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This is the second part of a two part story I wrote for my family last Christmas. Part 1 is here.
“Kill her? Father, no! It’s all my fault for not getting the medicine.”
“Joshua, you said yourself there is no more medicine in town. It’s not you I blame. If anyone, I blame the Romans.” Father’s voice grew soft when he said, “I hate killing my sheep, perhaps more than you do. But if it will save her some pain, then that’s what I will have to do. But I pray the Lord protect this one and heal her.”
After a few moments, I asked, “Father, may I go looking for Gimel tomorrow?”
“Yes, I’ll leave Simeon here and go with you and we will try to find your lost ram,” Father’s voice sounded sure but distracted. For a while, I could hear him whispering over Berrit, soothing her and praying over her.
The night passed slowly. The day had been very hard. While I watched a portion of the flock, my mind kept wandering back to Gimel and Bethlehem and where could he be. From the sounds of the flock, they were restless too. Something seemed to be stirring in a corner of the field. By the faint light of the moon, I saw a figure coming toward our knoll.
I whispered, “Father, someone’s coming across the field.”
“Where?” he asked, coming over, his staff in hand. His sling, if there was any trouble, was at his waist so he could get at it quickly.
“There, nearing the edge of the flock. Isn’t that strange…the sheep aren’t afraid of him. They aren’t running away,” I said.
It became apparent that the figure was aiming directly for the knoll. My father and I were suspicious, but something told us we would not need our staves or our slings tonight. When he reached us, he nodded and walked past us to Berrit, still lying under the tree. In his hands was a staff and he took it and touched the ewe’s wounded leg. Instantly, Berrit got up and walked over to the stranger, who knelt down and nuzzled it.
We were incredulous! How could this stranger have healed our ewe? As we approached, we heard a voice, not with our ears, but with our minds and hearts, “The Lord says, ‘I know your heart, dear shepherd, and I have heard your prayers. I too am not willing that one of my sheep be lost.’”
Before we could ask how his voice could be heard in our minds, he flashed a smile, rose up in the air and out over the sheep. As he did, his clothes became as white as lightning and as fluid as water. His face and arms were so bright, we squinted just to glimpse him, but we could not stare, for our eyes would not let us. Looking around I saw that the light coming from him lit up the fields. We were terrified! His voice echoed across the valley like thunder, saying, "Do not be afraid.”
At this, Simeon bolted upright and hit his head against a branch of the tree. He cried out in pain, and then in amazement and more than a little fear at the sight of this angel.
“Listen!” the angel continued, “I bring you good news of great joy, which shall be for all the people. For today in the city of David there has been born for you a Savior, who is Christ the Lord. And this will be a sign for you: you will find a baby wrapped in cloths, and lying in a manger."
And then…and then! It was as if all the sky were filled with angels, in the same glory as the messenger and they all cried out with a deafening roar, "Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace among men with whom He is pleased." All of the voices sounded like the roaring of a river at flood and it shook the ground we stood on. Echoes of “Glory!” and “Hallelujah!” bounced off every hillside and mixed into a fantastic music that I have never heard before or since.
And as quickly as they had appeared, they vanished. My father’s staff clattered to the ground and he fell to his knees. Berrit came and nuzzled him. I was unable to speak. I just stood there, looking up at the sky.
“Joshua!” came the voice of Simeon. “Is your father okay?”
“Father?” I shook him.
“I’m all right…Joshua. Was this real? Of course it’s real. Berrit’s leg is completely healed,” he said as he inspected her and then his heart bubbled over into laughing. “Jehovah heals!” and he said it over and over again.
“Yes, Uncle, he’s all right.”
“Then what are we waiting for? Let’s run to Bethlehem and see what these…” he struggled for the word, “angels have told us about!”
“Who will watch the flocks?” I asked.
“Joshua,” my father said, his voice full of confidence, “I have reason to believe that our flocks will not need our care tonight.” He smiled and looked at me and then down at Berrit. And at once I knew what he meant.
As we ran and walked and ran on the road to Bethlehem, my father looked at my uncle and asked, “Are you sure we are not going to fast for you? Doesn’t your head hurt?”
“I’m fine! In fact, I’ve never felt better!” Simeon said, and we believed him. For a time, he led us down the road by a good distance.
When we arrived at Bethlehem, we began searching the inns, asking if there had been a baby born tonight. Yet each inn, packed as it was, had not had a baby born. We stopped at the very well I had used earlier. “What was it the angel said?” Simeon asked.
I spoke up, “’You will find a baby, wrapped in cloths and lying in…”
“A manger!” we all cried together.
“Of all people, we should know a manger is kept in a stable!” my father exclaimed.
“Who has a stable?” I asked.
“Ammon!” said Simeon, “He’s on the outskirts. His wife tends the inn and he uses oxen to plow the fields!”
We ran to the outskirts of town until we found the inn of Ammon and his wife. We pounded on the door and Ammon answered, “No room!”
“Ammon! It’s me, Simeon! We don’t want a room, we need to talk!”
“Simeon?” the door opened and we burst inside, almost stumbling over an older couple crowded next to the door.
“Do you know where a baby was born tonight?” Simeon asked.
“No. And I’ve heard no such news. I’m very busy, even this late.”
“Could we search your stable?”
“My stable? How did you…?”
“Nevermind,” my father cut in. “Joshua, go check the stable for a baby!”
The stable was down the hill in a rocky cave underneath the inn. I peered in to see a young couple resting quietly and…a baby!
I ran back up, “Father! I found the baby! Father! I found the baby!” They soon followed and we all crowded into the very tiny stable. The woman, named Mary, and Joseph were surprised to have shepherds barge in on them, but we just stood there, amazed to see the angel’s words come true.
“If you don’t mind,” Joseph began, “who are you? Did the innkeeper send you?”
My father and uncle began to explain all that had happened that night. Joseph and Mary looked at each other with strange looks, but they completely believed our story, having us tell them again.
I crept forward quietly and knelt down beside the huge manger holding such a tiny baby.
“What’s his name?” I asked.
“Y’shua,” Mary replied, “Jesus. You’re the first ones to see him.”
“My name’s Joshua, “ I said, smiling at the coincidence. “May I greet him?” I asked. Mary nodded and I leaned in and kissed the baby’s forehead. He cooed softly and shifted his gaze over, looking up at another face. When I looked to see who it was, I saw Gimel! He was staring down at the baby! He sniffed the baby, then snorted his approval.
“Gimel…” and then I stopped. Words would not come out of my mouth and there was nothing to do but hug my lost lamb. I removed a piece of rope from around his neck. Father held it up and inspected it. “It broke,” was all he said.
“You mean this is your lamb?” Joseph asked. “We thought he was the innkeeper’s.”
“Actually, we lost him. It happened earlier today. How did he come to be here?”
“We don’t know. We took this stable because it was all that was available. He must have come in while my wife was delivering the baby.”
Simeon came in with an armload of firewood. “Ammon sends this down with his congratulations and says he and his wife will be down with more wood and some extra blankets.”
“Thank you,” Mary said.
Simeon started the fire in the corner where the soot coated the walls and ceiling and soon the whole stable was warm. “It’s not much, but it will keep you until you can find a place more suitable.”
My father, my uncle, Gimel and I found our way back to the road. Each of us had a strain of the heavenly music that we were humming or singing. I looked down at Gimel, the wandering ram, as the words of the angel came back to me. “I too am not willing that one of my sheep be lost.”








