Jun. 28, 2007 - Oy, my life is a mess....
Okay, so my life life isn't a mess, but my crush life is a disaster! Okay, ya know how I mentioned that my REALLY good friend is dating my crush? Well, she's moving. I'm REALLY sad that she's moving, but I'm also kinda happy that with her gone, maybe he'll notice me for once... It feels so wrong, but yet I can't shake this feeling... And then there's this other guy, I think he has a crush on me. I'm not 100% sure if it was because he was crushing or because he was trying to break the ice, but it was weird. And there's this other incredibly cute guy at my church. Thing is, he hates Texans/Texas/anything to do with Texas, and I was raised in Texas since I was a year and a half. I know this is just a part of being a teenage girl, but seriously, why does almost every other person here have to hate anything associated with Texas?? And why does my friend have to move?? If she didn't move, then things would be half as complicated. Oy, my life is a mess... Why can't God just send me the right guy, and do it fast so I'm not like this? (Yes, it is an hour and 15 minutes after bed time, and that may have something to do with it.)
