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Nov. 20, 2006
Having the best time of my life! (Part 6 - Conflicted)
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It would seem I am either horribly conflicted or I have no concept of the meaning of the superlative best. I can assure you it is the former. Picking a single phase in my life as superior to the rest would be impossible. It is like comparing grapes to pears. You can pick the best grape or the best pear, but they are both so good in their unique way, you cant say one is better than the other. Though each phase of life is very different, they were all ordered by a perfect God who is able to do best over and over again. I have not always been so confident this would be the case. In each uncertain time of transition, I have managed to summon a fair amount of anxiety. When I was in high school, I wrote a poem as part of my graduation address. It was a rather long poem (no big surprise there) with 10+ verses but I only remember one of them. Forgive the drama but it sums up my feelings at the close of each stage of my life: Joy because of a victory won, Fear because of a vast unknown, And Sadness because of saying goodbye, To all that before has given me Joy. Though time has taught me a great deal since then, I will probably always mourn for the good I leave behind and fret over things that have yet to happen. Even in those anxious moments, I know that God has something waiting around the bend.
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A few years ago, when our oldest was 4 and her two brothers were both in diapers, my in-laws were a few days into a visit from their home 3000 miles away when my father-in-law noticed that the rug under the dining room table was in serious need of vacuuming. He is not prone to domestic duties (his wife is a great housekeeper) but seeing the need, he decided to try his hand with the Hoover. As soon as 'Grandpa' declared his intention to get out the vacuum, four little feet ran for the toy box to get vacuums of their own. We had one toy vacuum and we improvised a second from a 'popper' push toy. The baby, who was not yet walking, was right in the thick of things on all fours, never one to be left out. Grandpa, trying to maneuver the self-propelled 'Wind-tunnel' around the 10 foot rug while avoiding the table legs and dodging his three little helpers, remarked in exasperation, "I just wanted to clean the rug, I wasn't looking to start a three ring circus." Welcome to my life!
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My name is Tiffany. I am a 40 year old mother of 4. My husband, John, and I planned to homeschool even before we married 18 years ago but it would be several years before our oldest would be ready to start on this journey. We had our children in alphabetical order, quite by accident at first, but once we got started, we figured we had to keep it going. They are Alyssa 10, Brendan 9, Chase 6, and Emily 4. Our 4th baby, D, miscarried at 13 weeks. We have no intention of making it to Z.
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100 Easy Lessons Reading
Sing, Spell, Read & Write K
Saxon Math K
Beautiful Feet History
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Soccer
T-ball
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