My new website is dedicated to Christian Youth.
Those strong christians who are willing to die for their faith.
For the fallen christians who are trying to find their way home.
For those who want to find out who God really is.
Well my website will describe more.
Thank you here's the link.
Teen Dare
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
1. I love to sing.
2. I compose music
3. I love my friends to bits.
4. I only have a few people I call "friends".
5. My best friend is a guy.
6. I have a sister with a cardiac problem.
7. I would die for my faith.
8. I wanna be a photographer and show people the beauty I see.
9. I want my life to be adventurous.
10. I know the meaning of Love.
11. I have naturally curly hair.
12. I love listening to problems and future plans people have.
13. I've never backstabbed a friend.
14. I have liked someone for over 6 years. (but recently got over him.)
15. I don't know what the future holds for me, I just pray it's something good.
16. I'm in love with an wonderful guy.
17. He doesn't know I like him... 0.o
18. I get along with birds...
19. I sing like nobody's listening.
20. I love the Bible.
21. I Love History.
22. I Love English.
23. I miss my "brother" Nathan.
24. I want to go to Japan.
Help Me!
What are you supposed to do when something hurts so bad and you want to tell someone
but you know you can't say a word.
What are you supposed to do in this situation?
Are you supposed to go through this pain alone?
It's getting hard to beat around the bush,
Am I supposed to drown out my feelings and look the other way?
I've been praying non-stop and my heart is coping so far,
But this emptiness is killing me in it's own way
It's always been there since I realized my own feeling
But I've just ignored it and tried to let go of him.
But I can't.
Is it so wrong to love someone?
That all you want to do is be there to see their smile.
All you want them to do is to accept how you feel.
But what can you do when you can't turn away?
I've fallen down,
And I can't get up.
Someone Help Me!
John 5:24
Verily, verily I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life.
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Now that is a powerful verse. What do you think Jesus was trying to establish by saying this?
What does he mean?
Well as the verse indicates it says that "He that heareth my word (Jesus), and believeth on him (the father) that sent me hath everlasting life." This means that whosoever hears Jesus words and believeth wholely that God the father had indeed sent his only son Jesus God in the flesh to save us they shalt be saved.
The ending part of this verse says. "An shall not fall into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life."
So if we believe that Jesus was the Son of God and heed to his words and believe we would not have to suffer the heat and torment of Hell.
Romans 10: 9-13 Proves this statement.
9.That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and hath believed in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
10.For with the heart of man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.
11.For the scripture saith WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH ON HIM SHALL NOT BE ASHAMED.
12. For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him.
13. FOR WHOSOEVER SHALL CALL UPON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED.
In all reality God is rich in grace mercy and truth and will save anyone who asks him into their hearts but there will come a time when all the nation will be judged and anyone who is not a christian will be put in front of the judgement seat of Christ.
Revelation 20:11-15
11. And I saw a great white throne, and him that sat on it, from whose face the earth and the heaven fled away; and there was found no place for them.
12. And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things that were written in the books, according to thier works.
13. And the sea gave up the dead which were in it; and death and hell delivered up the dead which were in them: and they were judged every man according to their works.
14. And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death.
15. And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.
So as you can see. The judgement throne is not the place were you want to be.
Think of your life oh sinner! Will you heed these words coming from the mouth of the almighty God calling for your soul! Softly and tenderly Jesus is calling... calling for you and for me... will you ignore this and just carry on your merry way?
Think of your life oh professing christian! Are you living the life and talking the talk of the Lord Jesus Christ? Can the average person look at you and say. "Oh she's a christian" Or can they say. "Oh there is something different about that person." How will the lost know that there is a God and that there is something that can change their life around when they look at you and see a professing christian saying. "Oh I'm a christian!" And then they just carry on without a thought back to the sinful things that they did before... how are they supposed to see?
Romans 10:14-15
14. How then shall they call upon him in whom they have not believed? and how shall they believe in whom they have not heard? and how shall they hear without a preacher?
15. And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written HOW BEAUTIFUL ARE THE FEET OF THEM THAT PREACH THE GOSPEL OF PEACE, AND BRING GLAD TIDINGS OF GOOD THINGS!
See this is what people should be able to see and apply in their lives.. we need to be the ones who are willing to go out and preach to all of God's people! We should now be ashamed!
John 3:16
For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth on him shall not perish but shall have everlasting life.
Okay so now you want to know what God hath prepared for you in heaven if you were to accept him into your heart as your Lord and personal savior. Revelation 21 gives a good account on this but I shall show you a scripture that will describe it simply and sweetly.
1 Chorinthians 2:9
But it is written, EYE HATH NOT SEEN, NOR EAR HEARD, NEITHER HAVE ENTERED INTO THE HEART OF MAN, THE THINGS WHICH GOD HATH PREPARED FOR THEM THAT LOVE HIM.
Jesus died on the cross for you... he was whipped beaten and bruised, he was spit on macked and shamed in front of all the world... he took on your sins and he took on mine... it's because of us he was nailed to the cross... we are the ones who shoved him and pushed him in a non-caring and non-loving way... and do you know what he said?
"Father, Forgive them, for they know not what they do." (Luke 23:34)
Yes Jesus was God he was the only sinless man to walk this earth.. now I cannot save you, your good works cannot save you... because you are a filthy sinner that is going to hell and God help your soul... but you see God loved you so much enough to send his ONLY BEGOTTEN SON to save you... ask him into your heart today... it is such a simple thing to turn your back on satan and look to the Lord for salvation. Jesus Loves you... and he's knocking on your heart... the question is.. will you recieve him?
Esther Goodnough
If this has touched you in anyway; please sign this blog... you don't have to say anything but just type your name and I'll pray for you. If you are a christian and know it.. please sign this with a comment... I lvoe you all so much. Remember God wishes that none should perish... no not one... it is our choice to were we go... do not make the wrong one.
~AMEN~
The main ingredient of my days lately :) I love to pray and I've been praying for tons of people, basically if I know your name I've been praying for you :) Because everyone needs it right?
MARK 11
20. And in the morning, as they passed by, they saw the fig tree dried up from the roots.
21. And Peter calling to remembrance saith unto him, Master, behold, the fig tree which thou cursedst is withered away.
22. And Jesus answering saith unto them, Have faith in God.
23. For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith.
24. Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.
There are still more verses to be discussed so here they are.
MATTHEW 6
5. And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.
6. But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.
7. But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking.
8. Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him.
9. After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.
10. Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
11. Give us this day our daily bread.
12. And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
13. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.
14. For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:
15. But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.
Prayer is majorly important in the life of a christian as you can see. It's what gives us the ability to talk to God. It's what gives us courage in times of need, and the Bible is what God gives to be able to hear what he wants us to do.
The question is, "AM I LIVING A LIFE WHERE PEOPLE CAN SEE CHRIST LIVING IN ME AND SEE THAT I AM DIFFERENT?" It's a question that EVERY christian has to ask themselves. We are sent into this world to be a light and a witness where God can be seen in our lives, it must not only be a word of mouth and it's not just as simple as to say. "I'm a christian." We have to live the life and walk the walk.
I have heard many people tell me. "But if I do that I'm gonna lose all my friends." Okay get this through your heads, if you lose your non-christian friends what kind of loss is it? They are people who are going to bring you down in Christ and they are the ones who will put doubt and other thoughts in your heads. But Christian friends will never leave your side, they are like the other rocks in your life besides Christ that will help you. Each one will have something revealed to them through God's word that hasn't been revealed to you yourself and you need to consider these words of wisedom. People who are not christians cannot give you Godly wisedom.
Well that's it on this subject for now.
Talk to you all later,
Esther Goodnough
"Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."
Hebrews 11:1
Lovely little quote eh? Faith, it's what Christianity is all about, faith in God and not in man, because man will fail you and God won't., that's the beautiful thing. You cannot see God personally, but you can feel him in your hearts. It's like the wind... you can't see him but you know he's there.
"At night and athiest half believes in a God."
I know that, that is a true statement, because I have met people who are athiests and they are so much easier to talk to about God at night. They look up at the stars and are full of amazement, one person even told me once. "If it was night time for forever, you would make me believe in God." With me all i have to do is look around, the leaves on the trees, the snow on the ground, the butterflies coming out of their cacoons, the wind blowing through the fields, and no it's not because I live in Saskatchewan that I think these things and it's not because I see these things everyday, but just the air you breath is amazing... imagine if God charged us $1 for every breath we took... wow we'd be dead within a day.
People you have to think about these things. Discern these times for the days are very near! It could all be gone within a matter of minutes, do you know that 7 people die every second and 1 out of those 7 people could be a christian if even that! People are so wrapped up in their pleasures of this life, but in Hell you won't even have a drop of water... 1 second in Hell will burn out all the pleasures of this life. Everything you gain here on earth will account for nothing in hell... it's no party... it's been cancelled due to fire... don't you people see why there is so much deprivaty in the World? or are you all just to blind?
Anyways here is a couple verses on Faith.
MARK 11
22. And Jesus answering saith unto them, Have faith in God.
23. For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith.
24. Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them
What I Want In A Man
1.) To be a God fearing, KJV Bible believing CHRISTIAN!
2.) A Virgin
3.) MUST have kept his first kiss.
4.) Someone who would die for the faith.
5.) Someone who'll bring me up in the Lord.
6.) A firm stander against all thing that give place to the Devil.
7.) Someone who puts God in higher regard than me.
8.) To be kind, caring, loving, gentle, strong, sweet, and an all around good guy.
9.) Someone I can open up too and him be open.
10.) Someone I can call my BEST FRIEND, not just my LOVER.
11.) Willing to homeschool.
12.)Hopefully good-looking, but that's of no importance
13.) Someone my parents will love, and my dad can bond with.
14.) Someone who can forgive my little msitakes and help bring me up in the Lord.
15.) Someone who can see my inner beauty, not just the outer casing.
16.) Someone who can be a romantic.
17.) Someone who can cook.
18.) Someone who knows how to kid around with me and take a joke.
19.) Someone who's personality matches mine and has the some interests.
20.) Someone who is happy and encouraging most of the time, but serious about that things that concern God.
21.) Someone who'll not hesitate to tell me how they feel about something I did if he doesn't agree with it.
22.) Someone who isn't afraid to go to my dad and ask to court me.
23.) Someone who knows the true definition of Love.
24.) Someone who won't doubt my love for them if I say "I love you." because I won't use it in vain, and it won't belong to somebody else.
25.) Someone who is humble and practical
26.) A Handyman
27.) Someone who's not afraid to do hard work to provide for his family.
28.) Someone who never gives up in a situation.
29.) Someone who I can trust enough to know that when he promises something, he will follow through.
30.) Someone who loves kids.
31.) Someone who isn't swift to anger.
32.) Someone who'll appreciate my unique skills, random thoughts and actions.
33.) Someone who will love me even if I lose my cool and scream at him.
34.) Someone who'll comfort me in hard and trying times.
35.) Someone who'll respect my oppinion.
36.) Someone who'll see my family as their own.
37.) Someone who believes in disciplining their children.
38.) Someone who's against rock music.
39.) Someone who doesn't do drugs or alchohol.
40.) Someone who didn't go through every girl on the block to see if they were "the one" before he found me.
41.) Someone that whenever I see him I love him more and more!
42.) Someone who believes in courting ... not dating.
43.) Someone who'll treat me as a treasure.
44.) Someone who I can run away from, only to know that he'd run after me.
THIS IS THE KIND OF MAN I WANT!
My whole life I have always gotten along better with guys than with girls... it's a total fact and not an opinion. But through the friends I have had and left, I have learned one thing... Guys are attracted to girls and girls are attracted to guys, it's totally natural right?
Lately I have become more and more digusted with the female race (I'll get to the guys later!) ALot of girls are giving themselves for next to nothing, alot fall for aguy who says "I love you." Uh... hello? THOSE WORDS ARE USED SO LOOSELY NOWADAYS! GET YOUR HEAD STRAIGHT!
One of my ex friends lost her virginity to a guy who didn't give a snot about her! And she knew it too... he was a good for nothing guy who just wanted to use her... so you know what she did? She told him. "I'll sleep with you if you tell me 'I love you'" Uh.. okay so what else will the guys say?
Dating at my age and younger is foolish and a waste of time. Worldwide only 75% of highschool student relationships last... the ones what do last are usually more in the European and Asian countries. Canada and The United States Disgust them for a reason you know. Although I must say, sin and lust occur EVERYWHERE in the world... you can obstain from the evil... don't be like everyone else.
Now guys... (Yes it's your turn.) I must we all the world at our fingertips right? Pornography is rampant and skin shows everywhere right? it's your nature to be like attracted to it right? And girls nowadays have lowered their standards and you know full well about that... you are not stupid... still, if thou hast lusted after a woman, thou hast already commited adultury with her in thine heart! Those words should make you think!
Both men and women are only supposed to love one female or male is a lifetime.. it's the way God made it... not 15, not 20, not 30... ONE...1....1 :)
I know that I am not unguilty... I have dated before, but throughout all the relationships I have kept myself pure and holy, I still have my first kiss, my virginity and my dignity. Honestly I have felt so many times like giving away my first kiss, but something always stopped me... sure I wonder what a kiss tastes like? I'm a girl everyone wonders that, doesn't mean you have to FIND OUT, save it for the one you'll marry.
The Definition of Love: Love is to pull someone up in the Lord, To put that person before you're own desires, it's not jealous, suspisious, or impure.
I do not give a thing is society calls Sex before marriage Pre-marital garbage! It is described perfectly in the Bible as FORNICATION!
Holding hands leading to kissing, kissing leads to touching inaproppiately, to well what do you know... the girl pregnant and the dad nowhere to be found? Is that love?
Purity is not something you can buy back.. remember that... it's you're last chance.
Esther
Reflections of a Mother
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you.
I can teach you things, but can't make you learn.
I can give you directions,but I cannot be there to lead you.
I can allow you freedom, but can't account for it.
I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe.
I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you.
I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside.
I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you.
I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you.
I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish.
I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor.
I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you.
I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure.
I can tell you the facts of life, but can't build your reputation.
I can tell you about alcohol, but I can't say "No" for you.
I can tell you about drugs, but can't prevent you from using them.
I can tell you about lofty goals, but I can't achieve them for you.
I can teach you about kindness, but I can't force you to be gracious.
I can warm you about sins, but can't make you moral.
I can pray for you, but I cannot make you walk with God.
I can tell you how to live, but I cannot give you eternal life.
I can love you with unconditional love all of
my life... and I will.
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My mom typed me up this around 7 years ago, I don't know were she got it, but it's beautiful huh? I guess every christian Mother can use this a discription to their child.
Oh a Christian Mother's love is a beautiful thing and I am blessed to have both strong christian parents to help me learn about the Lord.
John Bunyan:
(1628~1688)
Famous Books He's Written:
1. Pilgrim's Progress
2. Holy War
More About John Bunyan
He's one of the people I look up to.
He was willing to die and go to Jail for the faith.
Aren't we christians now in too deep a slumber to have forgotten the instructions the Lord Jesus Christ gave us?
The real question is: Are you ready to die for the faith?
Quotes:
'God has set a Savior against sin,
a heaven against a hell,
light against darkness,
good against evil,
and the breadth and length and depth and height of grace that is in Himself for my good,
against all the power and strength and subtlety of every enemy.'"
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Pray often; for prayer is a shield to the soul, a sacrifice to God, and a scourge for Satan.
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He who runs from God in the morning will scarcely find him the rest of the day.
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If you have sinned, do not lie down without repentance; for the want of repentance after one has sinned makes the heart yet harder and harder.
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Prayer will make a man cease from sin, or sin will entice a man to cease from prayer.
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When you pray, rather let your heart be without words, that your words be without heart.
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If we have not quiet in our minds, outward comfort will do no more for us that a golden slipper on a gouty foot.
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Sin is the dare of God's justice, the rape of His mercy, the jeer of His patience, the slight of His power, and the contempt of His love.
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Better to be despised for too anxious apprehensions than ruined by too confident a security.
Hi!
(So true...)
Statement of Faith:
1. The Bible, verbally and plenarily inspired, is God's Word; infallible, inerrant, and authoritative in all matters of which it speaks.
2. There is one God, personal, infinite, perfect, and eternally existing as Father, Son and Holy Spirit, and each person is equal in every divine perfection.
3. The Holy Spirit is a divine person and works in conviction of men and in the regeneration, sanctification, and preservation of the believer.
4. Satan is a fallen, created personality, opposed to all that is holy and is destined to eternal punishment.
5. God directly created the universe from no pre-existing substance. We reject both naturalistic and theistic evolution.
6. Man was made in God's own image and fell into sin in Adam and is now a sinner both by nature and choice, and can be restored to God's favor only by God's provision in Christ as applied by the Holy Spirit.
7. Jesus Christ was conceived of the Holy Spirit, was born by the Virgin Mary, and He is true God and true man.
8. Salvation comes to man only by grace through faith in Jesus Christ, apart from any human merit through his substitutionary atoning sacrifice.
9. Jesus Christ rose bodily from the grave, ascended into heaven, and daily intercedes on our behalf as our High Priest.
10. In order to be saved, sinners must experience a new spiritual birth wrought by a sovereign God through the power of his Word and the ministry of the Holy Spirit. This birth is instantaneous and not a process, and is evidenced by newness of life.
11. Justification is an act of God in which He declares the believer to be righteous on the bases of faith in Christ and the imputation of Christ's righteousness to the believing sinner.
12. Sanctification is the setting apart of a believer unto God as His purchased possession through the work of the Holy Spirit and the power of His Word.
13. Every believer is eternally secure, being 'kept by the power of God.'
14. All those who have experienced salvation are members of the church which is His body and thus are eligible for baptism & membership in the local church. Jesus Christ is the Head of the church & every local church has the right under Christ to govern itself.
15. Baptism by immersion and the Lord's supper are ordinances of the church.
16. The Bible commands believers to be separated unto God and to be separated from worldliness and ecclesiastical apostasy.
17. Civil goverment exists by Divine appointment, and separation between it and the church should be maintained.
18. Isreal is God's covenant people now dispersed because of unbelief but yet to be regathered and saved as a nation at the Second Advent of Christ.
19. The return of Christ includes both the Rapture of the church and His return in glory. The first is for His church which is personal, pretribulational, premillenial and may occur at any moment. The second is His return to earth to establish His righteous reign over the earth. The coming is visible, personal, premillenial and in power and great glory.
20. All persons will experience resurrection, believers to a state of eternal felicity and unbelievers to eternal punishment.
In My Own Words:
I like to think of the world today as a book.
"A book?" You say flustered, "What does that have to do with anything?"
"Alot"
I say.
Okay let's start at the beginning of my book thought and maybe you'll understand.
Let's look at it from a writer perspective.
Let's say you've just finished writing a great novel.
The greatest book story of all time.
You have perfect characters and a perfect world going on.
Then they rebel against you!
"You didn't create us!" They yell foolishly.
"There is no author!"
Although you yourself know the truth!
Imagine the pain you would go through; knowing you're own creation rejected you!
Now apply it to the real world:
We God's creation reject God, today.
He's writing our books, each and every persons in the world!
"And the books were opened: an another books was opened, which is the BOOK of LIFE"
Revelation 20: 12
(Only part of it.)
Those first books are ours. The second book is the Book of Life.
Our books have our whole life story, it's filthy book filled with everything you've done unless you repented.
The Book of Life is a book of names that God has written to state who'll be living with him in glory.
The Book of Life allows only those who have accepted the Lord Jesus Christ as their Lord and personal Saviour into Heaven.
So Apply the story above to God, and watch what you do and say because everything is written down in that book of yours.
Are you one of the dead in sin?
Or are you alive in Christ?
The choice is yours.
Don't mess it up.
Kon'nichiwa!
(Hello) 
That's my name!
Age: 15
B-day: 18.10.07
Hey everyone, how are you? this is my first time on a homeschooling blog so please take care of me 
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I am of asian and caucasian descent, philipino and canadian. and I love living with my family. I have many friend and few good ones, but the good one I have I treasure, because I know that they understand. My mom is one of my bestest friends, and always will be.
I don't date, I am waiting till I'm 18 and even then I will not date without consulting God first about the person I consider. Although I do have someone I like I will keep my mouth shut and learn to meditate in God's word, because unless I can bring up that person in the Lord and be a Helpmeet I am not fit to consider such things.
I am a strong KJV Bible Believing Christian, I call myself that because my dad say that dinominations can bring a folly of self-conceit of salvation. My Dad and Mom are God fearing people and strong in his word, if I could be half of what they are I would be happy.
Anyways I have to go for now so I will write later.
Thank-you.
Esther