Something I've been doing from the start of this new year is to try and lose 5 lbs a month. That isn't working out too well for me, bc I step on the scale everyday. The worst thing I can do, I know. I also have a booklet for the 50 Days of Prayer & Giving for the BMA of America. I've been keeping it somewhere that I will always see it. In the bathroom. That is the only place I can put it that guarantees me seeing it and it being a reminder for me to pray. I also have my prayer lists from Wednesday night taped up on my bathroom mirror. Not so close to the commode. LOL So, my prayer life is getting a little better, as I am being reminded each day to pray for others. I don't need to be reminded to pray for myself and the things I want. But, I do need reminder for friends & family. These are the ones that really need my prayers. My inspiration from Magpie is this... she wrote on her website a few months back about asking God to make her beautiful again... inside and out. I've been asking myself lately, "Is this beautiful?" "What can I do to make it more beautiful?", etc. I want to be beautiful on the inside and out. But not only that, I want my house to be beautiful. I want my kids to be beautiful. I want everything in my life, that I can control, to be beautiful. Bc if it isn't beautiful, then what is my purpose on this earth? I'm not talking about just physical beauty. I want my kids to be beautiful on the inside. I want the fighting and screaming to stop. I want them to have manners. I want them to learn respect. I want my youngest to make her underwear beautiful by going on the potty. LOL There are so many good intentioned plans that I have for my life, for my family, and I waste each day away without contributing to any of these plans. I intend for that to stop. One thing about myself, my first name is Sarah. As you all know, in the Bible, Sarah was known for her beauty. Genesis 12:11-And it came to pass, when he was come near to enter into Egypt, that he said unto Sarai his wife, Behold now, I know that thou are a fair woman to look upon:" She was beautiful. I want to be beautiful all over. I want my appearance to be pleasing to look at, I want my body to be at a healthy weight, I want my inner thoughts to be pure, I want my prayer life to be powerful, I want my Bible study to be diligent. I want all areas of my life to be beautiful. "All things bright and beautiful, all creatures great and small. All things wise and wonderful, The LORD GOD made them all!"
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