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Feb. 27, 2006 -

Today was a day full of mixed emotions.  My boys starting bickering over something completely stupid and I punished them appropraitly...they had to clean out the garage together.  It worked.  But I also had to deal with my own emotions today.  I am starting to feel 'stuck' again...stuck with daycare, having to work to makes ends meet.  I am starting to hate it again.  I want to be freed from the burdon of 'other peoples kids', I want to be able to pick up and go to the library just becuase, or to go to the park, or the zoo, or where ever...without worrying about dragging along daycare kids.  It just seems to knock all the fun out of it.  I want to fucus %100 on my boys.  Oh why, oh why God am I still doing daycare??? 

 

I guess I need to take from this what it is...a learning sitution.  God help me.

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Feb. 27, 2006 - Untitled Comment

Posted by drewsfamilytx
I'm sorry you're having such a rough time right now! Other people's kids can really be a burden sometimes, that's for sure. I'll be praying for you, my friend.

In the meantime, ((((((((hugs)))))))))))

Love,
Marsha

PS How many kids are you keeping? Is it too much to take them even to the library?
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