Oct. 20, 2007
Obvious/True or False
Obvious?
&
True or False?
She's 18, so pretty,
she's never made love,
so called friends,
say that she's
Slept with everyone.
Everyone has a problem with people judging them by the way they look on the outside.
Ever heard of the saying.
"The cover's not quite like the book"
Well I know that things like this happen to me all the time. Like when I walked into HMV the other day to buy my dad his Daniel Boone Season: 4 . The guy looked at me like I was crazy! He said "YOU WANT DANIEL BOONE?"
in a very shocked tone, he looked me up and down and kind of looked faint. So I said.
"Yes, I want DANIEL BOONE"
And you know what I got as a reply.
"But girls like you don't buy stuff like Daniel Boone!"
That got me thinking. What made him say "Girls like you?" What about me? Was that no normal teenage girl who had decent good looks would buy such an old style series? *laughs* I love watching that show! I was thinking. "Do you want to make the sale or not?" Because he didn't seem to willing to accept the fact I was going to spend $42 on something more than Friends which many girl my age are watching... I've never looked at that garbage!
My dad thought it was pretty funny though. And commended me for shocking the guy out of his skin. Haha.
Yes I am no normal girl, and I am very happy about that because if people notice that it'll show my standards in many way and my Lord will shine through the darkness of this world. You know I take my position with a very serious demeanor. I don't want to shatter that image.
True or False?
There has been alot of drama going on in the groups of friend my family and I have. So much back-stabbing and deceit.
I won't say names but there is this one girl who completely baffles me, but I love because I know that what she's doing is completely wrong and I don't want her to destroy her husband or the people around her. But I know she hates me and she makes it apparent. Many people wouldn't be able to see through her charade and many people would think if I exposed her true nature that I am the big bad monster picking on the innocent young woman. There is alot of deceit coming from her and it's hurting me to see her husband slowly loosing the spark in his eye, the one I remember from when I was younger. His ambitions are sort of dwindling away. Because the relationship is only working in one way of bringing each other up in Christ.
I know how she thinks though because I used to be the same way.. well not exactly but I was two-faced and deceitful. I dragged down people and messed some people's lives up, till this day they are scarred. I've apologized to them and God. I hope that God will reveal himself to this young mother and wife. Maybe she will learn that the way she is acting is hurting her husband and his family. If God could cause repentance to come upon her I would rejoice.
You know I used to have a good friend. But this young woman from above has completely destroyed those ties with this good friend. She's taken her and wrapped her up in this messed web of lies. I have no more Christian female friends in this vicinity and time in my life. Just when I need them most. But if these girls are acting this way and claiming to be Christians I don't want to ruin my own image by talking to them. They won't listen anyways and it's no longer my place. It's God's he's the only one who can help the young mother and save my old friend. I just hope he helps them before both their lives are ruined.
Yes I care so much for people who don't care if I know the time of day and even though they treat me really badly I hold no bitterness. I used to, because I felt hurt over the special people in my own life that they were hurting. But all I can do is pray for them. When only my mom can see the deceit in this web with me. All we can do is pray along with that young woman's husband's family to have the true love of God revealed to her, because I do not want his wrath upon her in the day of judgement. I just don't get how nobody else can see and why they are all blinded but I guess it's like the wolf in sheep's clothing.
And I must keep looking out for.
What's true and What's False.
Love,
Esa
&
True or False?
She's 18, so pretty,
she's never made love,
so called friends,
say that she's
Slept with everyone.
Everyone has a problem with people judging them by the way they look on the outside.
Ever heard of the saying.
"The cover's not quite like the book"
Well I know that things like this happen to me all the time. Like when I walked into HMV the other day to buy my dad his Daniel Boone Season: 4 . The guy looked at me like I was crazy! He said "YOU WANT DANIEL BOONE?"
in a very shocked tone, he looked me up and down and kind of looked faint. So I said.
"Yes, I want DANIEL BOONE"
And you know what I got as a reply.
"But girls like you don't buy stuff like Daniel Boone!"
That got me thinking. What made him say "Girls like you?" What about me? Was that no normal teenage girl who had decent good looks would buy such an old style series? *laughs* I love watching that show! I was thinking. "Do you want to make the sale or not?" Because he didn't seem to willing to accept the fact I was going to spend $42 on something more than Friends which many girl my age are watching... I've never looked at that garbage!
My dad thought it was pretty funny though. And commended me for shocking the guy out of his skin. Haha.
Yes I am no normal girl, and I am very happy about that because if people notice that it'll show my standards in many way and my Lord will shine through the darkness of this world. You know I take my position with a very serious demeanor. I don't want to shatter that image.
True or False?
There has been alot of drama going on in the groups of friend my family and I have. So much back-stabbing and deceit.
I won't say names but there is this one girl who completely baffles me, but I love because I know that what she's doing is completely wrong and I don't want her to destroy her husband or the people around her. But I know she hates me and she makes it apparent. Many people wouldn't be able to see through her charade and many people would think if I exposed her true nature that I am the big bad monster picking on the innocent young woman. There is alot of deceit coming from her and it's hurting me to see her husband slowly loosing the spark in his eye, the one I remember from when I was younger. His ambitions are sort of dwindling away. Because the relationship is only working in one way of bringing each other up in Christ.
I know how she thinks though because I used to be the same way.. well not exactly but I was two-faced and deceitful. I dragged down people and messed some people's lives up, till this day they are scarred. I've apologized to them and God. I hope that God will reveal himself to this young mother and wife. Maybe she will learn that the way she is acting is hurting her husband and his family. If God could cause repentance to come upon her I would rejoice.
You know I used to have a good friend. But this young woman from above has completely destroyed those ties with this good friend. She's taken her and wrapped her up in this messed web of lies. I have no more Christian female friends in this vicinity and time in my life. Just when I need them most. But if these girls are acting this way and claiming to be Christians I don't want to ruin my own image by talking to them. They won't listen anyways and it's no longer my place. It's God's he's the only one who can help the young mother and save my old friend. I just hope he helps them before both their lives are ruined.
Yes I care so much for people who don't care if I know the time of day and even though they treat me really badly I hold no bitterness. I used to, because I felt hurt over the special people in my own life that they were hurting. But all I can do is pray for them. When only my mom can see the deceit in this web with me. All we can do is pray along with that young woman's husband's family to have the true love of God revealed to her, because I do not want his wrath upon her in the day of judgement. I just don't get how nobody else can see and why they are all blinded but I guess it's like the wolf in sheep's clothing.
And I must keep looking out for.
What's true and What's False.
Love,
Esa