the story of my Lily.  But found I just could not.  I will do it soon as I want to honor her and I would like to share in the many blessings I have come to realize even in such tragedy. 

For now I will say, I love her, I miss her and praise God for my time with her, here on earth and when I join her in heaven!

"I will go to him, but he will not return to me." 2 Samuel 12:23

~Jennifer

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Posted by crysnrod

I came across your blog and wanted you to know that I am praying for you right now.
God's love,
Crystal

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Posted by kampsplete

Take your time Jennifer. As I said before, we're not going anywhere. We'll all be here, ready to listen when you want to share. You need some time to deal with this, and to heal a bit. I'm so sorry for your loss. I just can't say that enough. It is bringing back so many memories for me, and I know just exactly what you're going through. My heart aches for you, and I am here if you'd like to talk. I sent you an email, but it didn't go through the first time I sent it. I forwarded it again, but I'm still not sure you got it. I gave you my phone number, in case you'd like to talk to someone who has travelled the same road. I'd be glad to pay for the call too. Actually I pray that you don't go down the road I did, but it sounds like you are clinging to God, and looking to Him for your strength. Continue to do that my friend. There will be days when you'll be white-knuckling it because the pain will be so bad, but you will make it through. Hold onto Him.....He will not leave you to go through this alone, and we are all here too, praying for you, and holding you up.

Much love to you.....Love, Kathy

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Posted by bkyoungfamily

I just found you blog and read of the loss of your beautiful daughter.....
We lost our precious Bethany Anne on January 2, 2006....She was stillborn at 34 weeks.....My heart breaks for your family.......Please know I am praying for you all.
Karen

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Posted by DandelionSeeds

Keeping you in prayer...

In Him,
Amy

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Posted by PatriciaWHunter

I just stopped in to see if you had returned. I can only begin to imagine your pain, but hope that the prayers of your brothers and sisters in Christ will somehow carry you through this most difficult time. I pray that the presence of our Lord Jesus will be your peace and strength. You are loved, dear one.

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Posted by dawilli

No words can express how truly sorry I am for your loss. I've been away from my blog and just caught up reading yours today. I am so choked up. I'm pregnant with my 6th and even with the rocky start (I lost a fraternal twin) I know I've taken the health of this baby for granted.
I don't want to really imagine what it would be like to go through what you've been going through... it's too hard to think about...
I am just so, so, very sorry for your loss. If we lived nearby I would bring you a meal, or offer to babysit, or just sit and cry with you... keep hanging in there, one day at a time,
ali

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Posted by loughman98

dear sweet friend of mine, i havent been online to check blogs for a while and i am so so sorry. i know there are no words that i can give that would do anything so i will just send ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
i have 3 children who are with Jesus and i miss them terribly. I never got the chance to hold any of them and oh how i wish i did. i went to your site that you made for Lily and how beautiful that was!! cling to those things that you have, and most importantly, cling to Jesus. He will get you thru this time. rememebr Romans 8:28 says "for we know that all things work together for good for those who love God and are called according to His purpose" not just the good things, but ALL things. my heart is aching for you. i am praying for you. I am one state away (if i read it rigth, you live in indy? i live in central ohio) or else id come over and help you all that i could. but from here, i can pray and our God is good. He is holding Lily, but He is also holding you!! feel free to email me if you need to talk. (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

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Posted by kateyz

My heart breaks for you. Don't rush the healing time.
In my prayers
Kathleen

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Posted by grisoniranch

You have been on my mind for several days....

I just wish I could send you a big hug. I don't understand it all...so I will just ask that Jesus will wrap his awesome hands around you and comfort you in your time of need.

Blessings,
Lorrie

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Posted by DandelionSeeds

Thinking of you today and praying for you...

In Him,
Amy

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