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Apr. 2, 2007 - Just in case you are wondering...
I think I have a problem. Well...maybe more, but for the sake of this post (and my poor *dignity) we'll just focus on the one for now.
I seem to have this, ummm... anal retentive perfectionism thing going on. My niece called me OCD. And not in a good way. (Atleast, it didn't sound good. But she's a teenager so really, who knows!) But I think it's time to bring it out in the open. The first step to freedom is admitting you have a problem right? Step up and tell the truth. And the truth shall set you free.
My name is Heather. And I have 3 blogs. And I am constantly changing them. For those of you who *may have already noticed this, I don't think it's because I have multiple personalities and am attempting to please them all .Though I could be wrong. It's been known to happen. Once or twice. A day. It's because I can never seem to represent exactly who I am, only a part of me. I've tried to break myself down into labels. I'm fighting a losing battle. I'm not just a homeschooler. Or a wife. Or a mommy. Or a christian.
I can't define myself by one aspect or one part of who I am, and what my purpose is. I am a homeschooler. A wife. A mommy. A christian. I am all of those things. And more. (But if you've ever talked to me for more than 5 minutes then you know what a complete mess I am so anything 'more', okay anything less too, isn't because I'm so great or anything.)
I'm ready to see the *big picture. I'm ready to start putting together all the pieces of the puzzle that is my life. Right here. For all the world to see. Okay, so it's *slightly unlikely that 'all of the world' actually reads this. Or ever will. But it's here if they want to. (And why wouldn't they?? :)
So for those of you who know me or have read my other blogs...you might see a few familiar posts. :) They might be better now. So just wade through the Momble Jomble! Keep the good stuff. Forgive the bad. Hopefully you'll be inspired. Or at least not offended. I apologize in advance for the randomness that is me.
And I leave you with this thought... any one else ready to get out of the shaker with me?
God, pick up the pieces. Put me back together again. You are my praise!
Comments
Apr. 3, 2007 - I agree
Posted by ArrowsInOurQuiver
What a prayer of the heart. I have always tried to be an open and transparent person. I am very laid back and for the most part, easy going. I love having a good time and being silly with my children...and otherwise. I too, have been known to be very random. My mind is always going in so many different directions! Someone can be talking about one thing and that thing makes me think of something else that reminds me of something else, that leads me to the conclusion of something else...then when I make a comment that I got from my chain of 10 or 11 different thoughts, the person I am talking to normally looks at me and says...Huh? Anyway. I think it's so much easier than we ever know to be different in different situations....sometimes even more than we realize. I join with you in your prayer of the heart.......................See, I told you I am random!
Edited by ArrowsInOurQuiver on Apr. 3, 2007 at 7:10 AM
Apr. 4, 2007 - You visited me, so I am visiting you!
Posted by heatherslittlehearts
I just left you a comment at Blogger, but I guess everyone here at HSB needs to know that you are NOT alone!
I have 1 here and 3 at blogger. HeHeHe!
I am scatter-brained, but organized; I don't have a perfectly organized home, but I know where everything is usually. If my husband needs something that he has lost, he sends me to find it! I pray and then God shows me where it is.
Now, I'm not normal, but I'm God's child so I'm unique!
I have to be creative with six children, going on seven! So, don't worry your not alone, you don't have a disorder, you are just uniquely creative. ;OD
Have a great day! Be Blessed!
Heather (too!)
Apr. 4, 2007 - Untitled Comment
Posted by brooke
I have another blog now at bplemons.blogspot.com. I would love to keep both of them going! Blessings on your home and for your heart today!!!
Apr. 6, 2007 - Hi
Posted by momofsix
Wow, you look so young! I wish that I had young children at your age. I regret having waited. That is great that you are allowing God to set your family size. I only opened my heart to that a couple of years ago, another regret. I hope my daughters start out young with a family like you have.. Nice to meet you..
