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A Day in this Crazy Life of Mine
Oct. 20, 2009

Tigger, I've missed you every second of every day since the day you left me forever. You were definately much more than just a pet. You were my best friend. I feel like I lost a large part of myself when you died. You were part of what made me the way I am. I've known you since the day I was born. I've loved you unconditionally before I even was able to fatham what love was. You cultivated in me that burning love for animals. You were there for my whole life until now, and for that I am grateful. Some would say I lost you, but lost things can always be found, and I could search the ends of the earth and never find you. You will always have a special place in my heart. Rest in piece, knowing that I will always love you, and I would have you back in a heart beat if I could.
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Oct. 12, 2009

life sucks
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Oct. 9, 2009
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1. WOULD YOU RATHER BE A PILGRIM OR AN INDIAN? An Indian

2. WOULD YOU RATHER PAINT A ROOM WITH YOUR TOOTHBRUSH OR FLOSS YOUR TEETH WITH USED FLOSS? paint a room

3. WOULD YOU RATHER BE STRUCK BY LIGHTNING OR HAVE A TREE FALL ON YOU? Have a tree fall on me

4. WOULD YOU RATHER BE 11 FOREVER OR 85 FOREVER? 11. Then i could keep getting smart, but i wouldnt have to deal with being old

5. WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE SPIDERS CRAWL ON YOU OR A SNAKE RAP AROUND YOU? The snake defenetally

6. WOULD YOU RATHER LOSE AN ARM OR A LEG? An arm. I can ride with one arm right?

7. WOULD YOU RATHER BE BLIND OR DEAF? Deaf

8. WOULD YOU RATHER EAT A BAR OF SOAP OR A BOTTLE OF DISHWASHER SOAP? Bar of soap

9. WOULD YOU RATHER BE 4'1 OR 7'9? 4'1. Then I could ride ponies, and be comfortable in airplanes.

10. WOULD YOU RATHER LIVE WITHOUT TV OR COMPUTER? TV

11.WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE A TAIL OR ELF EARS? tail

12. WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE 3 EYES OR WEBBED FEET? 3 eyes. Me feet are already hard enough to find shoes for!!

13. WOULD YOU RATHER FIND TRUE LOVE OR A MILLION DOLLARS? find have a million dollars, cuz then I could buy a horse. I dont want true love just given to me, because what is true about that?

14. WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE A BEAUTIFUL HOUSE AND AN UGLY CAR OR A BEAUTIFUL CAR AND AN UGLY HOUSE? beautiful house and ugly car.

15. WOULD YOU RATHER ALWAYS HAVE TO SAY EVERYTHING ON YOUR MIND OR NEVER SAY ANYTHING AGAIN? Never say anything again

16. WOULD YOU RATHER END HUNGER OR HATRED? hatred

17. PUBLISH YOUR DIARY OR MAKE A MOVIE ABOUT YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT? Publish a diary

18. WOULD YOU RATHER GIVE BAD ADVICE OR TAKE BAD ADVICE? Take it

19. WOULD YOU RATHER KNOW IT ALL OR HAVE IT ALL? Have it all. Know it alls are hated

20. WOULD YOU RATHER KISS A JELLY FISH OR STEP ON A CRAB? Kiss a jellyfish

21. WOULD YOU RATHER FORGET WHO YOU WERE OR WHO EVERYONE ELSE WAS? I think who everyone else is. I don’t want to forget my loves and passions.

22. WOULD YOU RATHER WRITE THE WORST BOOK IN HISTORY OR RECORD THE WORST SONG IN HISTORY? Record the worst song in history. That I can handle, but writing a bad book is an abomination

23. WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE A BIG GROUP OF FRIENDS OR ONE REALLY CLOSE FRIEND? One close friend..i think. Friendship isnt as important as it used to me anymore (IM NOT SAYING I DONT LOVE YOU GUYS ANYMORE) im just saying that its not all that its cracked up to be, and I can live contently without a close friend

24. WOULD YOU RATHER NOT BE ABLE TO TALK OR HEAR FOR A DAY? Talk.

25. WOULD YOU RATHER BE AN ACTRESS/ ACTOR OR THE DIRECTOR IN A MOVIE? Director. Then for once I could make a movie the way it should be made!

26. WOULD YOU RATHER NOT BE ABLE TO USE YOUR PHONE OR YOUR EMAIL? email.

27. WOULD YOU RATHER BE A BOY NAMED MERRY SUE OR A GIRL NAMED JIMMINY BILLY BOB? ...if those were my choices I wouldnt even have a kid!

28. WOULD YOU RATHER BE FORGOTTEN OR HATEFULLY REMEMBERED? Forgotten.

29. WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE A KANGAROO OR A KOALA FOR A PET? kangaroo

30. WOULD YOU RATHER SWIM WITH A SHARK OR A WHALE? A shark
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Oct. 2, 2009

Sorry I havent posted in forever....maybe I should just stop saying that! I say that every time I post! anyways, on Sunday I took Jina to a show and we did really good! I got 2 firsts and a Reserve Champion! Ive NEVER gotten a first place before! Besides summer camp last year, but I dont count that cuz I was competing against 4 other people, and the judge was like in love with me. So I am leasing Jina for sure next year! yay!

On a much sadder note, we took my cat to the vet yesterday because she wasnt doing well at all, and the vet said she probably has kidney failure or something else. I am having a very very very hard time with this because Tigger means more to me than anything in the world. I had a hard time when Missy died, but I have a feeling I will have a much harder time when Tigger dies. One thing is that Tigger was there for me through every trial ive ever had in life. I haven't ever had to live without her, and the thought of losing her is unbareable. What I really hope is that the vet will say she has a few months yet. I'm just not ready to lose her yet. I cry even as I write this, because it is so hard. I guess all I can say is that I am lucky to have had her for this long, and dont want her to die suffering.

 

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Sep. 20, 2009
How much I miss him

I miss his looks at me as I walk down to his stall

I miss his licks

I miss his nudges

I miss his short little mane that insists on laying half on the wrong side

I miss his now shaggy coat

I miss his soft nose

I miss his undevoted attention

I miss his soft eyes

I miss his playful bucks

I miss how he hides behind me when there are too many cars in the parking lot because hes afraid

I miss his swollen belly

I miss hugging him

I miss kissing him on the nose

I miss how he shakes his head when I take too long

I miss how he swats me with his tail when he really likes being groomed

I miss how he spooks at silly little things

I miss my boy

I miss Indy