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My Book About Angels
Oct. 26, 2009
Angel Part 5
I fly away, after the others are out of my site I speed up, faster and faster, Longing to get this feeling out. How can I feel this? I’m flying away from my Creator…my brothers. And why, because they got in my way? How is that right, am I in the wrong, I need to go back. But how, how can I return now, now that I’ve left them. Everything within me is screaming at me telling to return to them to my Creator and my brothers. “Know that there is no darkness where I AM and I AM everywhere. You could see before you saw light because I AM here. No matter where you go I AM there and you will see” the words of my Creator ring again in my head. I must make it back to my Creator, how could I have left them I will never know. But it will not happen again. He is all that is in me, and I will serve Him however I can.
Racing faster than I have ever gone, with my mighty wings I scream over the sea. With every bit of strength I have I must make it back. “Wind please aid me in reaching the Creator, Please I must make it back to His side!” and with that the wind pulls back to throw all its power be hide me, pushing me forward helping me, For I was created first and I am over it and it will do as I say, the one who stand to the left of the Creator.
The sea beneath me sprays my face, cooling me in my great flight, trying to keep my strength up and endurance in tack. For it knows that the favor of the Creator lies with me. The sea along with the wind pushes me forward helping how they can and giving me great encouragement.
Why, why would I have done this, flying so far from He whom I love most? Putting this much distance in-between he and I was the worst thing I could have done. “Faster I must go faster! Lucifer move your wings, move Lucifer! I’m so slow!! I must push harder.”
There just ahead, I see them. They’re still where I left them standing there talking. Did they know I was gone? Have they even nosiest? They’re probably glad I left Gabriel probably set it up that way. He wanted me to leave so He could get closer to My Creator. Oh he will see that I am the best! They will know that I am the most favored by the Creator and that I am the one who will stand closest to Him.
This feeling…what is it? Why does it keep consuming me? What is wrong with me? This is not the Love of He who is My Creator…this can’t be something He would want in me. I must push it out. I cannot stand before Him like this; this is why I left in the first place. Why is it back? This will not help me serve Him. I am here to serve Him to the best that I can, and this feeling will just make it harder so I must get rid of it. It is not welcome within me. “Leave me!! I belong to the Creator and not to a feeling!!”
At that the Brothers in front of me turned around and look at me…Uriel fly’s over to me. His face with a great smile and that fear that he struck in me before is not there. His eyes are still flaming, but with a love that is burning out of him. “Brother,” Uriel said in deep loud and yet soft caring voice. “was your flight a good one? Come with me Lucifer; let us walk this great meadow our Creator has made” “No My Angels” the voice of the Creator ring out to us. “No, you will stay here for the time has come for Me to Create the rest of the Angels you will lead.”
As He was speaking the others came over and stood by Uriel and I, they heard the Creator and wanted to be with their Brothers to see this Creation. Gabriel and Sabbathiel came and stood on the right side of me. Raphael Flew over for the midst of a grove of exquisite flowers, and took his place on the left of Uriel.
Now the Creator moved away for His Angels a bit opened his mouth and sped his arms wide. As he did so a great wind came down from the heaven reaching over the sea whirling around the Creator, shredding through the trees and flowery meadows then ending in a whirlwind in front of the Angels, who were awestruck. There wavy flowing hair blow in all directions in this twister of glory. The wings on their backs were being wiped violently. There was so much glory in this wind more than ever Lucifer had ever felt before. With every passing monument the wind grow louder and more valiant, fill with even more glory. So much that the Angels started to squint, wanting to close their eyes but at the same time not wanting to stop looking at what was happening.
Then a small light was forming behind the Creator, now more small lights. Then in a flood of power, light blow out from the Creator in all directions. The Creator was speaking but the wind was too loud for anyone to hear what He was saying. The small lights began to grow and take form. And then everything stopped. No more wind, the light was no longer blinding and the words of the Creator were the only thing that was left on the air. “I give you your brothers and sisters.”
As our eyes took focus again, there all around us were a countless number of angels. Theses Angels were so different from one and other and at the same time it almost looked as a blur. Just moments after the words of the Creator fell away all the new Angels were on their knees, bowing before their Great Creator. As one voice we heard “Oh Creator, give us your commission. Tell us your will and we will see it done”
Looking around I see so many, an endless number. Just by looking I see that none are the size as us the Creators leaders, but still in this great multitude I see strength, power, speed, love, passion and I know that with these new Angels the work of the Great Creator will get done and done right, with so many how can we fail.
“Oh My Great Creator you have made such an army of Beautiful servants but what are we and they to do now? There are so very many of us but so far I haven’t seen any work for us to do. I can tell you that I am content with just walking your creation and talking with you. But seeing how great a host you have just made there must be something that you had in mind for us and them. So my Great Creator give Lucifer your leader the order and I will see it completed.”
The Creator looked down at Lucifer with a warm smile and in His eyes you could see that he had great love and hopes for Lucifer the leader of his angels. And yet there was another look in them. “My dear Lucifer be patient, I do love that you are eagerness to do my serves, but have no fear I will tell you what needs to be done when you need to know.” This thought never came into Lucifer’s mind, did he do something wrong? Has he not done enough for the Creator and now He doesn’t want him to know things ahead of time? What did he do, he didn’t know. “Lucifer, don’t worry you have done nothing wrong you just need to learn that when it comes to my will I shall tell you when you need to know. The plans I have for you will come at my time not yours, it’s great that you seek to do what I want now you need to seek to do it when I say.”
Lucifer thought about what His Creator had said and felt a little better but there was still something there, he thought to himself, “never again will I fail Him like that, I will show Him that I am worthy of His work and more I’ll show that He can and should trust me with His plans before I need to do them, He will see that I am the best Angel and I should be in on all the things He has planed.” With that Luciferbowed and said, “I will do what I can to learn what you have said, I’ll be better soon and will make you proud.” “Oh Lucifer, I am proud of you, you don’t need to show me anything, just learn what patient is and you will have come far”
“Now my Angels, take time now to talk with each other. Young ones meet your elders, elders look on and see you new brothers and sisters. Tomorrow my creation will continue.” So the older angels separated and large groups of the young ones gathered around them. No group was as large as the one that gathered around Lucifer. All thought that Lucifer was the wisest; after all he was the Creators first creation. |
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Mar. 31, 2009
Angel Part 4
The Creator came up to us and embraced each one of us with a loving hug. Laughing He said, “That was quit the display of flying you all just did. And Azriel what a beautiful show of acrobatics and quick thinking, you did very well indeed. Now my dear Uriel and Lucifer, laugh with your brothers, Azriel was just continuing the game you all were playing. Look at how great he played the game, congratulate him with me and your brothers on being the victor.” Uriel and I looked at the Creator and saw that He was undoubtedly right. So we did the only thing we could, we congratulated Azriel and joined the laughing with the others. But still I can’t help but feel as though he shouldn’t have won, I am the oldest I am the closest to the creator and I should have won.
We all stood there laughing for a little while longer, then the Creator started to talk. “Oh, my Angels, come, come and walk with me.” So we did the only thing that we could, the only thing we wanted to do…we followed him. We weren’t walking long before the Creator spoke again. “Now your eyes will see my next Creation, look and see what I Create next.” This filled us all with great excitement; we all wanted to see His next Creation. Ever since the first time we saw Him Create there has been a longing within all of us, a longing to once again be a part of, to see it, feel it. I see that He is about to speak things into being, I lean forward in great anticipation of his next Creation. “Let he Earth bring up grass and all sorts of trees, plants, bushes and flowers, according to their own kind having seed and fruit where the seed is in the fruit.” Now while He was speaking this all around us and as far as we could see, the earth was moving and green and brown started shooting out of the earth. They grow everywhere and fast. By the time He had finished speaking there was all sorts of new things everywhere. Turning to Him I asked, “Oh my Great Creator, this is marvelous! What are all these things?” He, the great Creator answered, “These are trees, bushes, flowers, they are plants. They will show my love to those creations I’ve not yet made. When they walk through a field brushing ageist the plants they will feel Me, as they look at the beauty of the flowers and trees they will see my smile. I made these to keep the air clean and give them who I haven’t made food, but more importantly the plants are here so I can show myself to them.”
My brothers are completely awestruck by this new addition to the Earth, such color, such wonder, such beauty. Rafael seems to be the most enthralled by these plants; he walks over to one and studies it with such intensity as if he is getting to know it.
I look back to my Creator; He’s walking through a field of flowers, as He walks the plants move slightly, as if they are making a path for Him to walk down. Not only are they making a path for Him, they’re turning to face Him. They moved so He could pass by, but they also move closer to Him, to touch Him, their Creator. I look to the flowers farther away; they are leaning in as far as they can, to be as close as they can to their Creator. The wind also, it all goes towards Him, and swirls around Him, then blows back to the sea, maybe to take what it can to the water the sea it’s closest friend.
As my brothers stand with mouths open, staring in awe of what our Creator has just made. I move to Him, I go to stand before my Creator, to talk with him alone. How many day’s now? How many days since I got to talk with him alone? I am His first creation; I should be able to spend more time with him. I am ahead of the others aren’t I? I am who the Creator picked to lead all His Creation…I should get to spend the most time with Him, more, I should be able to spend it with Him alone and whenever I want.
As I approach Him he turns to face me. He looks down into my eyes, with those Beautiful eyes that whirl with color. How long could I stand before Him just staring into those eyes of beauty? There is no time; there are no others here when I look upon His face of glory. The images of the trees and flowers slowly fade out of sight. The wind that once I felt blowing upon my face I no longer feel, the air is still and quiet. The sounds of the plants in wind is gone, the waves I can’t hear crashing on the land. There is nothing but my Creator and I, we stand here along in His creation.
And then it ends. Sabbathel and Gabriel fly over and interrupted this time of mine with my Creator! My time with Him, not theirs! Who do they think they are? I am the Oldest, I am closest to the Creator, I am above them in every way! Yet here they are, getting between My Creator and me! my eye’s burn with anger as I see them in-between My Creator and I, my muscles tighten and I breather harder…no I must stop, I can’t be like this in front of my Creator. So I fly off, up into the sky and away from everyone else, over the sea and to the other side of the Earth, where I can be alone. |
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Jan. 28, 2009
2nd draft of Angel part 1
In the great and vast darkness a voice call’s to me, how…how does it know my name? How do I know my name? What am I, who am I, where am I? The voice calls to me again. “Lucifer, awaken, open your eyes come and stand before your creator.” My creator…why would I stand before him? And yet how can I not? There is this pull within me, towards this voice, this voice called my Creator. Where does this pull come from, and why is it so strong? It’s almost as if this voice or the power of the voice is with me trying to get to the one who it belongs to. This feeling seems to be what I’m made of, as if the voice is what is giving me life.
The being calls again, I Lucifer stand and go before the one called my Creator; my eyes open and I fall hard where I stood slightly blinded. But why, and how can this be, it’s in the darkness there is nothing that can blind me here, is there? With pain and maybe ageist my better judgment I open my eyes again but look not towards my Creator, I keep my eyes straight down, I stare down where I lays. I can see the ground and my hands are trembling, but how, there is no light. Because of this I have the desire to ask, to speak to my Creator. “How is it you know me? And why can my eyes not look upon you without great pain? There is no light and still I see, but You, You I cannot look upon?” My Creator answered me, my Creator speaks to me again because I spoke to Him “You are my creation; I made you and I gave you your gifts. You, Lucifer are to be the leader of your brothers and sister, who I AM about to create. You will be the one who sees me create all things. You will be the leader of the great hosts of my Angels. Are you ready to see the light?”
The words he said hit my ears, and my mind rang with pleaser, to know that I Lucifer was to be the Creator number two man was more then I could dream of. I hesitated for instant and heard the Creator say “Let there be Light!” There was a great flash that at first burnt my eyes, and I not only could see the light but I could feel it. It was a full feeling, one that made me feel safer and more comfortable. The darkness was gone and I looked upon my Creator, and he was absolutely beautiful. Everything about him was magnificent, holy and perfect. For a monument I felt light headed, and realized I wasn’t breathing. The site of Him My great and wonderful Creator made me forget to breath, His awesomeness took the breath out from my chest. He looked down at me and said “You can look upon me now for the light has touched you. Know that there is no darkness where I AM and I AM everywhere. You could see before you saw light because I AM here. No matter where you go I AM there and you will see.” As He spoke to me I was lost in His wonder. With every word I could feel His breath on my face; it filed my nostrils and went deep into my being. His words went to not only my mind but also entered my heart and soul. These words I knew would be with me forever.
The Creator spoke again and said “Come Lucifer, come see the creation I AM about to make.” So I his first creation went to him, he put an arm around my shoulder I was filed great excitement, but at the same time I was terrified for I knew his power was great. The Creator spoke again “The light I have made comes from me and I will also let there be darkness, not the darkness there was before, for there now can no longer be that darkness as long as I AM where things are. But this darkness will be the absence of the light that radiates from me.” The light went away but still I could see perfectly. Infract I could see just as well as when the light was there. The only difference is I can’t see the light, the light looks different, I see all things but there simply is no light for me to see. This is the end of the day the creator began his creation.
I spoke to my Creator again asking “So I am Lucifer…and I am to be the leader of what, for there is nothing but you and me?” “You will see your brothers and sisters when the light, the light that is day comes again. For the darkness is night and it will come after the light to bring forth the light again.” The Creator paused, and then contended “At the beginning of the next day you will see the ones you will lead, and you will name them and I give it to you Lucifer the task of telling them what their jobs will be.” These words my Creator said hit me so hard I fell where I stood. I laid there staring up at the Creator open mouthed, wide eyed with a tingeing sensation running through my whole body. The Creator was giving me such a great responsibility, but how…how could I live up to what he has planned for me? I stumbled for words “I…I….I don’t know what to say, how am I to know how to complete this great task? What if I give one the wrong job and destroy your great plans? How can I do such a thing?” The Creator knelt down put one hand a on my shoulder and the other under my chin, and He spoke so softly and lovingly with the greatest hope and care in His eyes. “You will know for this is why I made you, when you are with me you will do great things. I will work through your hands and from your mouth will come my wisdom and authority, and all will know that you are mine. In me you can do no wrong, you will lead the way for all my creation, from your example they will follow. I have faith in you; all you need is to have faith in me.”
As He ended I found that He had lifted me into His arms. He was carrying me through the vast space that was to be His creation. We talked for the longest time though it seemed like just an instant, but as we finished the night was over and the new day had begun. I looked and saw that once again I could see and feel the light; again I felt the warmth, and safety of its radiance that comes from my Great Creator. So the Creator looked at the vast space, and said “Let there be a firmament between the waters to divide the waters from the waters.” And as he spoke the waters divided, a great loud roaring came from the waters. As I looked at the waters I saw that the waters started to reach towards the Creator. A thin layer of the ball of water split off and raised up, a great wind raced over the ball of water and under the thin layer that was reaching up to where the Creator was. Not one drop of water fell back to the ball of water. After the thin layer stop a mist came up to us and hit our faces. It’s cool and wet feel felt so great on my face and skin. “What shall we call this space between the waters?” I asked the creator. He smiled and said “What would you call it?” My heart leaped and my soul was lifted so high, a felling of pride came over me. The Creator wanted to know what I would call his creation…then another feeling swept over me; how could I name something so great, something the great creator has made? “I can’t think of any word to tell how great your creation is…you bless me so much by even asking what I would call something of yours.” The Creators smile widened and he began to laugh. “Perhaps I have asked more than you think you can handle, but soon you will really know what you can do. Remember I have faith in you, all you need is to have your faith in me.”
Again those words that fill me with such hope and encouragement, I really do feel as though I can do all things through Him, my Creator. This time when He says it I feel as though I have let Him down, that He thinks I don’t trust what He has told me, but I do. And all I want is to be with Him and do His work, how could I be such a fairer, how when I stand with Him could I have felt I can’t do the things He puts in front of me?
My Creator looked at me, as if what I was thinking and feeling was plainly visible to Him. His inbounding care poured out from his face. He spoke to me again with such a comforting stair and with a tone of knowledge and sincerity;”Why are you fearful that you disappoint me? I have given you all you need to fulfill all that is planned for you. There will never be a time I put something before you that you are not ready for. Never will I give you a tack you cannot complete. I have faith in you; all you need is to have faith in me. The only thing you need now is to believe that yourself. You will not let me down if you try to do what I set before you, for when you try to do my will you will secede. You have all you need to complete all your tacks in you, for I AM in and with you.”
These words lifted me yet high then I’ve been. My soul was filed once again with His great peace; there is nothing that will keep me from my Creator. Knowing that He is here helping me do His works makes me wonder how I ever doubted I could do it. With Him in me and working through me how can I fail, for there is no frailer in the Creator of all things. “I am ready for the task you lay before me, tell me what is to be done, and for you my great and loving Creator I will complete it.” My Creators look was so soothing; it almost looks as though I have filed Him with joy. I Lucifer have made the Creator Joyful! His words from a Creator who has been well pleased by His creation, and the way he spoke told me He really cared for me; it told me He loves me. “You are ready for your task, and I know you will make me prod. Here look as I create you brothers and sisters.”
It seemed as though he was waiting for me to see his persons in me to start this new creation. As if He wanted me to know I was ready before letting me do my work. He of course knew I was ready and could do it, but He still let me see it before having me do His work. I know I will not fail, He is my guide, I can’t.
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Dec. 27, 2008
Angels Part 3
Now the light went away and the darkness came again, the Creator let the six Angels talk with each other and become more brotherly, for they would be together for all time, these six will do great thing with each other and they need to trust and know each other in more real ways. So they talked for the time that is night. Asked what it is like to see their creator create new life and the other parts of creation. Lucifer told them and they became very close, all six of them.
Now the Creator was with them this whole time, but only in the spirit, He was not physically with then. He had told then that He was with them always and forever, and He is but He took His physical body away from then until the light came again. Now the third day had begun, and the Creator came to them and asked, “Are you ready to see what I am to create today?” The six Angels looked at one and other and together showed their eagerness to see what their Great Creator would create next. With one voice all six said, “Great creator, please don’t make us wait longer, show us your new creation, our being itself cry’s out to see it.” The Creator looked at each one of them with a smile and said to them, “Oh, my Great angels worry not for you will all see me create everything that is still to be created. Now look.”
With that the Creator opened His arms and said, “Let the water beneath the firmament come together and make dry land.” Again as He spoke the Water bobbled and great waves were rolling back and then there was what the creator called dye land. As the 5 new Angels looked they were dumbfounded and in complete awe. A Great wind that seemed to came from the Creator blow with a great force and surrounded the six angels. Their wings and hair blow wildly before it, and the breath in their chest seemed to try to join in with the wind. Now when the Creator finished the waters were calm again and the dry land was there set apart from the water. Sabbathiel asked. “What is this dry land?” the Creator answered Him saying “it is weir part of my creation will live, we will call it earth, and the waters we will call sea.”
The Angels asked if they could go down and look at the earth, the Creator gave a confirming smile and the six Angels all flew down to the earth. And they made a game out of it. They flew as fast as they could, racing each other. And at first they were all flying at the same speed side by side, but this was before it was a game. Lucifer inched forward as to lead them, as he did so he spun around three times, throwing his left shoulder down to spin himself. He was impressed by this and thought he had also impress his brothers, but it just made them want to try fun things with their flying. And so there game began, one after the other they did tricks. Flipping through the heaven, spinning, swooping, banking, looping and any other imaginable trick they did it.
Now as the others were doing loop tie loops, Azriel took the lead and then with a smirk opened is giant wings as much as he could, as he did this he almost stopped moving, and to his brothers behind him it looked like he was going backwards. The other five angels were going too fast and flying to close to each other. They all tried to turn, they tried sore bake up into the sky, but they were going so fast that that wasn’t going to happen. As they tried these two things they got tangled with their brothers. Wings arms and legs getting caught on the Angels next to them and they all collided.
As they started to fall Azriel was the first to recover (he had already prepared himself for the collation), and he recovered with great speed. When they all run into him, he through his wait to the top of his long body and used the extra momentum from the five other Angels to do a back flip to get above them again. And once on top of them, (for when he flipped back he ended up standing on them one foot on Sabbathel and the other on Rafael), then knelling down low he lunged himself up folded his wings, did four flips and then opened his wings again and proceeded head first with his wings back diving towards the Earth. He again took the lead passing right through his brothers (more like in-between them), looked back after passing them, then opened his wings more to sore the rest of the way down.
A few moments past before the five Angels were able to do anything but fall and look at Azriel. They were now a bit dumbfounded, and shocked that Azriel just did that and beat then down to the earth. Lucifer, Uriel, Sabbathel, Gabriel, and Rafiel flew the rest of the way to the Earth without any tricks or racing, they just wanted to get down there and see what Azriel was thinking and why he had done it. Rafiel was laughing the entire way down and thought that it was just so funny, Lucifer and Uriel were not happy at all and they didn’t find it very funny. Sabbathel and Gabriel didn’t really care they thought it was all in fun and they found it slightly funny but not nearly as funny as Rafiel was making it.
As the five landed Rafiel feel to the ground breaking at every seem with great laughter. The other four looking at him didn’t really know what to make of this bizarre display. After a few moments Sabbathel and Gabriel cracked a smile at the sight of Rafiel and it lightened then up a bit more, they already weren’t mad but by the… well whatever it was that Rafiel was doing it made even there irritation fly away. Where Lucifer and Uriel were still upset at their brother Azriel for the way he beat them to the Earth, they were also claimed slightly by the way Rafiel just laughed it off. It made them feel as those if he felt that way they couldn’t be that made. One can’t get that made where another found hummer, could they?
They waited for Rafiel to finish is uncontrollable laughter, and then the five walked over to Azriel, Rafiel still had a huge grin over his soft and beautiful face. Joy and love seemed to billow out from him, his face was glowing, or was it, it looked like it was but what was making it glow. Even so, as they looked at his face, with those oh so soothing eyes, his soft pale face and with this new smile and glow it seemed as though the more they looked and were near him the calmer they all became.
At first Ureil was furies. His naturally shadowed face was terrifying; the shadows seemed to stretch across his face consuming it entirely. His green eyes darkened and the rage you could be seen before now was reaching out as if just by his raging eyes could swallow up anything that got in their path. Before the hair on his head was flaming red, but now it almost looked as If it was flaming not just in color but his hair was flaming not hair. If this angel dug fear into them before now they would not only cower in fear they would fly way fleeing in complete terror, that is if they were able to move at all.
Luckily the soft calming aura from Rafiel cooled Urel down before he got to Azriel. Once they did reach him, Rafiel was the first to say anything, as soon as they got near him Rafiel just started to congratulate Azriel on his very impressive display and for being the first to the new Creation, Earth. Azrile was just standing there very nonchalantly, as if it was nothing. Then he began to smile, he tried to hold it back but he just couldn’t. The smile came slowly, a twitch on his left cheek, then another, his lips tightened slightly, his nostrils widened and then slowly the smile took form. And then laughter, first from Rafiel then Azriel joined, And after a few seconds Sabbathel and Gabriel. It took some time before Lucifer and Uriel took part in this fit of laughter, but sure enough all six were there standing on the Earth laughing together.
As they laughed the Creator came down to them. As He approached they could hear His laughter, so they turned to see Him. Not only was He laughing but He was smiling with such joy and love. Light was radiating from him, and as he walked on the earth the ground He was walking on, it seemed to, well try to reach out to Him and call for Him. The wind came over from the sea to its creator, as if it missed Him too. A sound behind them began to rise, what was this new sound? Lucifer turned to look, and the sea, the sea was crashing onto the earth then it would go back into the sea farther and throw itself again onto the earth. It was trying to get to its Creator, to go and touch Him for the first time. |
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Dec. 6, 2008
Angels Part 2
Now before me there were other beings appearing. I looked is awe and wonder. My whole being, my life itself seemed to be filled with such an excitement, with more life it seemed. Yes as I watched the Creator create new life my life seems to be fuller. It’s as though through the creation of life, life becomes more abundant in me. I see Him create only a few of what he called before Angels, why so few, I thought he was making thousands?
These few Angels are wonderful though, beautiful, strong. The creator looks to me, it is time for my part in His creation, it is time for me to name them. I walk over to the first, he is taller than most the others, as the rest he stands tall, that is he holds himself high. His broad shoulders and set jaw give him a commanding present, even among his brothers. His golden, wavy, think flowing hair fell just past his shoulders. He had high distinct lined chick bones, with deep blue eyes; they seemed as those they could look through things to penetrate right down to your heart or mind. When you look into his eyes you see hope and compaction, but you also see power. With these eyes you could be lifted up and yet at the same time I believe they could make you run and hid in terrier of what this Angel could do to you. This Angel had massive arms, large work ready hands. His legs were defined, chiseled. This one’s wings were white lined with deep blue matching his eyes; they look to be wings made for great speed.
As I walked up to him I found that he was almost the same height as I, just a shade shorter. Even so he seemed taller than most the other, I concluded that I must be rather tall myself for I think I’m taller than all of them, there may be one who is taller than I but I can’t tell from here. The first angel looked at me and I said, “Your name shall be Sabbathiel for you stand in the presence of the Creator. You will be great and shall work with me for the creator, you are a made leader and we shall work side by side for he who created us.” Sabbathiel bowed his head slightly and stood yet taller than he had before.
I went to the next Angel; He stood a little bit shorter than the first. He had long straight jet black hair coming down to the meddle of his back. His very pale blue eyes were soft and welcoming, when you looked into them you felt as though you could trust him with all you deepest thoughts and even you life and the life’s of the one’s you love. He had a slender face with high cheekbones and a distinct jaw line, set in place. It looked as though there were no shadows on his face, which seemed odd. His broad shoulders and large chest added to how he held himself made him look bigger than he really was, he was big but not in as intimidated way as Sabbathiel. His arms looked strong and shaped well but yet they went as large as Sabbathiel’s, he looked strong but slender. His wings were pure white, they seemed to give a calming area that stood out even among the rest of these pure and holy creations. He was more appealing one to look at, though all were very beautiful and pleasant to look upon. When I came to him I said, “You are Gabriel for the Creator is your straight, you will stand by me with your brothers sounding the way for the servants of the Great Creator.” He turned his head and met my eyes with his, and I could see the Glory of the Creator in them.
As I approached the third Angel I looked at his face for just a short moment for his eyes met mine and it filled me with tare, this one’s green eyes were filled with all the rage that the creator could poses. He was taller than all but one of the Angels here. His hair was wild and flaming red, which just added to the fear that bubble inside of me from his stair. Shadows where cast over almost his entire face, around his eyes and the sides of his face where dark and yet it seems righteous. This ones strength was great and you could really see it, his muscles where hard and very intimidating. I guess that if you had done something the Creator didn’t like, the intimidating Angel’s aura would make them plainly visible for all to see and turn it into more fear for you, and he would use righteousness from the Creator as a tool of justice. His wings were a deep red; they seemed to be build different then all the others, these wings were made to shot him striking through the Heavens with the greatest speed and agility. Just by looking at him I could tell that he would be the fastest and have the most maneuverability, more than any of the other five of us standing here. I told him “you are the fire of the Creator, you shall be known as Uriel. In you is the command of the Creator.”
I came to the fourth Angel; he stood taller than I, by far the tallest one of us. I only came up to his noise, others to his chin. His looks were so very different from the rest of his brothers, he was so tall thin, he had strength but his muscles weren’t bold or as apparent as his brothers. His skin was a pale blue; his eyes soled white matching his long white thin straight hair. His eyes were dark with shadows. His chick bones were high and his face so thin that it looked much longer than it really could have been. For some resend his eye brows were black which brought more attaché to his white eyes. His wings were white; his seemed to be much larger than anyone else’s wings. I would guess that his were made for sowing over great distances with descent speed. His wing spend must be at least 3 times his height.
When I reached him I said to him “your name is Azriel for you are whom the creator helps. The creators command will be with you and through you. My brother you will stand with us doing the will of the one who created us, and He will show favor in you.” When I finished he looked down at me and spoke in a deep yet soft voice saying, “my creator will show favor in us all, and I will use his help to become the greatest servant he could ever want from me. My existence is to complete His commands.”
The fifth and last Angle stood slightly shorter then Gabriel. His hair long, full, wavy, think and just so beautiful, more beautiful than any of the others Holy Angels. His face thin soft and welcoming the eyes of this beautiful Angel were a soft calming green. After looking into them I felt more carriages, more awake, and ready to take on the most difficult tasks. This one’s face was much different then his brothers, his was thin it did have high chick bones, but there was nothing to fare in his face. The long eye lashes high eye rig’s added to his pale soft lips was just so soothing. His face I could have just looked at for the derivation of the day, it made me feel loved and cared for, such as I’ve never felt.
This beautiful Angel had a small slender body very agile, yet you can see that he does have great strength probably less than the rest of these great Angels. This Beautiful Angels wings are just as magnificent in beauty as the rest of him. His wings pale golden glowing with a wealthy aura of help, hope, love and care; shining around him with such glory. After I was able to speak, for his great beauty through me off my thoughts. I went to him and said, “In you all the healing and hope of the Creator in scene. You shall be called Raphael for in you we see the Creator will heal all doubt and everything else. In you will our great Creator shine through to the needs of his great creation and all will know that our creator will bring about peace of mind, hart and body.”
Now that the naming has been completed I turned to face the creator. “Great Creator I give you your leading Angels; Sabbathiel, Gabriel, Azriel, Uriel, and Raphael. These Angels and I will lead your creation to you, and do whatever tasks you set before us. We are yours to command, yours, only yours.” As I finished I knelt down on one knee and bowed me head down low, the others fowled me example.
And the words of the creator rang in my head. ‘you will lead the way for all my creation, from your example they will follow. I have faith in you; all you need is to have faith in me.’ The thought brought a smile to my face. Form my example they will follow….the thought just stayed there in my mind.
The voice of the Creator brought me back. “You six are the first of many angels, you will be their guides. Just as Lucifer is yours, for he has seen me create light, he has seen me deviled the waters and he has seen me create you. Now you will see me create the rest of the angels and the rest of my creation, and I will give you charge over parts of it. I will instruct you in what you are to do and you will carry out all I give you.”
“My son and I will lead you in all things, and in us will you find your strength. For he was with me in the beginning before I created anything, yes even before I created you Lucifer he was with me, He is the word and that is what creates, the word and that is my son. Jesus is His name and He and I are the same in truth, spirit, love and every other thing. We are one Him and I.”
“Now come with us and look, to see the creation of all things.” All six of the Angels turned and followed their creator, they moved from where they were created down to what the creator named heaven (the space between the waters), and the creator spoke again. “This is where the living creation who will not be with us above the waters, those we will also dwell among and in this part of creation, but our home is not here for this is for the physical creation not the spiritual ones.” The Creator spoke with them for the derivation of the day, telling them what He had planned and how they will be a part of it. He instructed them on the things of Him and His son Jesus.
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Nov. 30, 2008
Angels Part 1
In the great darkness a voice call’s to me, how…how does it know my name? How I know my name? What am I, who am I, where am I? The voice calls to me again. “Lucifer, awaken and open your eyes come and stand before your creator.” My creator…why would I stand before him? And yet how can I not?
The being called again, Lucifer stands and go’s before the one called his creator; he opens his eyes and falls to the ground slightly blinded. But how can that be, it’s in the darkness there is nothing that can blind you here, is there? He opens his eyes again but looks not towards his creator, his eyes stair down where he lays. He can see the ground and his trembling hands, but how, there is no light. This causes him to ask, to speak to his creator. “How is it you know me? And why can my eyes not look upon you without pain there is no light and still I see, but You I cannot look upon?” His creator answered him “You are my creation; I made you and gave you your gifts. You are to be the leader of your brothers and sister, who I am about to make. You will be the one who sees me create all things. You will be the leader of the great hosts of my Angels. Are you ready to see the light?”
The words he said hit my ears and my mind rang with pleaser, to know that I was to be the creator number two man was more then I could dream of. I hesitated for instant and heard the creator say “Let there be Light!” and the darkness was gone and I looked upon my creator, and he was beautiful. Everything about him was magnificent, holy and perfect. He looked down at me and said “You can look upon me now for the light has touched you. Know that there is no darkness where I am and I am everywhere. You could see before you saw light because I am here. No matter where you go I am there and you will see.” The words went to not only my mind but also entered my heart and soul. These words I knew would be with me forever.
The creator spoke again and said “come Lucifer, come see the creation I am about to make.” So I his first creation went to him, he put an arm on my shoulder I was filed great excitement but at the same time I was terrified for I knew his power was great. The creator spoke again “The light I have made comes from me and I will also let there be darkness, not the darkness there was before, for there now can be not that darkness as long as I am where things are. But this darkness will be the absence of the light that comes from me.” The light went away but still I could see perfectly fine. This is the end of the day the creator began his creation.
I spoke to my creator again asking “So I am Lucifer…and I am to be the leader of what, for there is nothing but you and me?” “You will see your brothers and sisters when the light, the light that is day comes again. For the darkness is night and it will come after the light to bring forth the light again.” The creator paused, then contended “at the beginning of the next day you will see the ones you will lead, and you will name them and I give it to you to tell them what their jobs will be.” These words my creator said hit me so hard I fell to the ground. I lay there staring up at the creator open mouthed, wide eyed with a tingeing sensation running through my whole body. The creator was giving me such a great responsibility, how…how could I live up to what he has planned for me? I stumbled for words “I…I….I don’t know what to say, how am I to know how to complete this great task? What if I give one the wrong job and destroy your great plans? How can I do such a thing?” The creator knelt down put one hand a on my shoulder and the other under my chin, and he spoke so softly and lovingly with the greatest hope in his eyes. “You will know for I have made you for this, when you are with me you will do great things. I will work through your hands and from your mouth will come my wisdom and authority, and all will know that you are mine. In me you can do no wrong, you will lead the way for all my creation, from your example they will follow. I have faith in you; all you need is to have faith in me.”
As He ended I found that He had lifted me from the ground and He was carrying me through the vast space that was to be His creation. We talked for the longest time though it seemed like just an instant, but as we finished the night was over and the new day had begun. So the creator looked at the vast space, and said “Let there be a firmament between the waters to divide the waters from the waters.” And as he spoke the waters divided, “what shall we call this space between the waters?” I asked the creator. He smiled and said “what would you call it?” My heart leaped and my soul was lifted so high, a felling of pride came over me. The creator wanted to know what I would call his creation…then another feeling swept over me; how could I name something so great, something the great creator has made? “I can’t think of any word to tell how great your creation is…you bless me so much by even asking what I would call something of yours.” The creators smile widened and he began to laugh. “Perhaps I have asked more than you think you can handle, but soon you will really know what you can do. Remember I have faith in you, all you need is to have your faith in me.”
Again those words that fill me with such hope and encouragement, I really do feel as though I can do all things through Him, my creator. This time when He says it I feel as though I have let Him down, that He thinks I don’t trust what He has told me, but do I?
My creator looked at me, as if what I was thinking was plainly visible to Him. He said to me;”Why are you fearful that you disappoint me? I have given you all you need to fulfill all that is planned for you. There is nothings I want you to do that you aren’t ready for. The only thing you need now is to believe that yourself. You will not let me down if you try to do what I set before you, for when you try to do my will you will secede. You have all you need to complete all your works in you, for I am in and with you.”
These words lifted me yet high then I’ve been. Knowing that He is here helping me do His works makes me wonder how I ever doubted I could do it. With Him in me and working through me how can I fail, for there is no frailer in the creator of all things. “I am ready for the task you lay before me, tell me what is to be done, and for you I will complete it.” My creators look was so soothing, and his words still more; “You are ready for your task, and I know you will make me prod. Here look as I create you brothers and sisters.”
It seemed as though he was waiting for me to see his persons in me to start this new creation. As if He wanted me to know I was ready before letting me do my work. He of course knew I was ready and could do it, but He still let me see it before having me do it. I know I will not fail, He is my guide, I can’t. |
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