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Feb. 27, 2007 - clueless
Do you ever find your self....well stuck? Not really stuck. More like a little mouse in a maze who doesn't know which way to go first. There are just so many things I want to do and get done ... and just never enough time or energy. All of these ideas seem to be flowing out of my spirit...and yet I find myself at a complete standstill. With school. With serving. with a million other things. And the only reason I am at a standstill is because I just don't know where to start or what to do first. SO I am not doing anything! How's that for irony?
Have I forgotten how to prioritize? Do I know what's important? WHAT is my problem?
For years, since I was a young teenager...i knew, just KNEW that I had a .... calling , I guess you would say. (aside from my 1st calling which is my family). I had no clue what it was, but I knew it was there and that someday He would "call me out" to do it. Well, I have been waiting and waiting and praying and praying and now He seems to think it is a good time to "call me" to do 50 things at once. Do I do them seperately, will they weave together somehow, somewhere down the road to become a whole?
WHERE DOES HE WANT ME TO START? WHAT do I do first?
Why do I feel like now that the time is here, I am completely unprepared for the thing I have been preparing for all of my life?
Thankfully I remember that God doesn't call the equipped HE equips the called. And maybe that is the reason the i have come to this completely clueless time in my life...so that there will be no question of Whom the glory belongs to. For anything GOOD that comes after this is NOT me but HE who gives me strength and wisdom.
El Elyion ~ God Most High, Elohim ~ the God above all gods, Jehovah Raphi ~ the God of peace and healing, Jehovah Jireh ~ the GOD who PROVIDES.
I, therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beseech you to walk worthy of the calling with which you were called, with all lowliness and gentleness, with longsuffering, bearing with one another in love, endeavoring to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called in one hope of your calling; one Lord, one faith, one baptism; 6 one God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all. Ephesians 4:1-6
His grace peace and love to all,
Heather
