God gave me a meaning to live
Nov. 8, 2007
Im so confused
"I am moving through the crowd. tryin' to find myself. feeling like a guitar thats never played will someone strum away. and i ask myself who do i wanna be. do i flow with the key and invent a whole new me?" Thats the first part of a song called "no one" by aly and aj. That's how I feel right now. I feel lost in the huge place called the world. I don't feel like i have a meaning right now because I get beat up by my brothers and my parents are fighting. I need help. I can't handle it. I told my friend Shadrach that i couldnt sing and he gave me a look like yes u can sing. well i want to call him or e-mail him saying if u think i have a good voice than do something with me. I spent yesterday with my great grandma listening to her say how over weight i am. well plz give me tips on how to feel good about myself. im on the brink of wanting to kill myself seriously.                        
                                                                   Plz help,
                                                                        Ali

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Nov. 8, 2007 - Don't worry talk to god!!

Posted by Moonflower


I think you should talk to God about it.Just tell him your thoughts and ask for peace in your family.Read the bible and don't worry.You don't need to worry about how you look.It will only make you feel worse.Don't listen to people who say you look bad,everybody is different.It might even help to tell somebody about it.You do have a reason to live!Everybody has a reason.God put you here for a reason,and soon you will find out.
~Hannah


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Nov. 9, 2007 - Aw... :-(

Posted by Liveforeternity


I'm sorry that you're feeling so down! :-( Life is so hard sometimes!
Hannah's right... You do need to talk to God about it. He wants your family to have peace and joy.
Philippians 4:6-7 says " Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
God doesn't see you as overweight! He sees you as the beautiful, darling daughter that you are to Him. I know that it's hard to have people tell you that you're overweight! My great-grandma is like that too. But if your identity is in what people think of you, you're never going to be happy. You have to see yourself the way that God sees you.
You'll never be happy with yourself until you learn to see yourself as you are, washed with the blood of Jesus. Pure and holy in His sight.
I will be praying for you and your family!
I hope that you have a wonderful day!
Joy


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Nov. 11, 2007 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Ebell1993


You just need to lean upon the Lord for if you are weary and heavy laden he will take the burden off of your back. I promise it is true and it says it right there in the Bible!! Ask Him to help you through all these tough decisions and times. It work if you believe in Him and have accpeted Him as your Lord and Saviour!!

I will be praying for you!!

Elizabeth


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Nov. 11, 2007 - Untitled Comment

Posted by A Friend from HSB


Dear Ali,
Talk to God and tell Him what you need! He will pull you through the storm!
Keep running the hard hard race, and He will help you on. When you feel like you are going to kill yourself, pray hard!
Remember, God loves you, and is watching over you, and is in control over your life!
I will pray for you!
Love,
A Friend (From HSB)


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Nov. 11, 2007 - Untitled Comment

Posted by A Friend from HSB


And Remember! You are a daughter of the King!


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Nov. 14, 2007 - dont worrie

Posted by bloggerzach


hey well i know how you feel ive been moving alot and its as if i lost a bit of me but dont worrie things will get better your brothers will eventually get a life and your parents will work it out and as for ur great grand mother well old ppl are mean so you dont really have to pay attention to them just wait and see life has all kinds of rewards for those who dont quit. be strong and hang in there soon the world will show you a path so please hang in there


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