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My title tonight is incredibly weird!! Haha...just bear with me here, ok?
Tonight I had a dilema...I did not want to go to open hours to work with my horse. When I go, I don't get anything accomplished. I mean anything.  I know it's me, because I'm under confident, which isn't good! I don't feel like I'm at that point where I can say, "I know what I'm doing wrong and I know how to fix it!!" And I don't know what to do about it.  My instructor thinks I'm doing REALLY well but I don't...my dad said for the next few times, he wants me to just spend time with Bill...undemanding time like rubbing him, grooming him and just walking around with him. I will do that...I still need to talk to my instructor about what to do about everything else (if anything!) but I don't want to!!! I hate doing stuff like that...it never comes out right. Ugh I don't know....

I'm not trying to brag, but in 8 days, it will be exactly 6 months until I can get my driving permit! I'm SO excited...:) And also in 8 days, it's exactly a YEAR until I can get my LICENSE! AHHHHH!!!!!! The other day we were driving down the highway in a heavy traffice area (well you can't really avoid those on a busiest highway in a big city) and I said to my sister, "Can you imagine me driving? Cause I can't." And she thought for a second and said, "Yeah," I cannot imagine myself driving...I mean of course I want to but I just can't see myself sitting in the driver's seat with my mom in the passenger seat, driving down the highway, trying to weave in and out of traffic...ahh it's unreal. Oh btw did I meantion that in 8 days it's my birthday? lol I totally forgot to mention WHY it's 8 days!! lol

SO...besides complaining about how I never get anything accomplished with my horse, I've been spending time with my friend (the one who I mentioned a few entries ago...), babysitting, and TRYING to catch up on school. I really don't care about too much, but I want to stay "updated" on algebra...I'm behind a year because last year I was so darn busy, and so now I have to finish up 8th grade math and move onto 9th. I do NOT want to be behind!!!

Ahh it's getting late...kind of. Actually it's only 9:00 p.m. but I have other things to do!!
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