I'm not going to write too much tonight. I am really tired and I need to get into a better routine with my sleep.My mind is exhausted today. I have ADD (among other things) and it is SO very hard for me to pull together a normel schedule and stick to it. Many of the other homeschool Moms I have met seem to just have so much going on in their lives and yet have it all balanced and planned out. I am in awe of people like that. I try and try but I just can not get done everything that I know needs to be done.I am a cluttered ,un-organized mess and I don't want to be.I want to be able to do all the neat things that other Moms do. My baby that nurses is not on a very good schedule right now and I think that is very draining.I don't seem to have much time in between feeding her,changing her, rocking her, etc.I just keep reminding myself that this is only a season in her life, before I know it I will look back and wish I had that sweet little baby to rock and snuggle.It goes by so fast but in the midst of it , you feel like its never-ending. I need to work on taking care of myself more also. I realized that today and I am praying about making wise changes in that area as well. I feel like I am not giving my best to my husband and children right now. Part of this is because I have let myself become depleted. I haven't put any care into myself for a long time.Its so hard as a Mother not to feel selfish for taking care of you,but if you don't you have little to give back.Well its off to bed now.Blessings to all the wonderful Mommys out there.