Feb. 19, 2009 - Heart to Heart....
 I was thinking this morning as I was up and could not sleep. I know me thinking is a scary thought, right? Anyway I was thinking about how we do certain things or participate in certain things that are important to us or close to our heart, we might say. I have several things that I say are important to me but are they really? If something is important to you then you will spend time with it, you will enjoy it. I started thinking about things that I spend time with or don't.
I have been going through a funk in my life and have been having a pity party for myself. I have not been very good at keeping up with things or people. I tell people I love them and that I enjoy doing this or that but does it show? Not lately is the answer that I realized. Alot of my depression came from Moma passing away and I missed her. I have kicked myself for could have, should have and might haves. The past is the past and I can't change it. I know that Moma knew I loved her and she loved me. Through everything she went through, she never gave up and she never quit. I realized she is probably not very happy with me right about now. So I am letting go of the pity and holding on to the good memories and moving forward.
While I am letting go and moving forward, I am taking time to look at what is going on in my life and what is important to me. If it is important to me, I will spend time with it, them etc and if it no longer is important to me, then I am letting go. I will have more time then to spend on what is important to me.
How long has it been since you had a heart to heart with yourself and God also? Take the time and I bet you will feel so much better. I know I do.
God bless,
Pat
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Feb. 20, 2009 - Hi Pat ! |
| Posted by nikkisimcox |
| I just wanted to stop by and say hello. I'm so glad you are doing better. God Bless ! ~ Nikki |
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Feb. 28, 2009 - Untitled Comment |
| Posted by Clemons |
| I was blessed by this post. Grace and Peace, Kathy |
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Mar. 14, 2009 - Untitled Comment |
| Posted by JohnnysGirl |
Great post Pat. We all go though this times.
I'm so sorry for your loss and know it's always gonna be painful but that through the years it'll get easier.
HUGSS! |
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Mar. 19, 2009 - Untitled Comment |
| Posted by Josephine |
Hey Pat,
I just came by to check on you this morning. I can relate to your feelings. Some days I actually feel like I'm on a roller coaster. I get to the top to the ride and I'm doing great, excited about life, then the roller coaster goes down and I'm back at the bottom. I can't wait until I can get to the top of the ride and stay there. One day soon, you and I will be together at the top of the ride.
Love you,
Josephine |
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