is asking me where Little is going to school in the fall.  "We're homeschooling her", I say proudly.   "Why?" or "Oooooooh.  Wow.  Is that, uh, hard?  If she went to school, you could have a break during the day."  is what they almost always say cautiously.  Then, I answer: "Homeschooling preschool isn't exactly hard.  So far, it's been really fun!  And, the Bible says that we are to raise and educate our own children.  It's not always the "easy" road, but it's so worth it!"   

Now, I will admit something to you that I am very ashamed to say.  Sometimes, I do get a bit jealous of other moms who have free hours every day to do with what they please.  They "take breaks" and/or run around doing errands and whatever else.  My child is VERY high-energy; full of imagination to the max.  She is NEVER quiet.  This child came out of my womb talking and asking questions.  I am ashamed to admit that sometimes, not a lot, but sometimes I secretly envy these other moms.  I haven't a waking hour to myself and sometimes I do envy them. Then I slap myself!  Look what God has given you, Karri!  A blessing I do not deserve.  My daughter is a true miracle child (another story for another time).  The fact that she is here is a true miracle from God.  She has transformed my life into something so wonderful: motherhood.  I honestly thank God that I am able to stay home with her and educate her at home where she belongs. Honestly, I LOVE spending time with her!  She is the type of person people are just drawn to and I really love that about her. 

I guess that it's only human nature to want to do what is easy sometimes.  Am I the only hs mom who feels this way?  Does anyone else ever feel this way?