Aug. 19, 2008 - Poetry 101 Plus A Prayer Request
Hello everyone!
Sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've just been real busy and been on youtube a lot.
So if you have a youtube account and would like to be my friend on there also then just send me a message telling me your username on HSB and I'll add you.
Well fairybookworm just messaged me and told me that some kind of disease (IDK what it is yet) is going around her family and only her and her older sister doesn't have it so please pray for them.
Now that I'm back in the groove of school again I finally have four new poems for ya'll but in this entry I will only post one.
Now this one was written today and its the most depressing one. I'm not depressed anymore, but this poem was written about the time when I was afraid I was going to lose a dear friend of mine and so I just had to kind of let him go which is still sad even though we are still friends... I would rather not post about it.
Now when I talk about living in my dreams I'm talking about when I was in that perpetual state of mind where all I could think of was how we used to be as an unbroken wild friendship group and how it was never to be. Just kind of like living in a dream world where nothing matters and nothing is real anymore.
But I'm over it.
So here goes the poem...
DIE IN YOUR DREAMS (A POEM FOR THE BROKEN AT HEART)
There is nothing better,
Than to lie here forever,
in my dreams.
Fading in and out with silent screams.
I was afriad I lost you.
The sky was no longer blue.
I wish it could have been,
just me and you.
Could it be true?
If I knew that it was,
the last time.
I would have held you and,
Told you how good of a friend,
You have been.
You have cared for me.
You have protected me.
You have loved me.
And I wish I could have told you,
How much I cared for you too.
But all I could do is stand there,
With tears in my eyes,
Awkwardly,
Cowardly.
Standing there stupidly,
Like a dumb-struck donkey,
Letting you go was,
One of the hardest things of all,
Now to move on or stay stuck in in the past,
Nothing, is whats going to last.
The end!
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Sincerely,
Starla
