I found this Humerus...

~Elz

Hey!

Does anyone know how to post videos? From Youtube or something? I have NO clue how to do it...

That's me with computers for you!

Well If you know, please help me out because I'm technologically challenged...

THANK YOU!!!

~Elz Dane

Wow! Its been WAY too long since I posted last!

I'm so sorry for ignoring everyone. I'm just afraid I've lost all my viewers so I don't bother. But then I think that's just stupid...

So I'm going to try and be ore diligent and post as often as I can.

BUT!!!

Please, comment!!! 

I need to know I'm not talking to walls!   PLEASE!!! Even if its just a smile!

Either way thanks for hanging in there with me. I'll keep it up if I can!

Love you guys!

OH! By the way! Go to my blog As The Drama Queen Speaks

http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/AsTheDramaQueenSpeaks/

And My Film View

http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/MyFilmView/

I have new posts there!

And I want your thoughts. Also, I need some opinions on a good debate to have in the near future!

~Elz Dane

Right now I just really need to write something, but I honestly don't know what to write. Hmmmm... As if I've never given you that line before. I guess its true a lot. Anyways...

Lets see,

I'm listening to "Can't Smile Without You" by Barry Manilow, almost at the end. I love this song.

I'm sitting on my bed with my laptop. Wearing a really big and really old T-shirt, with my wet hair put back in a messy bun. Chewing that spicy Big Red gum. (hey, that kinda rhymed) No earrings though. Two tabs open on Chrome besides HSB. Facebook and IMDB. Three windowsopen on my desktop. Itunes, Microsoft Word, and Chrome. (You bored yet?) I'm eating chocolate... Thinking I need to clean my room... and do homework...

I went and saw Avatar yesterday. It was amazing! Plenty of earth worship, but still it was really good.

Oh, and while I was at the theater there was this guy in line at the concession counter. He really freaked me and Abbie out! He was asking us questions and sociallizing and stuff... WEIRDO!!! He musta been over 40... creeper... 

Christmas was really nice, but in my awesome opinion, it didn't really feel like Christmas. Anyone else think something felt a bit off this year? Oh well! It was a good day Christmassy or not. Got a lot done I think and I'm pretty happy.

Hey, You know what I just remembered? That today is New Years Eve!!! *thinks* Do y'all know if its "New Year's Eve" or "New Years Eve"? I'm not too sure. But anyways, I completely forgot about that! I don't really feel any different but... yeah, I don't really feel any different... 

Well, that's about all I can say. I hope everyone has a Happy New Year! I'll try and post something soon. 

~Elz Dane

Christ is Born!

Glorify Him!

Merry Christmas!!!

Hey Peoples!!!

Ok, so I got a lot done today! I fixed my template so it was totally awesome, and now its just amazing and I completely love it. C'mon guys, is it not just fabulous... it is, I know! I love it! So yes, I did that.

But I also fixed up My Film View and I have intentions of continuing it. I watch so few movies these days I can probably get by writing a review for every one I see. Well, I'm gonna try at least.  But anyways, I fixed it up so now its all pretty and I really like it and yes... go take a looksie!

ALSO! I started a NEW blog (with a pretting snazzy template, if I do say so myself) and this blog is called As the Drama Queen Speaks, and its gonna be all my super dramatic and intense stuff that's just like, WOW and will make you want to say "Gosh some one needs to get a life because that's just crazy". Yes, I'm going to have a lot of fun with that blog. It'll prolly be just a bunch of poetry because that's always what happens when I get dramatic, but it should also end up getting a few massive rants and some horrific stories and stuff. Excited yet?! I know I am!

Yeah, so that's about it. If you guys have any ideas for cool stuff you want me to post about in any of these blogs, just let me know, and make a comment. I absolutely love my comments and even though I've been kinda ignoring things, I still try to keep up on them at least.

Anyways, Love you guys! Take care!

~Elz Dane

I thinks its time to finally move on, to take the steps to right the wrong,

some moments now I feel my soul, slowly start to take control.

The pain is dull and the tears ran dry, nor more to bleed, no more to cry.

And as the wind changes for the better, I feel my heart start to pull together.

The road is cleared to move on from the past, yes, there's regret but it won't last.

I'll let you go, once and for all, no room to hope and no place to fall

I'll always love you... somehow, I will, On my mind, in my heart, you'll be there, but still,

I'm ready to find myself somewhere new, no more wishing and waiting for you...

...

Good bye, Love... you know I'll never forget you...

~Elle

You told me I should change, you said that I was broken.
I did my best to tell the truth and tried to be more open.
I tried to let myself believe that people like you cared,
and not to hide behind this face even though I was so scared.
I guess that something happened and I went about it wrong,
because I feel so lonely and for some reason now you're gone.
I'm trying hard to figure out what I did to make you leave,
and why the heck I ever let you tell me to believe.

Happy Thanksgiving!

I am so thankful today for everything! Absolutely everything!

Hope you ALL have a wonderful day!

Thank God for all my life.

:)

~Elle

Wow!

So last night I couldn't sleep still, and I ended up getting to bed at about 2:30 AM. And this morning I got up at about 5:00... do the math... Anyways, I'm only alive right now because of a very tall cup of Starbucks Coffee and even that seems to have lost effect... just thought y'all should know that.

Also, I was just humming (in my mindless hyperness) and I guess it sounded really disturbing because my cat is staring at me with this face that looks like she wants to say,

"Are you okay? Because you're scaring me... Please, just stop."

Ahhh! She's so precious...  

You know what? I don't know but its awesome! Know how I can tell? Neither do I but I just can. And you know what else? I don't... Yup! Its true.

Yeah, this is the result of coffee and a major lack of sleep. Just FYI!

Anyways, I'll try to post again soon!

Bye Peoples! 

~Elle

So happy. 

I have been SUCH a Drama Queen. LOL 

Sorry I can't help it sometimes, its just the way I am. 

But anyways, I realized I was wasting emotion on someone who seriously did NOT deserve it.  So I stopped. And I feel much better now. And I like the idea of my options being back open. But thats another subject.

I'm sorry for boring you with my drama.

Its done now and I am like WAY happy. 

And I would like to thank my absolutely AMAZING friend. Becca, dear, you ARE so awesome. I would have had a really hard time here without you. I LOVE you SO much!

So just wanted to say all that.

Plus, I just want to throw in that I am totally awesome... yeah I am... you know its true! LOL

Later Guys!

~Elle

I keep trying to write something here...

~~~

But I don't want to complain... People might stop caring. 

~~~

And that would hurt...

I realized recently that in a time when you are emotionally about to die, you must embrace the most necessary actions of life. Such as breathing, sleeping, and eating... staying warm is good, too... I'm living in my body, and its helping me NOT die inside...

...

I also realized something else. Age is in one's years. Knowledge is in one's mind. Maturity is in one's body. And wisdom is in one's heart. And the fact is, they do NOT always have anything to do with each other. Your age doesn't always effect your wisdom, knowledge, and maturity. So to any dopes who tell me I'm stupid, imature, or naive because I'm younger than them... y'all just need to get a life.

 ...

And last, I realized... I have THE BEST friends in the world. Anyone who can even remotely even consider that they might even have the slightest chance of being reffered to by me as a friend (even people I've never met in person here on HSB) then y'all had better consider yourselves the most amazingly awesome people ever. I'm blessed to have met you and am eternally grateful.

I loves ya all!

~Elle

Days like today are what make me question goodness and happiness and all that stuff.. I wonder what the point is and why I should bother with trying so hard when in the end I just end up in pieces. It hurts to let myself out, and its hurts to let others in. And time after time, I get to this same point and feel this same way thinking the same thing... I've been here sooooo many times! Maybe this is the time to learn. Maybe I should just give up on this whole thing and put up the walls that kept me safe a long time ago. Because this is too much. It is like... this is just the worst ever... I had it coming I guess... But I think I've fallen so hard and so far this time... I am going to have a very hard time getting up again. Not even sure I want to cuz once I'm up I'll just be in position to fall again... Its all my fault, too. It could have been different. I should have known. I DID know... There was just some hope in the back of my mind. Some hope this time I could actually believe people meant what they said and said what they meant. Some hope I would be wrong. Yes, I should have known better. And now I'm broken and have no clue how or why I should put myself back together. After so many empty words, cold and flat... So many promises... and lies... so much pretending... And just when I thought there was a chance... Serves me right...

Well, here I am in Oklahoma City, in a hotel room, all by myself (please don't come kiddnap me) and I'm waiting for my group to be ready to go to St. Elijah so we can start a nice fun long day of awesomeness (hopefully) and be really cool. 

I guess I'm weird because I thought we were supposed to meet in the hotel breakfast room at 7:00 am and I got down there and it was empty... that was at 7:30 am... okayyyyyyyy ... so I wait. I just got a coffee and apple and I'm making that and some m&m's  my yummiful breakfast! Hey, I am NOT a morning person.

Anyways, today should be pretty good. My hair is all dry up here. The weather is much different here than in Texas.  But its nice, no humidity. Just got lots and lots of lip balm and hand lotion. *sip of coffee*

Well, as many of you know, I don't play Basketball... at all... EVER!!! Plus I sprained my wrist ice skating recently sooooo... I'll just watch. I don't really know who to cheer on. Mostly because I don't know the teams. But I'll clap for everyone then and its gonna be fun!

Sorry, if this sounds like its not really going anywhere, but I'm supposed to meet up with people and head to the church in half an hour so I'm just killing time until then.

Hey, you know what I hate? Its when people say "till" as in "until" and not " 'til". It bugs me muchly. Its like "I have to wait till this happens to do this". I wanna say, "Dude, are you like a farmer, cuz you're tilling and stuff?". Ack! Anyways, yeah, that was kinda random. But I wrote 'until' in the above paragraph so it just reminded me.

*sips more coffee*

*feels like a zombie*

*falling asleep*

*smacks face to stay awake*

*realizes face is now very red and flushed*

*goes to try and cool face to get rid of the blush*

*no luck*

. . .

Ok, well, I'ma go cuz this is going to be scary if I don't, so....

Later Gaters! 

~

Elle

OK OK OK!!!

I'm posting, see? Gosh...

Juuuuuuust kidding! I mean, not about the posting part, just about the mean 'gosh' part... I really am posting... obviously...

ANYWAYS!

First off, I would like to thank Alteriel for good ideas in the comments on my last (ancient) post. Though I must inform her, that I actually... am... a blonde...  But its okay, because blonde moments are funny and truely worth posting about. And I torture my puppy ALL the time when I play the clarinet. He howls... poor poor puppy... As for snakes in the toilet... (ahem)... cannot say I have ever seen that... and I am thankful!  

But BORING stuff!!! That I have got much of!!!

Well first of all, I painted my figernails with an insanely crazy patern. It was fun.

 I also ate a carrot (I have to give Andrew a link to this blog just for that, ha ha), and my carrot was yummy, and carrotously satisfactory! I really enjoyed my carrot.  

I also have decided to burn my make-up. For two reasons. One) it is horrifically annoying and tedious . Two) it would make pretty colors if I lit it up, don't you think? I think it would. OH NO!!! I just got a really good idea! I could burn my nail polish!!!  Yes, that would be fun I think... or hairspray... or WINDEX!

Moving on!

Michael Buble!!! Enough said!

Been getting ready for the OKC Basketball Tournament for SOYO. That's been crazy, too.

Been avoiding Facebook because it's frustrating me lately. Been stuck on skype...  

And seriously, I come here to my blog VERY frequently, I just can't ever think of thinks to post. So I move on to other things. I've been writing a scripish thing for this filmish thing that I'm not too sure what is, and I'm not too sure what I'm doing and its been confusing...

My cat looks puffy right now... just gotta throw that out there. 

Oh, and Robert Pattinson is very ugly, and Han Solo dominates Edward Cullen... and Edmund owns them all!!! 

My back hurts and I'm tired. I got up early. But I was late anyways. I was supposed to meet my aunt at 6:00 AM but my alarm didn't go off. I woke up just in time to think, "I need to be doing something right now. What is it?". Then my phone rang and it was my aunt and I freaked out...  

Yup...

See, this is why I don't post. Its too scary!    HA HA

Oh well...

I better stop though, because I don't want to get blocked for spamming myself. No, it wouldn't be the first time...

'Kay, see Y'all!

Much love!!!

~Elle

Today is gonna be a good day! 

But that's beside the point!

The point is...

I have no clue what to post about!   

Ideas?

Please! I'm drawing a blank! 

Wanna see it?

ok!

_______________

Isn't it pathetic...  

Come on, PLEASE, I need INPUT!

(Ack! Right now the're a tincy wincy wittle buggy buzzin' by my ear!... just thought you should know)

Okay! Thanks, Guys!!!

All I can say for now is...

My posts have seen better days. . . 

*sigh*

I'll post something cooler soon. And LONG!

Faith, People, faith! I can do this!

. . .

I just have nothing interesting in my life to post about.    

I'll think of something!

LOVE YOU GUYS    (who are still here) Stay with me! PLEASE 

Ha ha! 

~Elle