. Lord, I want to please You with the remainder of my time. I want You to use me to glorify Yourself, I want You to use me in ministry, but Oh God, please guard me against putting my eyes on myself. Guard me against falling into the trappings of the flesh... I so easily fall into that... Lord, I want to move in ministry, but if at any time that ministry stops being about You and what Your Spirit wants, if at any time that ministry starts to be in the flesh, or about drawing attention to myself, or worrying what other people think, then I ask that You will remove it from me. Because Lord, if it is not being done in the Spirit then it cannot please You... and that is all I really want from the rest of life, to know that it pleases You. If I am beginning to do things for my glory instead of Yours, then please Lord, just give me a ministry that no one can see but You. I don't care what it is, as long as I know deep in my heart that I am doing Your will in a way that is pleasing to You."
This praying through the scripture continued...
vs. 31-34 "What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? Who shall bring a charge against God's elect? It is God who justifies. Who is he who condemns? It is Christ who died, and furthermore is also risen, who is even at the right hand of God, who also makes intercession for us."
Through this verse God showed me that indeed, He is for me. And He built me up that even if there are those who would condemn me, it is Christ Himself who paid my price and is the only one who has a right to condemn me, and Christ does not condemn.
Through the rest of the chapter, I of course was seeing the awesome love of God, and how nothing can separate us from it. As I was reading, and praying, my two young children came out and started playing nearby. They were making noise and it was getting distracting. My son ran off to get a rake, and my little daughter was scraping leaves into a pile. I watched her for a few minutes and was ready to ask her to play somewhere else so I could finish praying and reading. Suddenly, God spoke to my heart, "Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not, for such is the kingdom of Heaven." So I called my little girl over and gave her a hug. I said, "Danielle, did you know that God loves you, and that the Bible says that God loves you so much that there is nothing in the whole world, nothing in the whole universe, that can separate you from His love?"
"Yes!" She said, rolling her eyes.
"Well, do you know what else, I love you too! Give me a kiss and then you can go play."
After that I got chilly because the sun went behind the trees, so I moved to another location in the sun. I opened God's word again, this time to Psalms where I had left off. When I got to Psalm 130, I again began to pray through it. I won't include all of that here, as my readers are probably ready for this to end. But one thing that stood out, was how God had heard me when I cried to Him from the depths of my despair and guilt. How He had heard me and been attentive to me. And how there is forgiveness with God that cannot be found anywhere else.
Then I went back in the house refreshed and invigorated, ready to be productive. I cleaned up the kitchen better than I have in a long time. And sang out loud for joy with the worship music that was still streaming in through my computer.
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