Home's Cool with One

the beginning of the end.

9:51 PM, Nov. 14, 2007 .. 7 comments .. Link
So... this is what it feels like to know the end is sure.  

Numb.

The chemo is no longer effective, hospice has been called.

Comfort;  now the goal.

So far away - a choice made long ago

The past cannot be changed.

Acceptance is all that is left.

When will the last goodbye come?

No one knows.

Now each conversation matters,

The words carefully chosen...

I love you - used most

Making up for all the ones we missed

Silence covers tears

Wanting to rewind

Say more, do more, love more.

It was easier to hate.

There is no responsibility

Disconnection - easy.

This is hard.

Forgiveness

Love

Hope

all alive again

Hope is what sustains me

He is the Hope of the World

Will she seek Him in time?

I pray and believe...

it is all I know to do.







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Been there...

10:28 PM, Nov. 14, 2007 .. Posted by HomeForHeavensSake
I wish I could offer you a big hug right now.

I lost my dad to cancer almost 6 years ago. I remember all to well those feelings you're facing now. It's not fun. It stinks - all the way around. I never, ever want to do that again!

You'll be in my prayers. (((hugs)))

~Bev~

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10:28 PM, Nov. 14, 2007 .. Posted by dawnkick
I prayed for you tonight. For your comfort and peace. For your mom, easing her pain. For your parents' salvation. I don't know you, but Jesus does and I pray He will be with you over the next few days. He knows what you need. God bless you and your family.

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3:39 AM, Nov. 15, 2007 .. Posted by moreofhim
I'm so sorry for what you and your family are going through! I will pray that your Mom comes to the Lord! That's just the most important thing of all. I pray that the Lord will give you peace and comfort as only He can!

God bless you ~ Julie

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9:39 PM, Nov. 18, 2007 .. Posted by Haflingerhorses
Your expression of your grief is put so well. I will pray for you as you go through this.
Antoinette

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8:22 AM, Nov. 24, 2007 .. Posted by LittleEblingsAcademy
My heart goes out to you.....
Hugs.....
Blessings, Beckie

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10:11 PM, Nov. 24, 2007 .. Posted by Haflingerhorses
I hope that all is well for you.
God bless -
Antoinette

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8:09 PM, Nov. 29, 2007 .. Posted by dawnkick
I was checking on you but I see you haven't written any more. I'll keep praying for you. May God bless your family during this time.

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