Feb. 26, 2008 - So, I'm single
I really got dumped last week, but I hadn't blogged about cause I didn't want Tori to see anything I wrote about it, but then I remembered that she doesn't have a homeschoolblogger account, so I can just type it in here and she'll never know, muhahaha. Anyway, she told me that she supposed we were going to break up and she didn't really explain why which is dumb if you ask me. So then I went to Walt Disney World and I said just tell me when I get back I guess what your final answer is. So I get back and I have a message from the day before saying we were over, and I was like oh well...so that's that basically we had a couple of arguments and yes I cried a little if you must know, a lot of praying and asking God to give me understanding, endurance, strength, and patience, but most of all I asked him that she would be happy, cause that matters a lot to me. So through all this I got closer to God, and that's important.
The thing that bugs me though, based off her bulletins that she has posted on myspace, and occasionally her status update it seems that after we dated for seven months it took her less than seven days to replace me with some other guy...and that hurt, it made me feel pretty darn worthless...and when we broke up I got another dose of "oh, you're a great guy, I love you, we just won't work" what kind of crap is that? I've heard that sort of thing everytime. So once again I probably won't be dating anyone for like five months, like the last time I had this happen, besides I should probably just wait until I can drive to date...that'd make it a little bit easier, oh well I'm ok, practically over her already though I have moments, I really don't like thinking about another guy being with her, but oh well it'll happen eventually and I'll have to face it. I'd still like to be friends with her, I just don't wanna feel the pain anymore.
hopefully my next blog will be a happy subject
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Mar. 4, 2008 - Untitled Comment |
| Posted by wallyaqh |
| Sorry about that, it stinks. Hope you find someone else soon. |
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