Song Of The Sagebrush
April 22, 2008

Tomatoes in My Garden

     Spring has sprung, and summer is just around the bend. With a couple of years under our belts when it comes to gardening in this little corner of the desert, we’re not planting just yet. There is still potential for frost, though morning temps haven’t been below freezing in a couple of weeks; close, but not quite that low. Still, there is that anticipation of getting things going, knowing that a few months down the road there will be delicious, fresh veggies...perhaps, too many veggies to process, but still a wonderful part of the summer.



     I remember well the countertops covered with ripe tomatoes in my parents’ home. Mom had a garden, and worked it well. The tomatoes were always so flavorful. As an adult, I much prefer the homegrown variety, and am always disappointed when they’re out of season. The light complected varieties sold in the grocery stores, especially in winter months, are a disappointment. Even those with a rich red color, when found in a grocery store, rarely pack the fresh deep flavor that a garden grown tomato offers. If tomatoes are a necessary component of a meal during these out of season times, it’s frustrating to pay the price expected for such an inferior product. I’m spoiled.



     With the bit of experience we have, there are some definite lessons involved thus far, and more to come, I’m sure. And some great points of comparison. For example, in a grocery store, it is unlikely that you will find blemished tomatoes. Those don’t make it to the produce market. They’re unattractive, and I’m sure they wouldn’t sell well. I don’t look for blemished tomatoes at the grocery store, I avoid them. However, my garden tomatoes often have blemishes. I still try to make the most of these, not wanting to waste them. The bad parts get cut away, and the salad or sauce or salsa still tastes wonderful.



     Growing conditions impact the final product. Shade is a help, as the hot Nevada sun can take a toll on the crop. We’ll be trying to incorporate a shade cover to help with this in the coming season. Likewise, we hope at some point to adjust fencing so as to protect from regular winds. Watering, obviously, will impact. We’ll also be looking into some good “food” for the plants, as we want to get good production. Years ago, we used a product which was sprayed on the flowers to help them set. Again, something to incorporate in our newer locale. Location in the garden may need a new look. We planted tomatoes in a different area last year than the year before, and they didn’t do so well. There may be some issues with regard to what crop preceded the tomatoes in that area. We’ll also pay more attention to caging and tying up the vines. I wasn’t well-skilled at that last year, and the area was a mess. A little more control and care is also in order this year. We had many plants last year, and many produced little or no fruit. No unusual exotic varieties this year.



     Some of our best production was actually from stray seeds from the previous year’s crop. The pear tomatoes did well, especially in early fall. They started from seed, so didn’t develop until much later, and they were some of the more faithful producers. They didn’t have a long time to produce fruit, but what they produced was great!



     This might seem like a simple narrative about the life of our garden, but actually, I would love to share with you another fruit growing in my “garden”. Unlike those being grown and educated in a traditional public institution…school…they are growing in a homey environment. They are being given personalized attention, not mass produced, but considered in light of their unique, God-given gifts, traits, and abilities. Personal attention is devoted to the conditions which may or may not be successful, with opportunity to adjust and administer that which is best suited. There are late bloomers, who may not read as quickly as others, there are those who thrive on math, and those who thrive on learning random facts. There is opportunity to provide shelter when its absence might otherwise damage, there is opportunity to expose to elements of the world with a watchful eye. There are blemishes, by all means, as individual attitudes and irritabilities surface, as challenges likewise surface in an area of study or understanding.



     A typical outsider might wonder about how they socialize, are they deprived? But an interesting concept came to light a couple of years ago as we toured the produce department of a local grocery store. Tomatoes cause other fruit to ripen, and even to go bad. Certain things could not be placed near tomatoes. And if you’ve ever had one tomato go bad in a bag or bowl, it takes little time for the decay to spread. So it is with my other crop. Over exposure to bad habits of others will more negatively impact than positively. As a former public school teacher, I’ve seen how quickly a classroom atmosphere can deteriorate because one or two students decide to “socialize” in an unacceptable way. A homegrown and home educated child has the opportunity, on the other hand, to interact in unique settings with people from a variety of age groups and backgrounds. And there is potential for them to display that vibrance and flavor that so often lacks in the child who is shuffled through a system with the goal of meeting some institutional standard. The tomato at the store meets that standard, but lacks the vibrant appeal of the garden grown. Certainly, a child may pass through a system and meet a standard. However, the imprint of the institution may well be evident in many. The institution serves a purpose, but in the name of educating the masses, must sacrifice, oftentimes, individuality.


A.D.W.

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April 20, 2008

More Random Ramblings...

Would love some input and perspective from my fellow homeschoolers...those who are accustomed to the funny questions and have their humorous responses tucked neatly up their sleeves.  You know, when those you run into ask the all too common "socialization" questions, the "are you qualified" questions, the looks of serious doubt plastered over their faces..."Those" questions. 

Now, let's change the terms, shall we.  What if you ran into "home-churchers"?  "Eclectic Churchers"?  "Relaxed Churchers"?  "Un-Churchers"?  "Charlotte Mason..."  Well, maybe not exactly...  Get the idea of where I'm going with this? 

Do the reasons we school at home carry into the world of "organized religion"?  In like manner, might we find some of the same objections?  While passionately standing for the right to instruct our kids according to their needs, gifts, challenges, interests, etc., might we also find ourselves needing to church according to such?  Networking with those who have similar interests?  "Home Church Groups"?  Does meeting together REQUIRE meeting according to institutional guidelines, or is there room, Biblically, to meet together much as we are passionately doing in our homeschool circles, but in a worship based manner?  Would the questions be much the same in that context? 

Just tossing this out for some consideration, as I recall once upon a time thinking it very odd when I met people who did home church.  Now, I'm not so sure it's all that different from the idea of homeschooling...protecting one's own from the quenching of institutional life.  Any blogging buddies with experiences or stories?
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April 14, 2008

Random Ramblings?

Some ponderings about institution vs. body when it comes to the church...it's not a final cleaned up draft, just something I've been working on.

Church: The institution

An organization managed and directed by man, church is limited by the constraints of government, quantity, capacity, finance, location, denomination, salary, manpower, or many other elements that can tilt the scales of success. Without leader or follower, it falls and fails. Without appeal, it lags. Without zeal, it lags. The succeeding church (institution) appealing to those who participate (leader and follower alike) prospers in worldly measure of attendance and finance. It must present its best, lest it fail.

 

 

Church: The body...

A living, breathing organism, not limited by human parameters, but supernaturally empowered by the Holy Spirit; the church prospers when it should not, where it should not, in ways it should not. Only limited and constrained by the One at the helm, Government, quantities, capacities, finances, location, manpower, divisions, they have no power.

Salary is no issue, the Lord provides as He directs, Denomination is not an issue, the banner is His agape love, and that love is the validation of His leading, His word says this is how they will know we are His disciples.

Manipulation is replaced with direction and leading of the Holy Spirit. Sensible may be set aside for the absurd, and some of the greatest examples given in history and in His word are the most absurd, for belief in a man born of a virgin is one of the most absurd considerations in a world that turns upon a dime for scientific evidences and possibilities. Failure is possible for the member of this body, many examples of such given to encourage us of His commitment when we fall short...and we all fall short. Controlled by man? Not a chance. Growing in the face of opposition, it is a body that cannot die, for it has been promised, straight from the source, that the gates of hell should not prevail. Though the head of the body was struck, and lay in a tomb, He lives, and He is the life of this body. If He lives forevermore, then His body must also live. Does it bleed? Does it struggle? Does it feel pain? Certainly. Does it endure? Most assuredly.




 

When the two, institution and body, combine, there is conflict. His word addresses many, the Apostle Paul addressing churches gone astray, and Jesus Himself in Revelation rebuking the error that invaded. When the two combine, humanity may attempt to prevail over divine. Will of man and will of God may well collide. Will of God should prevail. At times, it may appear that it does not. But God's hand is present and He will allow the conflict for our growth. Will we choose the institution or the body? The cold or the warm? Which will dominate, and which will we prefer? Will we prefer the security of a well-managed, stable institution which reports good numbers, stable finance, and a multitude of activities to engage the interest of the attendee or member? Or, will we defer to the unexpected, the amazing but frightening life of faith, led in uncertainty of circumstance with complete confidence in the leader. Or even in faltering confidence?

Will we prefer the boat tossed to and fro, or will we step into the water to grasp the hand of the One walking the surface? Will He leave us to drown in dismay, or will He gently extend His hand to draw us out, lovingly asking, "Why did you doubt?" Those on the boat didn't doubt in the same way, but neither did they trust in the same way. The boat would not have rescued in that storm, but Jesus surely did, and as He calmed the storm, those on the boat were conferred with the blessing of the rescue as well. Their faith, too, may have been increased, though perhaps not to the degree of their headstrong companion.

 

The body shall prevail. The institution? It need not. The two combined? Conflict will exist. Without the institution? Conflict still will exist, in this world you will experience troubles. The institution defined by one culture may not well suit another. When issues of finance and position are at the forefront, it is the institution, not the body. Jesus allowed the money box to be in the hands of his betrayer. Jesus girded himself, and in lowly manner washed the feet of the same. He even shared in a precious moment of fellowship, the sharing of the bread and the wine symbolic of His death, with His betrayer. He did not preclude the one who did not deserve, and truth be told, none present deserved. Their offenses not as severe, they were still offenses. The institution might punish such. The body? Knowing, still serves, loves, and forgives, for such is the example of the Head. Perhaps there are times when the body must remove itself from the institution in order to remove itself from the control of man. China's underground church, and other nations come to mind, where worshippers cannot freely worship and follow without risk of compromise. When the church sells its voice or when its voice is quieted or silenced in the name of peace, finance, or other, it is the institution that is silenced or quieted. Those who worship in spirit and in truth will continue to speak and serve, whether obviously or underground, and finance will not silence or end. We cannot cease to proclaim that which He has mandated, to every creature, to the ends of the earth if He so sends. We will be His witnesses, a promise that does not always involve our willful witness. At times, that witness is evident as He uses the lives of fallible folks to demonstrate love and faithfulness unmatched. There will be that day when the members of the body say, "When did we see you hungry, thirsty, a stranger naked, in prison?" There will be that day when the church, the living breathing body, will be ushered into His presence. 'Til then, may life govern, not legalism, may warmth prevail over complacency, may the fire be lit, the lukewarm brought to a boil, the instution bow to the Head, the institutionalized freed as they are led all the more by His Spirit, no longer held hostage by tradition Jesus never taught, but rather rebuked.

 

 

 

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March 22, 2008

Happy Resurrection Sunday!

May this be a blessed Easter Sunday as you remember what He has accomplished on our behalf.  What we could not do, He has done.  What we could not afford, He has purchased.  What we could not fathom, He has conveyed!  Forgiveness of sin, paid debt!  Thank you Jesus!

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January 21, 2008

What do you think?

On the cover of the latest "Mission Frontiers" magazine, the following:

God cannot lead you on the basis of information you do not have.


Following this, it is stated on the cover, "From the GPD to a PhD, the U.. Center for World Mission has the information and insights you need for God to empower you to give 'Your Utmost for His Highest.'"


This bugged me when I first saw it Friday afternoon.  I was busy, though, and set it aside for a bit.  I looked at it again while prepping dinner.  Asked dd what she thought.  Didn't take her long to come to the same conclusion.  With examples.  Back to Genesis.  Try Abraham.  And Joseph.  And...and...and...and...keep going!  Personal testimony.  How many things has God used in your own pre-Christian life to prepare you for the ways He will allow you to serve Him in the future?  How many things have you done simply based on believing it was His direction, only to see down the road just how clearly it was indeed His direction?  Ummm...Proverbs 3:5-6?  Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.  In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your path.  Hello?  I'm sure all the research and data and information may be useful and may help people to clarify what they are unsure of, but it's gonna be an individual thing.  The only thing, the only ONE who can empower me to give my "Utmost for His Highest" is the Holy Spirit.  Acts 1:8 does not mention that I need the U.S. Center for World Mission.  "But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you, and you will be My witnesses in Jerusalem, and Judea and Samaria, and even to the uttermost ends of the earth."  Nope, no mention of needing this or any other organization or entity. 

I haven't read the article yet.  I'm not real sure that I want to.  Maybe.  Or not?

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January 8, 2008

New Wine...

I was reading in Acts the other day...and I had to go check out these verses and come back to Acts.


Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you."  Luke 22:20



"And no one puts new wine into old wineskins; or else the new wine will burst the wineskins and be spilled, and the wineskins will be ruined.  "But new wine must be put into new wineskins, and both are preserved.  "And no one, having drunk old wine, immediately desires new; for he says, 'The old is better."  Luke 5:37-39
Others mocking said, "They are full of new wine."  Acts 2:13


What do you think?  Maybe they were full of "NEW WINE"?!!!  Food for thought...or should I say drink?
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December 18, 2007

Do This In Remembrance Of Me

    In the Christian world, we are reminded at this time of year to REMEMBER the birth of Christ.  We are reminded via radio or television programming, or even by greeting cards, that Jesus is the reason for the season.  We are presented with stories and songs and dramas detailing the birth of the Child.  And it is a wonderful story and reality, that the prophesied birth happened as it was told.  It's my favorite season, and it's my favorite subject for poems.  I'd play Christmas carols all year long if it wouldn't drive my household crazy!

     We are challenged to "keep Christ in Christmas".  We are reminded that the gifts and such are not what the holiday is all about, exhorted to not lose sight in the middle of the busy-ness.  Much of what we engage in is explained as a time of remembering the birth of Christ. 

     The interesting thing, though, for me was a moment of observation the other day.  As I thought about the fact that we celebrate the birth of Christ, I thought about the reality that He never instructed us to do so.  It is certainly a people-driven holiday, and the world has gotten its grip on it through materialism and distraction.  But the specific remembrance of Christ that was directed was:


           And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying,
          "This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me."  Luke 22:19

           For I received from the Lord that which I also delivered to you: that the Lord Jesus on
           the same night in which He was betrayed took bread;  and when He had given thanks,
           He broke it and said, "Take, eat; this is My body which is broken for you; do this in
           remembrance of Me."   In the same manner He also took the cup after supper, saying,
          "This cup is the new covenant in My blood. This do, as often as you drink it, in remembrance
           of Me."   For as often as you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the Lord's death
           till He comes.     1 Corinthians 11:23-26


We are given a celebration of remembrance, but specifically, remembrance of His death, not His birth.  We are told that through this, we proclaim the Lord's death until He comes.  Interesting, because communion is relegated, in most churches I've attended, to once a month.  It's a short portion of the service, sometimes at the start, sometimes at the end.  There may be a communion service Christmas Eve or Easter Sunday.  Family Christmas services, at least in my experience, don't include communion.  Maybe communion gets a serious emphasis in the other services.  However, as a mom of toddlers, I haven't been in one of those services for years!  In the family version, lots of Christmas carols, perhaps skits and stories.  No communion.  I've heard Christmas messages that remind us that Christmas is meaningless without the cross, without Jesus' death and resurrection.  But not in the family services, not really. 

I'm just observing.  Not complaining.  Just thinking!  Noticing that we're very conditioned to accept and explain and hold on to some traditions and celebrations, while allowing others to become ritual and minor.  Based on what my Bible emphasizes, the celebration of the Lord's Supper is given much more priority than Christmas.  Only two gospels of the four include the birth of Christ, and John simply states that the Word became flesh and dwelt among us(John 1:14).  Of course, not much time or space is given to the Lord's supper, either.  However, it is the manner we are specifically directed to remember.  Not by giving gifts.  Not by decorating trees and houses and driveways.  Not by putting on plays.  Not by singing songs.  But, by taking of the bread and of the cup.  This season, that should be more than a passing and short ritual.  And our children shouldn't be excluded.  If we're going to remember Him, we should do as He directed!  Maybe His emphasis was to do THIS in remembrance, not all the other stuff that we've come up with since.  Like I said, I'm not trying to put a damper on things, just pondering!

Blessings from the "ranch"!
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September 27, 2007

A Proverbs Point of View

Last fall, we began to focus on some Old Testament books for our morning Bible time.  We started in First Samuel, and I had every good intention of journaling what we learned in my little blog world here, but it was very rich, and I just didn't really have time to get it all down here.  But we did work our way through both First and Second Samuel, First and Second Kings, Nehemiah, and then Ezra.  We started a couple of weeks ago in Proverbs, and are taking it a bit slowly.  But I thought it was really worth observing and sharing the thought I had as we read the first few verses of chapter 2. 



My son, if you receive my words and treasure my commands within you,
So that you incline your ear to wisdom, and apply your heart to understanding;
Yes, if you cry out for discernment, and lift up your voice for understanding,
If you seek her as silver, and search for her as for hidden treasures;
Then you will understand the fear of the LORD, and find the knowledge of God.

(Proverbs 2:1-5)



Go back and look at the account in 1 Kings, particularly with regard to Solomon's son, Rehoboam.  He didn't take his father's wisdom much to heart, now, did he?  If anything, he seems to have completely rejected it.  I've been wondering if this was a hard headed child.  Was he strong willed?  Did Solomon have deep conversations only to be ignored, rejected, blown off, so to speak?  He didn't get hard headed over night, now, did he?  Is much of Proverbs Solomon's effort to leave at least some written advice, a reminder, for a son who had a tendency toward the opposite?  A tendency to listen to the wrong voice?  And in spite of this legacy left to him, he walked in the counsel of his peers, losing 10 of 12 tribes in the process.  WOW!  I mean, really really WOW!  Listen to Solomon's heart again as you read those verses.  The heart of the parent of a potential prodigal.  In spite of his wisdom, Solomon could not will his own son, his successor, to listen and follow in all that he laid out in this writing. 

Another couple of verses struck me in the last couple of weeks. 

But as many as received him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, to those who believe in His name.  Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.  John 1:12-13

Salvation, like wisdom, is not of the will of man.  We can't will our children to be saved, nor can we will them to be wise.  They get to make choices, just as we do.  We'd like to will them to make good choices.  We'd prefer they didn't learn things the hard way.  We'd prefer not to have our descendants be a "bad king".  And we can exhort, even knowing their tendencies, and leave a written testimony.  But they still make their own decisions. 

It's a bittersweet observation.  As a mom who homeschools my kiddos with a Christian worldview, it's a reminder that they each have their own will, their own choices and errors to make.  I can't WILL them into the kingdom, but can exhort and encourage with all my heart.  Hopefully, the time devoted to encouraging will make a difference.  Each one seems to have his or her own version of "strong will".  The art of parenting is imperfect, as Solomon's family attests.  The line of David did not generally defer to David's passion, nor to Solomon's wisdom.  Hence an assortment of good and bad kings.  This example is, all the more, reason to pray hard and, as my favorite verses detail, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.  In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your path."  (Proverbs 3:5-6)

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September 10, 2007

Soccer Season

Full force fun for all!  Four nights a week of practice, 2 days/nights per week for games.  Can you say "busy"?  It's all of that.  That's with 4 dc playing, the other 4 spectating.  Imagine if any others had played.  Obviously, that kind of excludes other evening activities for the season, including AWANA, Bible studies, and such.  Some pastors frown upon the skipping of such events to participate in such secular events.  Some might not be all that concerned. 

In considering the whole thing, though, here's a useful verse:  So He came to Nazareth, where He had been brought up. And as His custom was, He went into the synagogue on the Sabbath day, and stood up to read. (Luke 4:16)

Jesus spent time at the synagogue on the Sabbath day, as was His custom.  But He didn't go EVERY day, or even multiple days, necessarily.  Most of where we see Him in His time through the gospels is out in the world among lost, sinners, disciples.  His disciples were going places with Him, and most of the time, it didn't seem to be that they were going to the religious institutions, although the religious leaders had plenty of criticism regarding where He spent His time.  He had a great response:  When Jesus heard [it], He said to them, "Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. I did not come to call [the] righteous, but sinners, *to repentance."  (Mark 2:17) 

A Christian friend got to listen to a young mom really open up the other night about numerous issues in her life.  I bet the time she spent listening was more valuable than any conflicting churchy event might have been.  How exciting to see that happening.

So, when my friends comment on where they are expected to be during such studies and activities, or when I'm questioned these days on whether I'm going to check out some of the same sorts of things, I have to say, where would Jesus probably be...church several times per week?  Or the soccer field?  Where should my family and I invest our time?  Not a hard decision!
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June 18, 2007

Another Really Good Devotional Entry from "My Utmost for His Highest"

 

Keep Recognizing Jesus

Writer: Oswald Chambers
Scripture: Matthew 14:29-30
Devotional:
. . .Peter . . . walked on the water to go to Jesus. But when he saw that the wind was boisterous, he was afraid . . .

The wind really was boisterous and the waves really were high, but Peter didn’t see them at first. He didn’t consider them at all; he simply recognized his Lord, stepped out in recognition of Him, and "walked on the water." Then he began to take those things around him into account, and instantly, down he went. Why couldn’t our Lord have enabled him to walk at the bottom of the waves, as well as on top of them? He could have, yet neither could be done without Peter’s continuing recognition of the Lord Jesus.

We step right out with recognition of God in some things, then self-consideration enters our lives and down we go. If you are truly recognizing your Lord, you have no business being concerned about how and where He engineers your circumstances. The things surrounding you are real, but when you look at them you are immediately overwhelmed, and even unable to recognize Jesus. Then comes His rebuke, ". . . why did you doubt?" ( Matthew 14:31  ). Let your actual circumstances be what they may, but keep recognizing Jesus, maintaining complete reliance upon Him.


If you debate for even one second when God has spoken, it is all over for you. Never start to say, "Well, I wonder if He really did speak to me?" Be reckless immediately— totally unrestrained and willing to risk everything— by casting your all upon Him. You do not know when His voice will come to you, but whenever the realization of God comes, even in the faintest way imaginable, be determined to recklessly abandon yourself, surrendering everything to Him. It is only through abandonment of yourself and your circumstances that you will recognize Him. You will only recognize His voice more clearly through recklessness— being willing to risk your all.



Oswald Chambers - My Utmost for His Highest

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June 15, 2007

This is an interesting devotional entry...

Writer: Oswald Chambers
Scripture: John 11:6
Devotional:
When He had heard therefore that he was sick, He abode two days in the same place where he was.

Has God trusted you with a silence - a silence that is big with meaning? God's silences are His answers. Think of those days of absolute silence in the home at Bethany! Is there anything analogous to those days in your life? Can God trust you like that, or are you still asking for a visible answer? God will give you the blessings you ask if you will not go any further without them; but His silence is the sign that He is bringing you into a marvellous understanding of Himself. Are you mourning before God because you have not had an audible response? You will find that God has trusted you in the most intimate way possible, with an absolute silence, not of despair, but of pleasure, because He saw that you could stand a bigger revelation. If God has given you a silence, praise Him, He is bringing you into the great run of His purposes. The manifestation of the answer in time is a matter of God's sovereignty. Time is nothing to God. For a while you said - "I asked God to give me bread, and He gave me a stone." He did not, and to-day you find He gave you the bread of life.

A wonderful thing about God's silence is that the contagion of His stillness gets into you and you become perfectly confident - "I know God has heard me." His silence is the proof that He has. As long as you have the idea that God will bless you in answer to prayer, He will do it, but He will never give you the grace of silence. If Jesus Christ is bringing you into the understanding that prayer is for the glorifying of His Father, He will give you the first sign of His intimacy - silence.

Oswald Chambers - My Utmost for His Highest
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June 14, 2007

His Banner Over Me is Love

Today, June 14, is Flag Day.   The idea of an annual day specifically celebrating the flag is believed to have first originated in 1885.  August 3rd, 1949,  President Truman signed an Act of Congress designating June 14th of each year as National Flag Day.  A day set aside to celebrate the banner of the land. 


This particular Flag Day is interesting, as a precious saint, Ruth Bell Graham, has gone home to be with Jesus. 

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me is love.
Song of Songs 2:4


As our country celebrates the symbol of it's freedom, those who are Christians may celebrate the symbol of our Lord, the banner over them being His love.  And we may celebrate this day upon which His precious child was received into His presence, into His banqueting house.  Praise the Lord for a life lived as an example to us all.  May He comfort all who will feel her loss. 

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March 16, 2007

Leveling...

Homeschool study for the week for Mom...surveying...shooting grades!  The Laser is an interesting tool.  It is attached to a tripod, and turned on.  A little "dealy-bop" inside spins, and there is a laser light produced...it's a little tough to see the light in the brightness of day, but dh has used it in the early evening, and I've seen that light, so I *know* it's there. 

 

The tripod and laser are set up in the place you want to measure from, and everything you want to level, or grade is compared to that of the laser.  A measuring rod is used, and an adjustable device (another "dealy-bop", for lack of knowing the correct term) is turned on, moved up or down until it exactly reaches the level of the laser light, and screwed tight to the rod.  This rod then serves as the tool for checking everything else against the laser for being the same, too high, or too low.  Setting the rod on the ground at a given location, a small arrow shows up or down, if you're close, you get an intermittent beep, and once you're right on, a steady beep. 

 

Great study in math, and technology with a slant toward career applications!  Nothing formal for the dc...they can move the rod around, help figure out if things are too high or too low, and for the older ones, I'll probably ask some questions to get them to think about life in the days of the likes of George Washington, when such fancy tools were not an option.  Perhaps they and I shall learn a little about the older tools in the process. 

 

Great Bible study!  Huh?  Yep.  Comparing things to a standard that has been set in order to determine whether something lines up, or is way off or a little off.  Did I mention that I spent 2 hours yesterday working on this leveling?  Plenty of time to think, especially when the dc got tired of it...so aside from reminding myself that I need about a gallon of sunscreen for the coming months, I pondered. 

 

God is that unchanging One who sets the standard by which He wants us to live, and the Bible is the measure of that for us.  We have been given in it everything we need that pertains to life and godliness.  It is the tool we use, and that He uses in guiding us.  When we examine areas of our lives in light of this standard, we can determine whether things are in line or not.  The standard is not emotion, culture, opinion, speculation...it is the Word of God...living and powerful, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of thoughts and intents of the heart. (Hebrews 4:12)

 

Our lives are a work in progress.  We do not come to Him already level and perfect.  It is a life-long process.  We get to participate in it with Him.  Some areas get leveled off rather easily, some, not so easily.  I can eyeball my garden and guess as to wether an area is getting closer or not, but my eye may deceive me...the standard will not.  I can examine my life, and guess as to wether an area is in line or not...my emotions, culture, opinion, and other influences may deceive me, they may be just a little off, or a lot...my Bible will not.  I can attempt to justify by mis-interpreting...the Bible, however will still be the same, and my mis-interpretation will not cause me to be in line with the Word.  I can embrace the standard, or object...the question is, what work do I want Him to do in me?  Do I want to be that fruitful life, or am I content to feel good about the status quo?  

 

A few other thoughts...

As I memorize scripture, I'm able to carry that standard with me in daily life..."I have hidden your word in my heart, that I might not sin against You."  (Psalm 119:11)

As a nation, we are blessed to have the Bible so easily available.  Walking into a Christian bookstore, we are faced with a multitude of options, not only in versions, but also in covers, size...large print, compact, cd-rom...we have little excuse for not using the tool given us...there are nations and languages with fewer translations, languages with only the New Testament having been translated for those who speak, and there are those with only portions of scripture translated.  There are those languages with no translation.  There are those living in lands that outlaw this book.  We have been given much.  For everyone to whom much is given, from him much will be required; and to whom much has been committed, of him they will ask the more.  (Luke 12:48)

As I said, lots to think about...lots more garden to get level this weekend...lots more time to spend with curious children whose patience quickly wanes, lots of anticipation over what the work will look like months down the road.  Will it be fruitful?  I hope so! 

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March 15, 2007

Fallow Ground

Well, sort of.  It's been out of  use for the winter...just one season...not an extended period, by any means.  I could have kept some winter crops out there (maybe not...we got some low temps this winter).  But with our recent warming trend, I have spent some time beginning to work soil and clear out debris from last year in preparation for new planting.  It was a little slow going, but helpful to remember that things were planted in small sections last year over a course of nearly 3 months. 

 

Dh had thought of renting a rototiller to get the ground better prepared, but we hadn't had a chance, so I kept plodding along with shovels, rakes and hoes.  Lots of clods, but maybe I would be able to plant a few things soon.  A couple of days ago, however, he was able to get the tool he wanted, and in only a couple of hours, the whole area had been nicely tilled, and was ready for the leveling that he had hoped to do this year.  Did I mention that dh likes things nice and exact?  He's a craftsman with an "eye for straight", and since we had areas that were too high last year which didn't get water as easily as others, he wanted to improve things this year.  Later today, I'll set about using the laser he borrowed from work to continue the leveling process. 

 

I wasn't much help during the tilling, but I had lots of time to think while I watched dh work.    Have I mentioned that my garden is a great "thinking place"?  On this occasion, I thought about the parable of the soils, and about the process of preparing "good ground".  At my own slow pace, I would certainly have been able to prepare ground to receive seed and produce.  Little by little, the large area would have been worked, just over a greater period of time.  Nothing wrong with that.  With a power tool (well, gas operated), more work was accomplished, and more planting can be done sooner.  I thought of the Lord preparing hearts to receive His word.  Individuals are often used over a period of time to share with others, perhaps tilling the ground, perhaps planting seed, perhaps watering that seed, but it's a process.  Dh often has times of witnessing in his work that involve sharing and then not seeing a person for many years before he gets another opportunity to share.  God has a way of circling him around so he sees people again.  There are also individuals who share on a large scale.  Perhaps pastors, evangelists such as Billy Graham, Christian musicians, Christian lawmakers.  Some, perhaps, have the opportunity to reach multitudes, and over the years, participate in tilling large patches of "ground".  Events might weigh in the tilling...personal crises and situations on a small scale, perhaps national crises and situations such as terrorism, war, economic decline on a large scale.  God has His way of using various tools to accomplish the work of breaking up the ground of hearts and preparing it to receive His word. 

 

In this garden season, I can already envision the plants, the fruit, the smells, the joy in the work and the harvest.  How much more, I wonder, does the Lord envision as He prepares, the plants and the fruit, the end result, the harvest?  Praying that He would send out laborers into that harvest! 

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January 29, 2007

Selah...

Some days it's just hard to shut off my mind...

There are so many projects, activities, thoughts and ideas rushing through, that I seem to race from one to the next...how very wearing!  It's nice to interject a selah...stop and meditate (well, that's the gist of it)...ponder....rest.

Maybe it's a discipline needing to be learned or re-learned in this internet age...it's so easy to open a dozen windows on the computer screen as I try to cram in banking, seed-shopping, searching for interesting crafts and activities, and reading my favorite sites as well.  Even without the internet, it's pretty hectic...2 crochet projects started, ideas for some other crafts, at least 4 writing projects, homeschool groups, vehicles acting up...the list just goes on. 

 

I look forward to garden time, as it gives me time to the opportunity to meditate, to ponder as I work.  Probably not today...but soon!  In the meantime, a small army beckons as breakfast preparations begin, and off to another busy day as Mom!

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January 15, 2007

Open The Eyes Of My Heart

Yesterday morning, 2 1/2 yo was in dh's arms during worship, and as people were singing and praising, his eyes lit up as he looked at his daddy and said, "That's hallelujah!"  Wish I'd seen it happen!

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December 28, 2006

Just Passin' Through

In the whirlwind of activity, blogging is low on the priority list.  But as I whirl through, just meditating on the year past and God's tremendous love and graciousness toward our family, I cannot help but praise His mighty name.  He alone is worthy, and while my faith in many things may have dwindled in this past year, my faith in Him has only grown.  He has proven Himself time and again to be that sovereign Lord, the One in complete control of circumstance, the One who goes before, who surrounds me, who at times protects me from the storm and at times walks me through it.  As the mountain near our home is apparently called "Shadow Mountain", so has He hidden us in the shadow of His wings.  Much of the poetry posted here has grown out of the experiences of the year, and those items that were composed in earlier days have reminded me all the more of His continuing presence and ministry to His children.

May His love fill your new year, may His joy be yours, and may you find this year an exciting one in Him!

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December 9, 2006

Whew...holidays...need I say more?

No blog time to speak of! 

 

I've been pretty sick a couple of times...still dealing with sinus issues, and it's worse when the bug hits the whole house domino style. 

 

Last week was a whirlwind, and frankly, my mind is so occupied with the activities ahead that I haven't written much these days.  I may post some older Christmas poems soon, but with gingerbread houses dancing through the minds of the dc, who knows.  My (30 yo) baby brother will be graduating next weekend with his doctorate, and I'm looking forward to attending the ceremony in Indiana! 

 

The busy-ness of the season may be a challenge, but the focus of the season is a blessing...I'm just challenged as one who is in this world but not of this world to live out the faith He has called me to.

 

 

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October 30, 2006

Offerings

In the midst of children's ministry yesterday, time for offering came along, and my 4yo turned and looked at me with expectancy, his hand outstretched.  "Mom, I need offering," he stated.  Flustered Mom was not able to dig through her messy purse at just that moment, and so I had to quickly quiet him down, and move on with the class.  Not satisfied, he demanded again, and again, I interrupted the activity to explain that I did not have offering to give him at this moment, and he would have to help me remember next time.  Poor guy!  It's such a big deal to the younger ones especially, and I'm not great at remembering for them ahead of time.  But as the offering cans were passed I was struck with a moment of beautiful realization, and the Lord yet again used my children to teach me!

 

My children rarely have money of their own to offer, it must be given to them first.  Sometimes there are gifts from other sources, and other times extra jobs to earn money, but even then, Mom and Dad are the main source of "offering".  My Heavenly Father, likewise, is the source of my own offerings.  Even as I have heard in prayer so many many times, offering is merely giving back to God a portion of what He has already given.  But seeing this played out in a 4 yo and the disappointment of not receiving struck me, because unlike frazzled forgetful Mom, our God is dependable and faithful to gift us with so much to offer back to Him...and it ALL has come from Him in the first place...money, time, talents...He gifts us that we might gift it back to Him. 

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October 26, 2006

A Prelude to Christmas

No, it's not that far off, is it...heavy sigh!

 

I love Christmas, its the materialism and covetousness that hurts!

 

Today is DS' birthday, and while we don't spend big bucks on gifts, we were able to find a few fun things for not too much money.  Unfortunately for him, they are FUN things...for his siblings...and so the morning proceeded with many tears over who had what and who wanted it. 

 

We parents love to give good gifts to our children...much consideration goes into the quantity, quality, prices, timing, trim, etc...and for me, into the resulting effect on recipient and non-recipients. 

 

I suppose the Lord must also consider not only the gift, but its impact upon all.  And I, covetous child that I am, cannot always find satisfaction in my own gifts, but despair of those I do not have, perhaps occasionally striving to gift myself with that which is not mine, not content to recognize how perfectly the Lord designs the gifts for those upon whom He bestows them. 

 

Praise be to Him for knowing better than I what is suited to me, and praise be to Him that in spite of the times I blow it even in the areas of His gifting, He does not withdraw those gifts, but rather teaches me!

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September 27, 2006

Soccer Lessons...

This is my first year as a soccer mom...and I confess that I know little about the game, but I am learning many wonderful lessons as my husband, the kids, and I cheer our 10 year old and his team on.  They have only won 1 game out of the first 5, but it's great to see the advances in skills and teamwork.

 

The soccer games have given me a neat view of our work as Christians...while there are certain people called to serve in full time ministry, there are many on the sidelines as the cheering section, encouraging the "players" on to good works.  An occasional exhortation to the one who is in the wrong place or not paying attention.  The learning to work together, passing the ball to the one in the best place to advance toward the goal.  Being in the assigned position, being aware of the action, moving as needed, all to help get that ball in place.  As Christians, that "ball" is often the gospel message, being shared by those in position to do so, and sending the responsibility on to the next one, some missing the opportunity, some struggling greatly with those unseen powers and principalities in order to get it out there.  And those on the sidelines encouraging on.  Big cheers as it hits its mark and a "goal" is scored.  Cheers and encouragement as advances are seen, exhortation and encouragement when the opponent is prevailing.  The code of conduct signed by the parents to be positive makes me think of how much more successful the advancement of the kingdom of heaven would be if Christians likewise noted and cared about the code of conduct, loving one another, would be at the forefront of our minds as we move to share Jesus with this world. 

 

And as a homeschooler, reminded that I and the children are often on the sidelines, cheering on Dad as he moves in his job, moves in the world, and shares as he is going...that "ball" is regularly in his path, and we have an important role as we encourage, exhort, refresh during breaks.

 

Lots to learn from our soccer time!

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September 11, 2006

Pondering September 11

The pastor last night in our church shared out of Matthew, and the verse that particularly stood out to me was Matthew 10:28, "And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul.   But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell."

 

The events of this day 5 years ago briefly led to a surge in church attendance, and a focus on God.  But much more than the focus on the Lord, it seems the events of that morning have led to a fear of man.  Fear of terrorists, fear of those who are able to carry out such a plot.  People in the political arena use this fear to gain momentum for their agendas, their parties, their ideas...accusing one another of doing or not doing enough to protect the citizens of our nation.  How much truth there is in statements regarding our national security is really hard for average me to discern, but the use of fear is there. Media, likewise, has no problem using fear to make its headlines a little more interesting, drawing one in to the controversies and concerns.  Again, discerning the truth about such dangers for an average homeschool mom is difficult.  My Bible has instructed me not to live in fear of those who can kill the body but not the soul. 

 

In the time since that, we have also seen natural disasters, some call them "acts of God", cause great damage and destruction.  A great tsunami claimed many more lives than the events in New York.  It didn't take long to see complaint about a lack of sufficient warning system.  New Orleans a little over a year ago, a terrible hurricane, and again blame.  Blame for not evacuating a city quickly enough.  Blame for insufficient and faulty levies.  Blame, as human nature showed itself spiralling into chaos and despair.  In the following month, another major hurricane, and a realization that evacuation could be just as much of a problem, as freeways jammed with fearful motorists trying to escape a repeat.  And yet the fear produced in all of these events is that of the disasters, not of the One who controls nature. 

 

Christians and other religions responded with relief, as did secular organizations, ministry opportunities presented themselves, and lives may certainly have been touched and blessed by those giving of their time, talents, and resources to assist those who were harmed by these events.  And yet, our nation continues to whittle away at its foundation in Christianity, denying that such a foundation really exists...the Ten Commandments are an abomination in public settings; politicians attempt to re-define marriage, many refusing to take a firm stand and others openly embracing these changes; the unborn continue to be an acceptable sacrifice in the name of convenience, choice, and now, medical research and advance.  There is an overwhelming lack of fear (awesome reverent respect) for the God who has truly blessed this nation.    

 

I pray that as people remember the events of September 11, 2001, there would take place a renewing of hearts and a return to the respect and reverence of God, the One who is sovereign and able to protect better than any plan, person, or government. 

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