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"'If everyone where to just smile, we could stop using electricity to light up the world.""
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Please don't worry
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You ask me if I am alright
if I'm OK
If I'm depressed or upset
If I'm lonely
If I'm broken
if I'm enjoying myself
If I'm happy
If I'm feeling like crying
If I'm excited
The answer is I'm a little of it all.
I really cant make up my mind
I can not tell if im happy
or sad
or broken
or just ok.
The truth is, I'm lost. for the time being, anyway.
I just need time to adjust and heal. I just need time. But I do thank you all for your concern. It warms my heart to know you care. I miss all of your faces so much, and its only been a week or so.. I wish I was with all of you guys right now, and didn't move. But at the same time I am so happy that I am being acepted a lot faster here then I have ever been anywhere else in my life. the dance world here really seems to like me, and I just hope that I wont let them down. I wont lie, I am not okay with being here. I hate having to go back and forth constantly, and I hate having no one to hug or just cuddle with. I know I'm not really alone, that there are a couple people who love me dearly, but I still want so desperatly to be abil to touch them. I know that it takes a lot of work to find friends like them. It's not going to be easy.. You know, I think I could make my life into a story. I should try... It would be interesting. I think thats what I will work on. Maybe that would help me feel better?
I always love peoms. Maybe I could make a peom about my life. sometime I think I'll do that.
Until next time..
-Cally
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Posted: 7:32, Jun. 20, 2008 |
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Not quite how I wanted it
Sorry I have been gone for months, I forgot about this site. lol! So heres a little update on my life;
a couple weeks after christmas my parents sat me and my sibblings down and told us that they are getting a devorce. But I kinda already new that. What I didnt know was that they both found someone they love now. Their lovers both live in Ohio. The people they are dating are newly devorced from each other. A bit complecated, yes? So now we're moving to Ohio. it sucks cause I've been in the bay area for 7 years and just late last year stared to feel happy with my life, be happy with my friends, feel loved by them, I was reallly really happy... And now I'm going to have to start all other again. What if it takes 7 years again?! But I wont be all bad. I have met them, and their pretty cool. Michael, the dude my moms dating, has 2 kids, Cody (just turned 16) and Ashley (just turned 15) I met them and they are really great kids, I know we'll get along great. But I still dont wont to move. I love it here. Its just so much change to handle all at once. I mean, I'm normaly quite open to change and new things, but this was all just dumped on me one day out of nowhere! But I guess I'll just have to deal, cause I really dont have a choice anyways. I'm doing okay though. I have some really amzing friends here that have been comforting me and helping me be strong. I love them and am not at all looking forword to leaving them!
but other then that, I've been pretty content. Dance has been good. I got an understudy role, wich turned into moltible understudy roles. :D Me and my best friend made a dance together and auditioned it into to jazz show that our dance school is doing, and it got in! We made our costumes last night. Sewed it ourself! And we've never sewed anything before. EVER. :o
Love, Cally |
Posted: 10:16, May. 11, 2008 |
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Ello.
Hello all.
not much happening in my life at the moment.. I'm leaving for dance in a about ten mins. (SUPRISE! xD) I have dance rehearsal, for our up-comming show; The Dream Of The Snow Queen!! We perform next monthhhh. omg.! Its gonna be fun :]]]
Later tonight me and some friends are going to the 'Haunted cor maize' when night falls! I wanted to get as big a group as possible, and it was turning out good, but then some people couldn't make it. so theres only gonna be 6 of us.. oh poo. xD
Yum. Yo-gert.~~
~Cally~ |
Posted: 1:10, Oct. 20, 2007 |
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deviantart
Ello peeps. :]
Soooo... Just wondering if any of you like to draw? paint? sketck?? photography? any of that art related stuff. I do, and I have a deviantart account to host all my art work at. Anyone else have one? My address is www.elven5dancer.deviantart.com look me up, or add me if you have an account! (If you dont have one, then you should consider making one! its grate fun! and free.)
-Cally |
Posted: 8:57, Oct. 17, 2007 |
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A saddening peom
Her tears turn to blood
Drip by drip...
thirteen tears
thirteen drops of blood
anger
violence
loss
Tear lines harden on her cheek
blood red
Fear
Loneliness
Dispare
He dreams about her
Her tear turns to blood
He fears for her life
Love
Beauity
Innocence
They kill
They polled the trigger
her tears turn to blood
He morns and screems
He prays at her grave
thirteen innocents
They killed
We morned.
This peom is (c) Cally J. Nabours.
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Posted: 11:56, Sep. 20, 2007 |
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christmus!
I cant wait tell christmus! its going to be so much fun! this year I'm going down to my grandpa's house for christmus, his house is really fun to stay at becuase behind his back yard theres a really big fealed and some really good climing trees that I like to play on, so its going to be fun =] this month im going to be in a proformance called "The Dream Of Snow Queen" I love being in front of lots of people, on stage! its so exighting! leave a coment please ^_^ |
Posted: 2:01, Dec. 7, 2006 |
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