You know the dream...all the children sitting around the dining table doing lessons, everyone quiet and well behaved.  That is the homeschool dream and I guess it happens to some but rarley to me... I get the dream days now and again... But today... is crazy, I had to take some phone calls after breakfast, so the dream is that the kids cleaned up the breakfast mess and started on their lessons and my older kids help the younger ones until I am free again... but oh no .. I have to become unholy before any of this gets done.. Why??? is that...? couldnt the kids clean up, I mean after all I fixed french toast and I was so June Cleaver and all... Well back to reality. I hate to get unholy, it makes me feel so bad, I just want my children to obey and do the things I ask without me getting ugly... then I am reminded of James 3 and how we use our tongue to bless God and curse men...then I feel like I shouldnt have yelled.. but then the kids listened.. I guess its  that  Dr. Dobson saying.. I trained them to be that way by letting them only move when I yell... so now what do I do... ?? Pray !!