This week, I've felt so loved. In the past few weeks, I've felt like a screw up, that I can't do anything write, and like everything around me is negative. At one point, too, I seriously felt like everything that came out of my mouth was crap and just bugged everyone. I was at a point where I didn't even want to talk to God because I thought I'd irritate him with what I said. That night I came to him anyways, and he told me that he always wants to here what I have to say. Nothing I say will irritate him, and I don't have to be afraid of that. Then this week, God's blessed me with Jesse, Luke, and Sarah. Guys, i know i've writen a blog post for you all already, but you guys have seriously turned my world around. I feel accepted again for who I am, and you guys have helped me to look at the positive side of things. God's also filled me with love from you three, and I've been filled up again, so I can love others. thanks for that! And thank you for all of the "I love you"'s. They never become stale. Each time they hit me were it counts. You guys are incredible. :) I love you three SO much!! Word's can't even describe how much I love you guys! :) <3

Here are the lyrics to our songs, which say the words that we can't seem to find to say and that express how much we love each other:

"Eternal"

I know this life I lead will pass away
Along with every other earthly thing
So I will set my heart on a higher plain
Where my treasure lies with You

And in this marriage of our hearts
There is no death do us part
For You are eternal
And I am eternally Yours

And I could never lose Your love to sickness
Oh I could never lose You to divorce
And there's no concept of abandonment
For I am safe within Your arms

And in this marriage of our hearts
There is no death do us part
For You are eternal
And I am eternally Yours
Oh I am eternally Yours
I am eternally Yours

(No abandonment)
(Safe within Your arms)

I never had enough until I found You
I never knew love until I met You
I never had enough until I found You
And now I have everything

And in this marriage of our hearts
There is no death do us part
For You are eternal
And I am eternally Yours
And I am eternally Yours
Oh I am eternally Yours

I could never lose You
No I will never lose You
I could never lose You

And this life will pass away
But You will never change
Oh this life will pass away
Oh but You will never change

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"Me And Jesus"

When there's nowhere else to turn
All your bridges have been burned
Feels like you've hit rock bottom
Don't give up it's not the end
Open up your heart again
When you feel like no one
Understands where you are

[chorus]
Someone loves you even when you don't think so don't you know you got
Me and Jesus by your side through the fight you will never be alone on your own you got me and Jesus

After all that we've been through
Be now you know I've doubted too
But everytime my head was in my
Hands you said to me
Hold on to what we got
This is worth any cost so
Make the most of life
That's borrowed
Love like there's no tomorrow

I love you three SO much!! I'm fighting for our friendship, and I won't let it go easily. :)

Your Sister in Christ,

Sarah  

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