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RegretPosted at 7:06 PM on Sep. 9, 2009
a simple word a complicated feeling it can be quite absurd it affects your mind in a strange way even when you lie in bed staring at the ceiling it haunts you day after day makes everything seem surreal did that really happen? is that really how i feel? almost as if fate has been sealed the feeling dreadful the word set that word is regret all for nothingPosted at 5:52 PM on Mar. 12, 2009
they told me it was for my own good they keep me from the one i love most they told me its to prevent me from ruining the life i lead now i lay shattered in bed they ruin my chances at being with her now my life lay hanging under destruction hanging over the end i've fallen pray to a fierce predator i am not strong enough to get away from it not in my ruined state the hooded figure stalks me and hunts me down i remove the mask to reveal my own face they tried to save my life from being ruined now i am a danger to myself is the end near? True LovePosted at 5:29 PM on Dec. 18, 2008
she was there for me even when i wasn't for her she helped me through it all and constantly for a new i would fall she waited patiently and wiped away my tears and chased away the fears for me to embrace her im my arms but her love i failed to see yet still she waited because i stole her heart she left it to me in love, in the dark i open my eyes and befall what i had through the time of searching and heart break i had been blind to the truth but with open eyes i see the beauty that told no lies i lift her chin see the face who helped me through and wipe away the the first of many tears abandonedPosted at 11:25 AM on Nov. 29, 2008
this is how amber made me feel when i realized i was alone from the start sitting in my castle that is my heart sitting in my castle its center is the stronger part inside i let in few but inside they are true fell in love with one but she loved none knocking down my walls my kingdom falls sitting in my ruins that used to be my heart sitting in my ruins i have never been more in the dark AngelicPosted at 1:15 PM on Apr. 17, 2008
This is a poem i wrote Amber (BeautifulChaos) on feb 14 (valentines day) ive desided ima post it to share with every1 Angelic When you look at me from the skies, with those beautiful blue eyes. The ones that seem to look into my soul, and make me want to let fate swallow me whole. And my heart dose race, when i see your beautiful face and beats much faster when i hear your mischievous laughter my heart beats for you... but dose yours beat for me? you stole my heart .. robed me blind. now if yours i could only find One last thing to say to the divine. will you be forever mine? i changed the ending because i found it lacked the same artistic view as the rest of the poem i hope its better n that u all like it comments plz Searching in BrokenessPosted at 1:14 PM on Apr. 17, 2008
It hangs on your back
Mocking you about all you lack. Whispers all your regrets in your ear, and wishes for all that you fear. It picks at weaknesses it may have found, even if you stand strong you feel close to the ground Like pandora's box, it fills your life with chaos. but i have yet to find the hope not within me. It ties my heart down with rope, salvation i cannot see. Why do i let this feeling in? For being in love was my only sin. ty to YardenaAlona2991 for the name of this poem
this momentPosted at 1:11 PM on Apr. 17, 2008
I stand here with her we watch out at the sky when the wind starts to stir and the sky starts to cry and its tears fall to the ground the air smells crisp and what a beautiful sound, I watch them run over her lips and i bring mine to hers this is my moment the one i waited for and if time where to stand still it would be a happy end though time wont stop i still feel that it was worth it because this moment was absolutely perfect fallingPosted at 1:07 PM on Apr. 17, 2008
Falling through the darkness my mind is in dispair. I have tryed to fight this but im still falling through its stare. everything seems lost, everything seems hopeless. nothing i can do seems to stop this feeling the darkness sought. I finally have hit bottom i feel to give up. the darkness creeps in on me and it nearly consumes me. why has it not end? in this realm where reality is twisted and bends i open my eyes to seek out the truth and there is a light. there is hope i see beautiful divinity and she smiles at me i summon all my strength just to reach out for her hand but will she take it? the darkness still creeps i am running out of time slowly loseing my mind she is my hope... my future... will she take it? poem by secret admirerPosted at 1:06 PM on Apr. 17, 2008
a little late..but ill be your secret admirer ;) <3 one thing is true.. my love for you. Fate is not inevitable when love is overwhelming. we can embrace the moment. life as we live it. i need you now. our love is inevitable. <3 a secret admirer..... alonePosted at 1:04 PM on Apr. 7, 2008
i feel an empty space it hurts, i don't know why time flies by as if in a race but all i can do is stare at the sky i cry out for help till my voice fails me but no one even looks my way this pain is blinding, i can barely see the faces that pass every day into my mind the pain seeps is this what it feels like to be alone? if only i could find someone to call my own if only i could find a place to call home |
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