Something has been on my mind and the subject of many a talk between me and God....

Letting go....simply letting go. Of a dream, a desire, a thought....whatever. I'm still figuring this out. Each time I think I've got it figured out, a new happening comes to show me just how little I really understand it.

God is truly patient and loving. To keep teaching the same lesson over and over again. And to keep having your child come back again and again...only to have to teach it yet again. I'm sure thankful that He is so kind and merciful to me.

I know that I will learn these lessons. I simply must. I so desire to do so....for to keep going through the lessons are sometimes painful and take much time.

Much prayer and Bible reading has taken my time of late. I have such a strong desire to learn what it is He wants to teach me that it overrides my desire to do much else....including be online. I just want to soak Him up....

Sorry for my absence yet again...but I'll be alone with my Lord for awhile....