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Refining through the fire!I have been feeling like this! Sometimes, I feel like I can't go on another minute and am tired and worn out! Let me give some background...we bought this house told that certain things were going to be paid off and that the taxes and ins. would be paid through. Well, not only were those things not paid, but neither were the taxes and ins.! The payment was WAY higher than we were told too. We found out that we got in with one of those mortgage companies that lied! I fell ill and was hospitalized one numerous occasions as well...which didn't help the stress much! We believed that I have what is called POST TUBAL LIGATION SYNDROME! SEVERE PAIN!!! I am still not well and my husband and I want a reversal, but considering the other things I mentioned above is just not possible right now! Not only do we not have the funds, but I need to lose weight before the surgery. The pain medicine I am on makes me gain it back every month so I feel like I have to start over! If I don't take it....it is like labor! Only I don't know how long it lasts so it is hard to just tolerate it w/o the medicine. My doctors won't help me anymore and are denying the problem! I am glad they give me the pain medicine for now though...I am not one to take medicine...especially for long term...but that pain I just cannot do! Anyway fast forward to today, the mortgage company would not work with us and put us into foreclosure...we tried to sell in the winter to no avail. We had what they call the Trustee's Auction Sale and are now waiting to hear back from that. I think nothing and it just went back to the lender. Which I think they can kick us out. I hope that they are nice and will reinstate and let us sell! I don't know...I have become hopeful through all the heartache! We are here for now. God has really taken me through the fire, hence the title! Now, as I look back I can see how He lovingly prepared me for this! A year ago, I wouldv'e been freakin' out! Well, to be honest I have been from time to time!...But God has brought me back centered and focused of Him each time! So, I am on an extreme FAITH WALK! I am hopeful b/c I know that God DOES provide and hold true to His promises! He told me that He will provide for the tubal reversal..how can I doubt that? He has been telling me not to look at the circumstances and reminding me of the things He has done before in impossible situations! So WATCH OUT FOR UPCOMING NEWS!!!! :)Leave a Comment { Last Page } { Page 6 of 18 } { Next Page } |
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