So happy. 

I have been SUCH a Drama Queen. LOL 

Sorry I can't help it sometimes, its just the way I am. 

But anyways, I realized I was wasting emotion on someone who seriously did NOT deserve it.  So I stopped. And I feel much better now. And I like the idea of my options being back open. But thats another subject.

I'm sorry for boring you with my drama.

Its done now and I am like WAY happy. 

And I would like to thank my absolutely AMAZING friend. Becca, dear, you ARE so awesome. I would have had a really hard time here without you. I LOVE you SO much!

So just wanted to say all that.

Plus, I just want to throw in that I am totally awesome... yeah I am... you know its true! LOL

Later Guys!

~Elle

I keep trying to write something here...

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But I don't want to complain... People might stop caring. 

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And that would hurt...

I realized recently that in a time when you are emotionally about to die, you must embrace the most necessary actions of life. Such as breathing, sleeping, and eating... staying warm is good, too... I'm living in my body, and its helping me NOT die inside...

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I also realized something else. Age is in one's years. Knowledge is in one's mind. Maturity is in one's body. And wisdom is in one's heart. And the fact is, they do NOT always have anything to do with each other. Your age doesn't always effect your wisdom, knowledge, and maturity. So to any dopes who tell me I'm stupid, imature, or naive because I'm younger than them... y'all just need to get a life.

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And last, I realized... I have THE BEST friends in the world. Anyone who can even remotely even consider that they might even have the slightest chance of being reffered to by me as a friend (even people I've never met in person here on HSB) then y'all had better consider yourselves the most amazingly awesome people ever. I'm blessed to have met you and am eternally grateful.

I loves ya all!

~Elle

Today is gonna be a good day! 

But that's beside the point!

The point is...

I have no clue what to post about!   

Ideas?

Please! I'm drawing a blank! 

Wanna see it?

ok!

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Isn't it pathetic...  

Come on, PLEASE, I need INPUT!

(Ack! Right now the're a tincy wincy wittle buggy buzzin' by my ear!... just thought you should know)

Okay! Thanks, Guys!!!

All I can say for now is...

My posts have seen better days. . . 

*sigh*

I'll post something cooler soon. And LONG!

Faith, People, faith! I can do this!

. . .

I just have nothing interesting in my life to post about.    

I'll think of something!

LOVE YOU GUYS    (who are still here) Stay with me! PLEASE 

Ha ha! 

~Elle

Why is life so complicated. I wish I knew what was going on... But I never do...

I just wish I knew what I wanted.

Okay I have one request to make.

Just tell me what you think a out me.

I can take anything but not knowing the truth.

if you think I'm a loser then say so, if you think I'm awesome don't be afraid to say...

I mean really.

What do you like about me, what can't you stand?

I just wanna know what people think....

Hey!

I just got back from my Aunt's house in the country. They only get dial up out there , so I have been avoiding the internet for a while! NOT YOU GUYS!  Just the internet...

So, yes! I will try to start keeping up more on my blog...  

Its just a cryin' shame the way I've been neglecting it lately. Poor thing deserves better. I've just been kinda busy with other stuff.

Its no excuse!  I'll be here more from now on.

Especially now that I'm home with FAST internet.

So, good-bye, for now! But not for long I hope.

 You guys!

~Elle

I'm so mad right now!

My cbox blocked me for spamming myself!

I can't get back on for a week.

What's up with that. Its crazy. I go and try to write something but it's like

"sorry, you have been banned for superfluous use of this user's cbox account"

What the heck is up with that?

Whatever, just a few more days I guess.

I think I might just get a new account, cuz thats rediculous!

I don't know yet...

I'll just wait for now I guess. But if it happens again, I'm gonna have to make some changes!

So here's the thing about my life... its crazy!  

I got grounded from the laptop and now I'm not grounded and... wow! Isn't it fun? 

Anyways, I can post now because I'm not grounded anymore. Yay! 

So I got back from camp (which was sooo awesome) and I was going to post about it, but it was a month ago so I think it'd just be awkward, right? So I won't. 

BUT, yeah...

I'll find a more interesting subject to post on after church tomorrow. But for now you'll have to deal with my rambling, 'kay. 

My birthday (ahem, my sixteenth birthday) was about a month ago, and I didn't get a cake. So I got a cake tonight and was so excited because it said '8' on the lable, so I was thinking 8 layers, right? That would be so yummy. But... it meant 8 inches. It was only one layer... saaaad...  

I'm watching "The Angel and the Badman"... yup... fun... 

You know this is boring isn't it. I just don't feel like posting right now. But I feel like I should.   

Oh-well, this is going to have to work because if I go on much longer I'll just be spamming my own blog. And I don't want to do that.  

Soooo... later I guess... 

Elle

It has been way tooo long since I posted. I've just had a bit of stuff to do lately. I'll put something up soon. I just don't want to post something stupid ... you know?

But for now, I just want to give a special thanks to Zel Dreamwalker Girl Template Tester . She is working hard to make my new template. I don't like the one I have because it doesn't really fit my theme. Peaches just don't shine the right light on my "wishing on stars" thing. BUT, she has been making me a template that does. I am SOOO excited. I can't wait. Thanks a big bunch, Zel .

She's also been helping me with My Film View. Thats my new blog . Its for reviews and statements about acters and movies and television shows and stuff like that. Anything that has to do with films and acting. PLEASE check it out. As I said, I'm still working on the template to get some cool new features up. And I can definitely use your opinions and suggestions.

Thanks Y'all

I'll try and be a better blogger as soon as this current craziness here at home gets done.

~Elle

Once I log out in a minute (its currently 5:53 PM), I will not log in again until the 4th of July when I get back from camp.

So any comments, PM's, or just messages in general won't be aswered from now on, until the fourth.

As I said before, I'm NOT ignoring you, I'm just gone.

So Good-Bye, Everyone! Talk to you sooner or later... or just later... but Good-Bye!

~Elle

P.S.- While I'm gone, do my "Who is most AWESOME" poll at the bottom!

Hello again!

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Gosh, it seems like forever since I last posted. I've been doing my best to NOT post but it’s been making me crazy.  I got some good advice the other day from Arterial. She told me that if I stopped posting as much and built some suspense, I would get more comments, or at least more views. So I tried to go at least five days without posting, but... I couldn't do it.

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Besides I'll be leaving for a church camp soon, and if I left without posting a "good-bye" to the few viewers I have, I would just feel awful the whole time I was at camp...well, maybe not awful, but I just don't think it would be polite.

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So, GOOD-BYE Y'ALL! I am so nervous about this camp and I'm gonna miss all of ya. I almost wish I wasn't going...HONEST! But I have to; You know, already did all my shopping and some of my packing and paid the upfront fee and bla bla bla....

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You know, I was planning to start a Disney Review Blog when I got back, but as it turns out one of my friends has already done it! Ha, she's doing it WAY better than I ever could, so I've decided to do a General Movie Review Blog. But seriously you MUST go check out DizneyFan1's blogs (she's on my friends list). She is awesome and y'all need to make sure she does NOT stop blogging while I'm gone. *glares at DizneyFan1*  Ha! Just kidding...

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Either way I'm leaving tomorrow.  Everyone who comments here, PM's me, or even leaves stuff on my c-box, knows that I ALWAYS respond within 24 hours, but... I won't be for the next week. I'm NOT ignoring you I'm just gone. I should be back around next Sunday, but I'm not sure exactly when.

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So B-Bye and talk to you later!

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~Elle

     Hi, again! 
    

 I can now post some deeper and more personal stuff since I finally made sure no one could copy it. Hey, I’m a bit paranoid, and I don’t want my poems, stories, songs, and phrases stolen. It’s easy enough for me to be creative, but being creative while making sense… different story. And when I do manage it, I sure as heck want some credit. I’m so horrid.
  

   Anyways, I just want y’all to be warned that these things I write are from my heart, but they can’t be taken literally or read into. For instance, if I post a love song I wrote, I don’t want anyone to think it’s true to my circumstances. I have one song I wrote about a girl whose parents split up. I don’t want people thinking that my parents did that, cuz they never did and never will. I have a poem about a guy who’s in guilt and wants to come clean. NO! I am not secretly ashamed of a horrible crime! 
   

   My point is that, though I always have some kind of inspiration, and my heart is in what I write, I’m rarely ever referring to myself. In fact I hardly ever am thinking directly about any specific person at all when I write that sort of stuff. So don’t read into it. 
  

   Now, I’m not sure what kind of stuff I’ll be writing about yet. I may write about my day, something I’ve learned or noticed, I may write about something I’m feeling at the moment, and I mat have no idea what I’m writing about. But no matter what, I will make it interesting.  At least I’ll try. 
    

This marks the beginning of my real blog and the entrance to my frightening mind. I hope you will dare to enter and find it worth a comment…or two…or maybe even three. But whatever you find, I hope you enjoy me.   Y'all are sooo great!

~Elle

Okay, this is all true. I am not exaggerating, really!

   As you guys may have read, I have been desperately trying to upgrade my blog and template, right. So yesterday, I spent a lot of time attempting to write in HTML-code     I barely succeeded in the production of my c-box, and that was because Alex (Turumbar, sorry) was kind enough to sacrifice his time, and log on to both my profile and my c-box account and do the job for me. I spent so long following instruction (infinitely bad ones by the way), failing, experimenting, failing again. Gosh, I think I was two inches from destroying my laptop. Finally, (for the good of said laptop, and my poor aching back) I gave up and went to bed.

   Last night, I slept a horrible, restless sleep, with HTML-code drifting treacherously in and about my mind...WHAT! You don't believe me? It's all TRUE! This is what really happened. I didn't dream, I just had the codes popping up as I tried to sleep through the agony. It was a nightmare...LITTERALLY! *begins to sob from the trauma*... *calms down but is still sobbing* Its--O--kay--I'll--be--fine--...

~Elle (The Emotionally Damaged Lady)