With a Taste of Chocolate

Oct. 10, 2008

Useless

Posted By ¢¾JoJo¢¾

Why am I running after the heartbreaker?

Why am I standing beside death's door?

Why am I looking in the immoral window?

Why are my eyes not bright like they were?

Has my flame gone out?

Have I let it die?

Was it really worth giving up my life?

Was worth the pain that I went through,

to end end up like this, and not like you?

Should I have run?

Run from everyone?

.........even you?

Why was it so hard to stay by your side?

And let you hold me in your arms?

Why did I say goodbye?

You said you still invite me to come and rest in you,

But my mind is screaming you don't mean it,

and I have been let down by imposters of you.

Shady and smooth they came in,

thinking they were the ones to come in.

But they wore masks that shined a false light,

the one I had been searching for all through this night.

I was so desperate for hope and desperate for light,

that I saw them and lost my sight.

I should have stayed by your side,

I should not have said good bye.

I shoudl have taken your warning to heart,

maybe then I wouldn't have played my heart.

And now as I lay dying,

I pray you would resurrect,

the little girl inside me,

that wants only one thing..............

 

 

Freedom.

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Oct. 10, 2008

A Forced Smile

Posted By Wendy

 

 

Well, Zachary's glasses came in. He's very happy about how much better he can see while wearing them. But, he did NOT want his picture taken.  Maybe when he gets older he can wear contacts.

 

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October 10, 2008

Signs of the Times...

Posted By Song Of The Sagebrush in The Meditations of My Heart

The mornings have been quite cool the last week, mid 40's.  The days still flirt with the 90's, and the swamp cooler gets a mild workout in the afternoons, but there are sure signs that a cooler time is close.  The weather sites predict that our weekend high will be in the upper 60's and lows in the low 40's.  We live on the outskirts, a bit North, and that could mean as much as 10 degrees lower...pushing close to freezing.

With a wonderful gardening season drawing to a close, I still have a lot of good stuff to harvest.  That's school for the next day!  As we observe the seasonal transition, we see the ending of some crops, we consider how to rescue unripe produce or protect it, preserve what we gather.  Life is school, and this aspect of Americana, many students never see.   Imagine the Pilgrims and others who arrived in uncertainty.  What would they eat?  How would they manage?  There was much to learn by experience, without loads of books and websites to instruct and direct.  We have the benefit of centuries of experience and work at our hands, and can make the most of our modest garden. 

The pending chill brings again the sense of urgency, that we must pick, pick, pick!  DS got a 5 gallon bucket of beans yesterday, and thinks he could probably fill two more today.  "Bean" is living up to his nickname!  That bucket gave me 5 one gallon ziplocs of blanched veggies to freeze.  I have my probable last harvest of lemon cucumbers, and am looking to make some pickles today.  I picked a big bucket of tomatillos yesterday, and am going to try a recipe for jam today.  My dd was a little disgusted at the idea, but I figure it's worth a shot.  I haven't even begun to harvest as many of those as I can.  There are still lots of green tomatoes on the vine...we'll probably try to protect the plants with viscuine later today.

The harvest is plentiful...again.  The workers, while many in our house, are still fewer than I could use today.  Some less skilled youngsters lose interest quickly.  Those more persistent still wear out after a while.  Gotta work, but we can do what we can do.

I've been watching the news lately, and the financial and political environments are crazy.  Reading an article about a certain Congressional leader and his relational connections to someone in a troubled housing entity, I realized why I see so little sorrow in the nation's leadership.  Fear in some...for their finances and positions.  Flippancy.  No godly sorrow, but perhaps that's due to no godly values in many. 

The last few chapters of Isaiah are really interesting.  In verse 3 and 4 of chapter 66, there is a portion that says,
"Just as they have chosen their own ways, And their soul delights in their abominations, So will I choose their delusions, And bring their fears on them; Because, when I called, no one answered, When I spoke they did not hear; But they did evil before My eyes, And chose that in which I do not delight."  I think we see many becoming fearful, and the fear is feeding into more fear.    Verse 14 of the same chapter says, "The hand of the Lord shall be known to His servants, And His indignation to His enemies." 

Going back to the beginning of the chapter, I think I'll meditate as these events play out:

"Thus says the LORD:

'Heaven is My throne,

And earth is My footstool.

Where is the house that you will build Me?

And where is the place of My rest?

For all those things My hand has made,

And all those things exist,'

Says the LORD.

'But on this one will I look:

On him who is poor and of a contrite spirit,

And who trembles at My word.' "

Isaiah 66:1-2


The signs of the times in this world tell me to keep
my eyes on Jesus.  Nobody knows the day or the hour, but He will fullfill every jot and tittle!  It's an interesting time for a believer, filled with sorrow for a lost and defiant world, filled with excitement because one knows that there is a hope beyond that spoken of by candidates for office.  The Lord is the true "HOPE" candidate, and He holds our world's mess in His hands.  The harvest is so plentiful.  The workers so few.  Some unskilled?  Some weary?  Some distracted?  May we return our attention to His call and His mandate!  Do you have our attention yet, Lord?  What will it take to gain it, if not?  I pray our attention turn to the need to harvest!

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Oct. 10, 2008

Done!!!!

Posted By Marie
Well - I survived the mom's talk on Wednesday! It went well and it was refreshing and freeing to speak of the past and the lessons I've learned and are continuing to learn. I am glad it's over and hope I don't do it again for awhile. It was not easy for me...but through the prayers of other people it wasn't too nerve-wracking!

Things are good here. The kids are doing well. Anna has started rice cereal now - she likes it. Yesterday I tried giving her peas and she didn't like it! I can't remember what foods we started with with the other kids. I wonder if I should have tried something else first! I guess I'll wait a bit and try again. I have to clear space off my computer before I can upload recent pictures - but I will post some ones of other events here....


on the 4th of July.....






Jenna reading her school books to Anna after her swim lesson


that's it for now. I will try to get more recent pictures up soon!
Marie
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Oct. 10, 2008

Show and Tell -- Guess Where?

Posted By Dawn in Friday show and tell

Guess where we are going to?  Our youngest son (6) was granted a wish through the Sunshine Foundation.  This is a wonderful organization that helps adopted and foster children who are still affected by the abuse they recieved in their birth homes. When first asked by the foundation what he wanted for his wish, he said that he wanted to meet God and see all of the animals in His Kingdom.   That wish was a little out of their domain!  However, we worked out a great trip and the day has come.  I have to admit with the TV reporting the news of economic collapse in the background, that it feels a little crazy going on vacation right now.  However, this is when the wish is being granted, so off we go....  The question is where are we going???

Could it be a lovely island with waves lapping against the sand?

One of the music capitals of the country?

Perhaps, an animal safari?

Tune in next week to find out where we went and all about our adventures!  Now where is that to do list?  Is the list complete, little ones?  Is everything packed?

We are out of here!!! Have a great weekend everybody!

To see more great Show and Tells go to Canadagirl.

Blessings,

Dawn

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