I can't believe summer is almost over, by the calendar that is.  I know lots of you go by when we start lessons, when September starts or if the weather takes a turn for the cooler.  I like to drag it out as long as possible, so I go by the calendar or how about when we close the pool down for the season, even if we haven't been in it for weeks because the water is too cold!

We did start our lessons today.  So September 1st was the official day of our new year.  To flip over the new lesson planner, to change over my binder to new things, to get out the books I've been waiting to dig into........to let another year slip by and my boys are going to be another year older.  I find it very sad. I've only got a few more years before they are out the door more than I see them come in.  I pray I see them come in lots, maybe even stay awhile and some day, come in trailing lots of grandchildren!  I pray we can raise them in the way THEY should go, not my own ideas. I pray that they have a solid love for the Lord on their terms and not my own.  I pray they grow into men who fear and love the Lord and can lead their own family someday.  I can tell I will be on my knees for a long time, time that will tick away quickly.

I don't know why I'm feeling this way right now.  Maybe it's because I can ask for their assistance and I get the help I need and actually get a good job.  I get help in the garden with the weeding, and picking of produce.  They take care of all the animals, with some gentle reminders of special orders.  Also they are in charge of all the lawncare.  These young men are not too shabby at house keeping either.  The reason all this can happen is because they are growing older and stronger.  Yes, they are becoming young men.  I'm thankful for the times that they still like to snuggle with me or show affection.  I think we have a pretty special relationship together.  Reflecting on this reminds me that my daughter is grown now.  She was in their shoes what seems like yesterday.  She'll be 21 in a couple of weeks.  How I miss her younger days.  My special girl.  Gone in a blink of an eye.  So to all who wonder if these young years will ever pass the answer is YES unfortunately and quickly, too.  Relish every moment, even the bad ones because you will find them funny later.