I have this tendency to move sometimes before the Lord says. This is such an aggrevation because I really think at times my question has been answered. Well, I pray that my bible study at my home will be a situation that was an answer to prayer, and not just a wishful wanting on my part. I have prayed and talk to my husband before really bringing it to anyone elses attention. So, with that said, it looks to be a small group but I really hope the Lord blesses and when our first meeting comes(January 17)(please pray) that this will be a wonderful fellowship that is God lead. I just really need growth in my life, I want to learn so much more, and be so much more for my Lord and I prayed that with alot of godly women, prayer and good leadership that we all will mature in our walk. I have one month, this month, that my dear friend has volunteered to teach, now for the next five months-what. I know God will bring someone to help, I just need to settle down, and if this was a step out of his will for my life, I pray He will make all of it right, so that I may be pleasing to Him. That is so important to me, I feel so inadequate as a Christian right now, and I know that is not from the Lord. Dare I say it, spiritual attack. I feel it at almost every corner of my life. So maybe I am on the right track!

Mercy, forgiveness, love, character, wisdom, knowledge, grace, and it can all be found at the cross! Thank You God for sending your son ,Jesus, so that we may have these treasures here on earth!

Let's say the same prayer request for yesterday because I feel it is so necessary in all these areas. Please let me know if there is a prayer request you would like to share and have listed so that all may pray for Christs strenghth and peace for your journey. If we all could take a little time as we go through our day, let us take time to remember all of the cancer patients going to treatments, the families of sick ones who feel scared, abused and hungry children,our country, our military, our president elect, our president going out of office, the lost, ones who have lost their jobs, and our own personal request  and trials as we continue in learning to pray without ceasing.

We had our Christmas co-op lunch today and the children had so much fun! It's always a great fellowship for all, the mom's have a silent auction that went over well. This was our last get together until the beginning of next year. So I think after the next week we will go on Christmas vacation and really let the festivities begin. I use to feel like I had to go all the way till the week of Christmas, but since we go into the summer with school, I feel I have that lead way to take time like that off. I love homeschooling. I love the fact that my kids are at home with me and learning. I pray with the new administration that will be leading this country will be understanding of these rights. As we, homeschoolers, are of the laws that we abide to insure this right of ours. We need to give thanks still, this is a season of doing just that. We need to pray for our president , and our president elect. Pray that God will lead them to insure this country stays true to its history of Christian leading. I do not believe the Lord will tarry, prophesy is fullfilled and is being fullfilled. I just wonder sometimes how long we will be here and how much we as Christians will go through until the rapture. Well I guess I've covered many things tonight, just a lot of thoughts and questions and prayers that I had to share.