I love that song. Queen rocks face off.

I finally feel like I know what I am supposed to be doing.

War Photojournalism. Mainly Africa, but also Iraq, Iran, Israel. I just know this is what I am called to do.

My oldest sister is moving. She also happenes to be my best friend on this planet. I'm depressed. She happens to be moving to the same state my only other best friend just moved to a few months ago. The irony is just wrong. :D

No, I'm extremly upset that I will be losing her. But I'm very exited for her. Plus, I'm getting a bass. And boy, is it a sexy one :-)

I think his name is either Luka, Jereth, or Achilles.

Okay loves, I have to go. Comments would be loved. I have like a million more songs to post later, but I don't have time right now.

Well I was wonder if we thought of others

Maybe we could fall out of love with ourselfs

We might start a revolution

Maybe if we gave them a second chance

We could be saving our souls from the shelf

We might start a revolution

If we scream really loud they might hear our pleads

If we twist and shout we might take the lead

If we became something new we might scare them to agree

We could be a revolution

Maybe if we thought of the innocent

Instead of how our bodys will look

I think we’d start a revolution

If we could give back to them

What we fought so hard and took

I think we’d start a revolution

If we scream really loud they might hear our pleads

If we twist and shout we might take the lead

If we became something new we might scare them to agree

We could be a revolution

If we could see their eyes for once

Instead of their small face

I know we’d start a revolution

If we could hear their crys for once

And just forget about race

I know we’d start a revolution

If we scream really loud they might hear our pleads

If we twist and shout we might take the lead

If we became somthing new we might scare them to agree

We could be a revolution

What if we tried harder than before we might change their heads

What if we stopped being superman and became the lead

And what if we were a stumbling block to those who cut ahead

We would be the revolution

How can you say hallelujah

When you don't understand the words

I know it meant nothing to ya,

But you have to know that it hurts

Oh Aiden, you were always so blind

You told me I was beautiful

And Aiden, you were so tone-deaf

Because I couldn't carry a tune

Neither could you

Why did you say all those words

If you didn't mean them for me

And you flew like a bird

I know you didn't mean to hurt me

Oh Aiden, you were always so blind

You told me I was beautiful

And Aiden, you were so tone-deaf

Because I couldn't carry a tune

Neither could you

Oh Aiden, you'll always be mine

The other little girls will never have you

Oh Aiden, I've lost my mind

But I think that my heart grew

Maybe, it's just you

9:20 AM - The rest is silence
Category: Writing and Poetry

it was supposed to be a masterpiece

it's just spots on a paper

and now time rots it away, up in a room

i can't lose this, it tastes to good

i can't win this because we'll all fall in the end

i hoped this would be somthing new

but nothing has changed, nothing looks different

time is such a theif, taking what we long for most

if we stole them should we not have them?

what's the use of being paid for, when people will only take.

matches are meant for burning

not the hearts we hold, or the brains we trust

not all is made of love and lust

I cannot see the fire in you eyes, not anymore...

i think i've lost the beginning

now it is nearing the end

and the rest is silence.

I hope that this isn't cheating, but when I read Danya's blog post, I saw that what they wanted the song to be about was somthin completly different, so I hope that you guys will accept this one istead of my last one.

This isn't really a verse and chorus song, I get bored of verses :D

But I really hope that you'll like this one, and be able to get it ;-)

Okays, I have NO idea how to get pics on here, I did before, but now I can't remember (and I look quite different now lol). So any help would be good.

Hmmm... I'm hungry, What sounds good? Apple sauce... yes, that sounds amazing.

I like this song. Ask me what song it is, I dare you! lol.

I missed this site, and all you guys. You all rock my face off. Emily won't get one though! EMILY!!! I need to talk to you, and you don't have a myspace!

Who on here has seen Die Hard? Isn't that movie awesomfully hardcore?! I love it. But not the second and third, I havn't seen the fourth yet. I liked The bad guy (Alan Rickman) in the first one, and the plot better. Plus, in the third, I didn't like Bruce Willis's character, he was kinda a jirk.

But I still love that movie! If you ignore all the f-bombs, it rocks face off  ;-)

Okay people, I have to get off, but leave comments, they make me happy :D

Love.

tell me your name and...

i will...

1. tell you something i love about you.

2. tell you what you remind me of.

3. tell you something I dont like about you

4. give you my honest thought of you.

GO!

Okay, I never get on here anymore. So if anyone still reads this and would like to keep in touch, my myspace is www.myspace.com/tragicsong

I might still get on here, so keep checking! Just tell me if you want to add me so I'll know who you are.

Yes! I have finally started writing music for my songs. I only have three so far. And so far, all the music is just guitar (I don't know hwo to play anything else!) lol. I'm going to write a little piano, and I have a friend who plays both violin and cello, so he'll help me out.

Most of my song are acoustic, so they aren't too complicated :)

I have to go, I'll get on later.

Remember to let her into your heart

Then you can start

To make it better.

I want to see Across The Universe! Really really bad. It's gonna suck if it's not as good as it looks. I still havn't seen Bourne Ultamatum. *sniff* That makes me sad. I love Matt Damon ; )

No but really, he is an awesome actor.

Haha, I had a strange dream last night... No Anya, it had NOTHING to do with harry Potter. lol.

IZZY: I have to tell you somthing, and it has nothing to do with Harry Potter!

ANYA: Really?

IZZY: *hangs head a half sobs* no.

Okay, anyone else here want to see Across The Universe? Does it not look awesome?!

Okay, I'm tired, I want coffee. I need to go straiten my hair.

Leave me comments!!

After I got back, HSB freaked out on me! So I havn't been able to get on in like two months!

Anyway, WA was beutiful! And the plane ride wasn't horrible. I had a really good time and I will post pictures and more tomorrow but I have to get off now.

Leave me love.

-Izzy

I'm so stressed! I havn't finished packing, I can't find the chord for my MP3, I still havn't bought all I need, and I'm leaving tomorrow!! I HATE flying!!! I'm really starting to regret this, it's almost making em wish that I wasn't going.

No one reads my blog anymore because I don't post, but I just wanted to warn you guys that I prolly won't be on for about three weeks, please still leave me comments, it's really nice to get them.

I might post sooner than that, so be checking.

And please pray I can find my MP3 chord!!!!!!

Sleep somehow yet again escapes me. I miss sleep, it is such a beautiful thing.

Sorry for not posting more often, and sorry for not replying anyones comments, I'm horrible about that. But I still love comments!!

I miss Rachel already, she is leaving tuesday, I will cry. *sniff*

Oh my gosh, you guys should have seen the goodbye card I gave her.

It had a little stick person, looking all sad on a swing, and it said next to the stick person "me being very very still."

And then it said, "this is me without you, see how sad I am? Too sad to swing."

and then on the inside,

"Goodbye. *sniff* "

It sounds really lame, but it's an awesome card.

I will miss her so much.

And now I'm even more sad cuz I won't get to see Danya, *sniff*.

I have to go, but feel free to comment, and I will really try to reply back.

Much love!

I'm so sick of being angry all the time. But these, certain people, don't really help!

I hate trusting someone and then having them turn out to be someone you don't even know. I'm sick of friends, and people, and family.... Exept a few people, and you people know who you are.

I hate hating, which is crazy, but I do. And I know that your supposed to be in control of your feelings, but some things I just can't control anymore.

I hate thinking that you have this friend who you can trust with anything, and then turn around and she's a completly different person.

It's like I don't know her anymore.

And I'm sick of not knowing, not knowing when we're gonna be best friends or when we're gonna hate eachother.

I hate looking in the mirror and not recognizing my own face, which sounds really cheesy, but I'm serious, I don't know anything anymore.

Well, that's just because I have no IQ.

Actually, I have an IQ of 131, I just don't use it.

Wow, I'm not mad anymore, just strangly randomly hungry...

Great, now I'm mad again because I have to wake up early tomorrow...

No I don't!

Yay, strange happy hungryness is back...

I have no time for icons, Anya is kicking me off cuz it's her birthday. Happy birthday Anya!

Now I'm emo because there is no icons.....

To Anonymous:

I'm sorry that it bothers you that I used Gods name in vain, but next time you have a problem with me, please leave your name. Because truly, it is just rude and pathetic to criticize someone and not even tall them who you are. Not to mention it makes you seem like a coward. I have nothing against criticism, but I get very annoyed when people won't leave there name. Especially when you are bothered by somthing I've done. You never know if I did it by accident, just didn't notice, and you can't even leave your name?

Did you think I would insult you on your blog if you did?

I'm not insulting you now, and I'm not mad. I am however, VERY annoyed.

What if I wasn't a christian? What if I could care less about God, then I would just think you're a jirk, and that wouldn't be setting a very good example for non-christians.

I am a christian, and I shouldn't have used God's name in vain, and I'm sorry for that, but I think that the next time you ask a request of someone, especially considering the fact that this is a free country, and we have the freedom of speech, please consider being kind enough to tell me who you are. That's just common courtesy.

The fifth movie was absalutly horrible. I have never hated a movie based on a book so much. God, I hate it when they screw things up! That was my favorite of all the books, and I hated that movie more than any of the others. It's because they got a new director, I hate David Yates. He will die.

WE GOT THE SEVENTH BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to wait till both Anya and Abbie read it, grr. But I am so exited! And scared, what if they don't bring Sirius back? What if he is, *sobs*, DEAD! *uncontrolable weeping*

I'm okay now. I can't believe they had a copy left.

WHY DID THEY RUIN MY MOVIE???????????????? I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!! Them being David Yates.

NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's doing the sixth one too??????????? WHY? Why would they do this? Are they mad? Letting this man do to movies? It's bad enough he did one.

*giggles* Draco...

I'm all better now.

YES!!!!!! THE ORDER OF THE PHEONIX IS OUT AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS ARE COMING OUT!!!!!!!

Every one must know I'm exited because I never write in caps.

The fifth book was the best of them all. Lets hope the movie is as good. Haha, the fifth was almost 900 pages and I read it in two days. And now, lots and LOTS of Harry Potter icons. Because sadley, I AM obsessed.

I know, I have SERIOUS mental problems! Lol. But I do know one thing, no, two things,

1: Sirius IS NOT DEAD!!!!

2: Harry Potter will get eaten by a giant spider.

I know, I am such a girl, right? I can't help it, I have this tiny little obsession with SHOES!!!! Okay, calming down now. Yay! Brenden is coming today! And I am buying a freakin' awesome Fender Bullet Squire! It is blue, and oh so pretty.

So, methinks that I am going to Seattle in september because that leaves me more time to save money for a passport. And no, Joshua, you don't need a passport to go to Washington, you need one to go to Canada.

Okay peoples. Have to go, I will write more later. Leave me love.

Wow, I need to post more often. Uhm, I can't think of anything to say. I have no life, I always knew this, but I did not see how serious it was untill yesterday. Okay, life.

1: Uncle's moving in... eh...

2: I might not get to go to Seattle, atleast not for as long....*tear*

3: I really want to go to Ireland, but we all knew that.

4: Ratatoullie is alot funner if you say it with a german accent. Yes, I know funner is not a word.

4: I have no life.

6: I put four twice and skiped five.

7: I think people have stopped reading.

8: I miss Rachel.

See? No life. Goodbye peoples.

Haha, don't you love my lame Harry Potter icons? I know you do, especially the emo Draco one. Okay, the qhole emo thing is lame, but I love Draco, shh, don't tell Anya. I also don't like the whole fact that Sirius looks like a powerpuff girl. *giggles* Snape IS a powerpuff girl.... poor Faith.What did I tell you, powerpuff girl.

OO! I like this song!! Ha, you losers don't know what this song is lol. Yay! the seventh book is coming out in 27 days! I will prove to all you losers that Sirius is NOT dead, ha, you guys are thinking,

"Why you calling us losers? We're not the ones who read Harry Potter, loser."

Yes, I know it's pathetic but I love those books. No, what's pathetic is that at Barnes they are having a Harry Potter costume party, Anya said she's going just to see if there is anyone dressed like Draco, but I told her only the gay guys would dress up as Draco. Now you are all thinking,

"Why am I reading this? Is this person mental? Who's Anya? Who's Draco? Why is the rum gone?"

Haha, I just had to add that last part. But seriously, why are you reading this? Do you have NO life? If you have read all of this I will.... Eat a bug, no not really, but I will write you your very own two second song. And if you read this all and actually get what I am saying I will write you a four second song. See how awesome I am? And now you are thinking,

"What ev,"

Haha, that comercial scares me.

"Hypothetical five.... nice."

Barney rocks my face off, not the dinosuar, I think he is gay, Barney from How I Met Your Mother. That show is awesome. I really shouldn't ever have espresso....

"TWO SHOTS!!"

Okay, I am sorry, I am shutting up now. Comments are loved, yet rarely given, how sad.

End.

My new favorite song. I love James Blunt and this is my favorite. 'Tis a very sad song. Especially if you know why he wrote it. I hope the video works, it is such a brilliantly beautiful song. I desided to start saying brilliant, because it is fun. "Come off it Ron." hahaha, sorry. Anyway, read the lyrics and listen to the song.

James Blunt - No Bravery Lyrics

There are children standing here,
Arms outstretched into the sky,
Tears drying on their face.
He has been here.
Brothers lie in shallow graves.
Fathers lost without a trace.
A nation blind to their disgrace,
Since he's been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

Houses burnt beyond repair.
The smell of death is in the air.
A woman weeping in despair says,
He has been here.
Tracer lighting up the sky.
It's another families' turn to die.
A child afraid to even cry out says,
He has been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

There are children standing here,
Arms outstretched into the sky,
But no one asks the question why,
He has been here.
Old men kneel and accept their fate.
Wives and daughters cut and raped.
A generation drenched in hate.
Yes, he has been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

I am ever so sorry for not posting in two weeks. Haha, that's fun to say, "ever so sorry." Meehee! Okay, anyway. Life is boring, I will post pictures! They're fun!

Nope, can't do that because my computer is on crack.

Okay, I have to think of somthing else to do. I havn't writen any more songs.... wait, let me go find my songbook....

Okee, I wroted this for my Rachel, because she is moving ever so far. I will misseth her ever so much. But instead of taking me to Israel she took Eli. Really rachel, I could live with me not getting to go, but ELI? That's okay, I put arsenic on all his stuff. He just doesn''t know it yet.

For you Rachel.

Ingore the distance

Ingore the miles

I swear I'll be there

If you swear to smile

Please don't cry

Too long tonight

You'll see me again

You'll make it through the night

2,000 miles

Don't mean a thing

Can't break a friendship

That means everything.

Okeee, here goes.  This is a conest thingy that Monkeyboy is doing.

Amazing grace

A sound so sweet

Amazing love

Fall down on me

A perfect hand

Now nailed to the tree

That saved a wretch

That wretch was me.

Chorus:

Grace so pure

So clean and sweet

Love so true

To love some one like me

How could you

The perfect and holy one

Give your one and only son

For Me

Amazing courage

To live and die

Amazing truth

I know it's right

To give your life

Like you were worth nothing

To save a wretch

That wretch was me.

Chorus:

Bridge:

I was dying

And You gave me life

I was broken

And You picked me up

Even with ten thousand years

Yeah, so, I'm haveing some psychotic changes right now. Just need prayer. I just lost alot of friends and mentors, I'm terrified that I'm about to lose another, if not two. I just had one of my best friends lie to me and another friend and I don't know how to talk to her about it, she doesn't even know I know. Still dealing with somthing else. I'm just lost right now so I would reall appreciate the prayer. I have to go, I'll write later.

-Izzy

First off, I want to start off saying...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAQUEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I would say that in seven different langueges but I allready did earyler so I wont now. Second, I want to say I'm sorry that I havn't posted in so long and I am very ashamed to say that I have had a terrible streak of writers block. So I have nothing to write I just feel bad for not posting anything for a week. Of course I would post more if people gave me more comments. BlackRose rocks my face off cuz she commented me like three times in my last entry, well, not my last entry cuz no one commented me then. But they should have because they should have said how much they agree with me about Beethovens pure geniusness.

Anyhow just wanted to tell everyone to go to Ninjirates blog cuz she is now five-teen. Her name though should be The Evil Vampixy Of The South. Yes Rachel, you are now from the South. I want to change my name to The Dark Vampyren Of The Dead Seas. Cuz that is what I am. But none of you people know what I am saying because you were not there.

Anyway, if anyof you have actually read all of this and do not find me complety mental then that means you are completly mental. Heck, you're mental if you just read all this, that or you have no life, or both. But as you can see I am both. So goodbye now. Merry Birthday rachel.

I love Beethoven, the man was genuis. Even more genius than Shakespeare, and that is saying alot. He was deaf and was still able to compose the worlds most amazing music. I don't like classicle music but Beethoven was genius. Just amazing. Beethoven was music. Plus he wrote pretty love letters.

My angel, my all, my self...
my thoughts go out to you,
my immortal beloved,
now and then joyfully, then sadly,
waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us
I can live only wholly with you or not at all...
Be calm... love me...today... yesterday
what tearful longings for you
you... my life... my all...
farewell
Oh continue to love
....
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

-L (Ludwig van Beethoven)

Wow, I havn't posted in forever. Here are lyrics to my newest favoritest song.

Words & Music by Leonard Cohen
As performed by Allison Crowe


I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
Well, it goes like this, the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Well, your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Well, baby, I've been here before.
I've seen this room, and I've walked this floor.
I used to live alone before I knew you.
But I've seen your flag on the marble arch,
And love is not a victory march,
It's a cold and it is a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Well, there was a time when you'd let me know
What's really going on below,
But now you never show that to me, do you?
But remember when I moved in you,
And the Holy Ghost was moving too,
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Well, maybe there is a God above,
But all that I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you.
It's not a cry that you hear at night,
And it is not somebody who has seen the light
It's a cold and it is a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah

Hallelujah

I love that song. 'Tis awesome.

The rest is silence.

-Izzy

This is one of my favorite songs, I just love this girl, she's so awesome. I also like her other song "Storys" But I like this one better especially the cello version. Anya is in love with Draco.

"Oh my God Anya, I killed your boyfriend!!"

"Voldemort's gonna eat you!" *Screams*

"I don't don't think he's sexy!"

None of you guys are gonna get this, it's just a bunch of stuff we said that we thought was funny at the time...I still laugh.

Okee, Here is the awesome song.

Tragedy - Brandi Carlile

Sorry I'm only
Human you know me
Grown up oh no guess again

My days always
Dry up and blow away
Sometimes I could do that too
But make no mistake that

When you need a friend
You could count on anyone
But you know I'll defend
The tragedy that we knew as
The end

Progress, changing
Growing then giving up
Somehow we're never quite prepared
But I understand it

When you need a friend
You could count on anyone
But you know I'll defend
The tragedy that we knew as
The end


So taking you with me would be like
Taking all your money to the grave
It does no good to anyone especially
The one you're trying to save
But it's so hard not to save

When you need a friend
You could count on anyone
But you know I'll defend
The tragedy that we knew as
The end

The rest is silence.

-Izzy

I want to go back to Seattle. I miss it so much. It's so beautiful there, almost as beautiful as Gary...never mind.

I also miss Alina, I miss Auntie Irene's, I miss the ocean, I miss actually good coffee, I miss the beautiful whether, I miss the long walks, I miss Freddie's, I don't miss Burt and Leslie, I miss the big houses, I miss blackberries, I miss Seattle!!!

'Tis heaven on earth.

I need food. So I'm gonna go now. I will prolly post more tommorow.

The rest is silence.

-Izzy

I'm in love with chocolate. Especially dark chocolate...so good...

Chocolate icons.

It is so beautiful. loverly, loverly chocolate. Now I want cheescake.

The Rest Is Silence.

-Izzy

I'm always wondering,

I was just wondering,

I was just wondering,

I'm the one

Who is gone,

Who is gone.

 -Memories, Eisley.

I'm sick, I really hate being sick. Atleast I'm not throwing up. I could never be bulimic because I'm more scared of thworing up than I am of clowns. And I am very, scared of clowns.

"For never was a story of more woe...Than this of Juliet, and her Romeo."

That was one of Shakespears best,. But I still like Hamlet better. But nothing, I repeat, Nothing, compares to Rosencrantz And Guildenstern Are Dead. Sorry Rachel, I love Shakespeare to, but Rosencrantz And Guildenstern kick Hamlets butt. Although, Tom Stoppard stole the charecters in the play from Hamlet. And yes, I would be saying this even if Gary wasn't in the movie!! Gary is just made it six times better. Because the world doesn't know it yet but six, is actually more than ten.

You are all so deceased!!

Mwahahahahahahaha!

Good-bye.

The rest Is Silence. (<-- Hamlet, told you Shakespeare was awesome.)

 -Izzy

I'm really bored so I will just post a ton of icons from my vavorite movies....cuz I'm bored....I allready said that.

Brom is dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*SOBS* SO IS SIRIUS!!!!!!!! *MORE UNCONTOLABLE SOBBING*

Okay I'm better now.

Signs.Pirates Of The CarribeanBeauty And The BeastSweet Home AlabamaA Walk To RememberCharlie And The Chocolate FactoryI love making fun of this movie! "Tis sad...cedric is dead.How To Lose A Guy In Ten DaysMoulin RougeThe Phantom Of The Opera

The Rest Is Silence.

~Izzy

This is a poem that my sister wrote, she is the coolest person in the whole fricken' world! I despise the rest of my family but I love Anya, she's so awesome. And amazingly talented. Okay here is the poem.

This is my December

My winter in the spring

My world of shallow things

And I will wait for you forever

And if you never come

I'll lie here all alone

In my December

My haunted solitary

I was never ordinary

I hide in here unknown

Can we stay in here

My cold and heartless friend

I never did want to be one of them

Here in my December

My darkness in the light

My world away from life

I would stay with you forever

Though I know you'll never come

I'll die in here alone

In my December

If you ever want to find me

You know where I'll be

I've been here all along

- Anya.

Isn't it great? She is so cool. I love her, I love you Anya! Your awesome. Okay, I have to go.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Izzy

So here is a poem or song or somthing that I wrote.

My Letter To Yester-Year

A Letter to Yester-Year

I thank you for the love

And I hate you for the fear

And I remember it all.

I had pain and I sorrows,

I had love and happiness

I was waiting for tommorow

But tomorrow never came.

So the good went by too fast

And the wrong much too slowly.

When I needed time to last

It left me far to fast.

The seconds turned to hours

And the days into weeks,

Soon months were gone in small hours

My year was at it's peek.

January, our time was fun,

The memorys we shared.

February, so full of love

And gladness filled the air.

March, why did you last?

You were full of pain and tears.

April, goes by too fast

Yet you seemed so long this year.

May, I have nothing to say

I didn't like you that much.

June, you were beautiful

Yet caused me so much pain.

July, was the start of hurt

You made me feel so lost.

August, didn't leave much hope

So little for such a cost.

September, so wrong in many ways,

So full of misery and of pain.

And cold October, so short in days

My favorite time I have to say.

November, though cold, I loved you so

So dark and beautifuly grey.

How is it now December? My time went so fast,

When all I wanted was for it to last.

Thus ends my tale of every month

My love, hope, pain, and fear.

Thus ends it all that lasted so long,

My Letter to Yester-Year.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Izzy

I am so freakin' hungry I will eat a shoe. Starving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mmmmmm....Papa Murphy's, best pizza in the world you know. I wonder if you would die if you ate paper. There are people who eat mud, seriously.  Need...FOOD! I'll stop now. Can you peoples tell me the truth? Please,  please tell the truth.  Do you guys think I am rude? Cuz alot of people say I'm really really rude. But mostly, I just say what I think. I guess I can see how I'm rude. But Raquel loves me cuz I'm rude. Thank you Raquel! I miss my Raquel, she abandoned me, and on my birthday too. *SOBS* Okay I'm better now. I have to go, talk to all you weebles later!

By the way, you guys should listen to Misty Edwards. She is the best singer/songwriter/worship leader ever!

The Rest Is Silence.

~Izzy

Here are some random pics I took on my birthday. I look like crap but who cares.

Awww, That one messed up, you can't see my beautiful guitar. His name is Blake. This is me and one of my bestest friends Lauren. Isn't she so pretty?

Yeah, and that's just me, I look weird.

Oh yeah, I am so bringing sexy back! Hahaha....sorry. Justin Timberlake is on crack, sexy never left, he's just strange. I look so weird in those pics.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

 Sorry I havn't posted in so long. My birthday was good. Expt I pierced my ears and now one of them hurts really bad. Here is a song I wrote. Now all you people can stop yelling at me because I finally wrote a semi-happy song.

Our Anthom (Beautiful Love.)

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

Oh, it feels so grand

My heart in my hands

Your love washing over me( Over me, over me, over me....)

And oh, it has begun

We know that we have won

Your grace is inside of me (Inside of me...)

I'll blare the music,

I know that my Lord reigns!

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

Oh, I am in love

Your grace is enough

For all of me (All of me, all of me, all of me...)

Oh, it feels so grand

My heart in my hands

Your love washing over me( Over me...)

I'll blare the music,

I know that my Lord reigns!

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

So beautiful, beautiful.

So wonderful, wonderful.

Indescribable, We sing

We sing!

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

Oh what a beautiful love

How it falls from so far above

Our anthom rises above the clouds

Letting the world know our love is loud.

I am so bored. My birthday is in two days. Anya, Abby, and my dad are all gone. They left me. They will be gone on my birthday...how rude. They don't love me. Well..Anya loves me. I am hungry. I think I will eat...mmmm...food. I am going to post lyrics on here.

Beauty From Pain - Superchick.

The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive
But I feel like I've died

And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I wonder why God let me walk through this place

And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how You've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

Here and I am at the end of me (at the end of me)
Trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to your promise there will be a dawn

The Rest Silence.

~Root

My life was full of misery

And you're still mean to me.

And though I've taken my last breath

Now you're ruining my death.

Don't throw that book at me,  don't throw that book at me, don't throw that book at me, Ginny.

Don't throw that book at me,  don't throw that book at me, don't throw that book at me, Ginny. I ran out of air!

- Don't Throw that book, The Moaning Myrtles.

Ha, that song is funny. Don't worry, your not supposed to get it unless you have read the book. Yay. My birthday is in six days. I dyed my hair, it is a dark chesnut color. I love it. I will post a pic on here soon but I don't have time right now. Well, I have to go, just wanted to update and let you guys know that I'm not dead. At least...not yet. Mwahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (<- Evil machincal laughter.)

Okee, I have to go. Good-bye, forever. For tomorrow I shall be murdered in my sisters room. By my sister, cuz I was in her room. Haha! She prolly would kill me if I went in her room....

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Here is one of the bestest song from one of the bestest movies ever! Hitchhikers Guide is awesome. This song doesn't really make any sence. That is why it is awesome. Of course, it is sung by dolphins. Poor humans, they never saw it coming.

So long and thanks for all the fish
So sad that it should come to this
We tried to warn you all but oh dear?

You may not share our intellect
Which might explain your disrespect
For all the natural wonders that
grow around you

So long, so long and thanks
for all the fish

The world's about to be destroyed
There's no point getting all annoyed
Lie back and let the planet dissolve

Despite those nets of tuna fleets
We thought that most of you were sweet
Especially tiny tots and your
pregnant women

So long, so long, so long, so long, so long
So long, so long, so long, so long, so long

So long, so long and thanks
for all the fish

(yeah)

So long and thanks for all the fish
So sad that it should come to this
We tried to warn you all but oh dear?

(oh dear)

Despite those nets of tuna fleets
We thought that most of you were sweet
Especially tiny tots and your
pregnant women

So long, so long, so long, so long, so long
So long, so long, so long, so long, so long

So long, so long and thanks
for all the fish

- So Long And Thanks For All The Fish, Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

I did a terrible thing, I dissapointed my friend when she needed me the most. I hurt her in so many ways without even knowing it. If you are reading this, please forgive me.

If There Is Time To Say I'm Sorry

I never knew that I had hurt you,

I was blinded by my own pain

Distracted by my selfishness

Drowning in my own ways.

If I could turn back time I would

If I could do it over again

I'm so sorry for being so stupid

I promise never to again.

I was heartless and I was cruel

You were my only true friend

I took you for granted and left you to die

I hope this will change in the end.

I hurt myself when I hurt you

How could I be so wrong?

To make little of such a preciouse thing

And now I fear we're done.

The last thing I want is to never see you

I can't just let you go

The bestest friend i could ever have

Through my all my highs and lows.

I'm sorry for not being there

When you needed me the most

I'm sorry for being like everyone else

When you needed me to be differant.

If you could find it in you heart to forgive

I'll thank God for such a blessing

I couldn't stand to lose me one true friend

If you could find your way to the clearing.

This has not been my week. I will never baby-sit again. It will take me an hour to type it all up to explane so I'm not gonna. Actually I will baby-sit just not for one peticular person. I will post lyrics because they are awesome. Sorry if I allready posted these ones on here, I just love this song! I want their c.d for my birth-day. 16 days!

"Boston"

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Boston... where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.

 - Boston, Augustana.

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make His way home

- Joan Osbourne, What if God Was One of Us.

Okay, stoll this tag from my sister. You have to answer who you would want to be best friends with, want to marry, and my favorite..want to push off a cliff! Okay.

Grey's Anatomy - bestest most awesome and annoying show ever.

Best Friend - Kally O'mally. huh, now that she married Gorge her name is stupid sounding.

Marry - Alex Kerev (Duh!)

Push off a cliff - Marrideth Grey (Ha, the main person.)

Pirates of the Carribean - eh...

Best Friend - uhm, none of them? No, that's cheating. I guess, The commidor, but only after he's a drunk pirate!

Marry - I don't even have to say it. Jack Sparrow! Actually prolly Will, because I would not want to marry a guy with Jack Sparrows character.

Push off a cliff - Duh, the main girl. I hate Kiera Knightly.

E.R - I love this show.

Best Friend - Abby Lockheart, or Lucian, Lucian is so cool.

Marry - Ray! I don't remember his last name.

Push off a cliff - Benton, oh wait, he's dead. Uhm, Sam. I hate her.

Harry Potter - Chicken....shoes.

Best Friend - Cedric? Or Lupin, or James, because they were both awesome, even though James is dead, and Lupin is a werewolf...well..Cedric is dead to. That makes me sad. I geuss since the other two are dead, Lupin.

Marry - Well, you all know that, Sirius Black! Gary! I love Gary!

Push off a cliff - Ginny, I hate her. slutty Poohead, oops, did I say that outloud? lol.

Heros - I don't know any of these peopels last name.

Best Friend - The little kid, Micah.

Marry - Zach

Push off a cliff - Nicki, gag me.

I am taggin everyone who reads this.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

A rose is but a sign for love, yet it should mean that our love will allways die. For though a rose has beauty rare in the time of it's youth, lasts for but a few moments. And then is gone. Shamed by those who loved it most. A rose, is but a sign for love. - Me.

One of the coolest bands in the world is Eisley. They are so cool. I put their music video on my blog. You guys should watch it cuz it's awesome. A little strange, but that's why I like it. Yay, random quote time!

"To lose one parent may be regarded as a misfortune; to lose both looks like carelessness." - Oscar Wilde.

"I have nothing to declare except my genuis."  - Oscar Wilde.

"Rosencrantz: Do you think death could possibly be a boat?
Guildenstern: No, no, no...Death is...not. Death isn't. You take my meaning. Death is the ultimate negative. Not-being. You can't not-be on a boat.
Rosencrantz: I've frequently not been on boats.
Guildenstern: No, no, no - what you've been is not on boats. - Tom Stoppard, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead.

"If Beethoven had been killed in a plane crash at the age of 22, it would have changed the history of music... and of aviation." - Tom Stoppard

Th Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Here is a good song. Me likes it. Barlow Girl is awesome. 24 days! I desided since Abby, and Hannah, and Lauren have that stupid "Johnny Appreciation Day" I will have a Gary Appreciation Day, because he deserves one way more than Johnny. (But Johnny does deserve one!) Okay, song, by Barlow Girl.

Why, why are You still here with me
Didn't You see what I've done?
In my shame I want to run and hide myself
But it's here I see the truth
I don't deserve You

But I need You to love me, and I
I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me

I, I have wasted so much time
Pushing You away from me
I just never saw how You could cherish me
'Cause You're a God who has all things
And still You want me

But I need You to love me, and I
I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me

Your love makes me forget what I have been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what I have been

But I need You to love me, and I
I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me

- I Need You to Love Me, Barlow Girl.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Here is a song I wrote. I hope you guys like it. Tell me what you think.

Hold On

Because my wings are broken...

And I've forgotten how to fly.

I am drowning in my own tears,

No one can tell me why.

So I cry a silent cry

Hoping some one will finally hear.

But till that person comes

I'll be consumed by my childish fears.

CHORUS:

So hold on

Don't let your dreams go so fast

Hold on

Soon the danger will be in the past

Hold on

He hears you crying, so please just,

Hold on.

Silent in my dreams

He hears my every plee.

I was the reason for his suffering

Somehow he forgave me.

I thought it was over

I had no hope

In this world so cold

But I learned to cope.

CHORUS:

So hold on

Don't let your dreams go so fast

Hold on

Soon the danger will be in the past

Hold on

He hears you crying, so please just,

Hold on.

BRIDGE:

As I fall to my knees

Begging Him to please,

Hear my final cry in this life.

The fear inside my dreams

Was silenced by my screams

I feel Him now in my life.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just to real

There's just to much that time can not erase.

When you'c cry I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

And you still had hold of me.

- My Immortal, Evanesence.

'Tis true, people who think pink is the new black are mental. Me thinks I shall write another poem. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE EVIL CHICKEN DEMONS FROM HELL ARE ATTACKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

"A datless bargain to engossing Death. Come, bitter conduct, come unsavoury guide, thou desperate pilot now at once run on the dashing rocks thy seasick weary bark. Her's to my love! O true apothecary, thy drugs are quick. Thus with a kiss I die." - Romeo.

Poor Romeo.....I love Shakspeare, he was one of the greatest people to walk this earth. The man was a genius. I want to watch Moulin Rouge again, I havn't seen it in forever. I love that movie, great music, great acting, great story. One of the best movies ever made. My two favorites, Moulin Rouge, and Immortal Beloved. Awww, Gary. Sorry, I am in a very weird random mood. My mom is back from Chicago. Worship went great! It wasn't weird at all, I got up there expecting to freak out, but it was so great. I was just thinking, "Okay God, this is about you, no one else." And I was fine. I have to go. Good-bye all my Weebles!

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

She said I think I'll go to Boston

I think I'll start a new life

And I think I'll start it over

Where no one knows my name.

Yeah, Boston, where no one knows my name.

~Boston, Augustana.

Seven ramdom things about me. And..... Happy Birthday Faith! That was weird.

1. My favorite acter is Gary Oldman. Oh wait, you guys all know that!

2. I dance and sing in the shower (Cuz I am awesome.)

3. I hate kool aid

4. I hate Christian Bale

5. Most of the songs and storys I write are based on dreams I had.

6. I like the Lord of the Rings, and the Harry Potter books and movies but I am NOT obsessed. And I get really annoyed at people who do obsess over them.

7. When I'm nervous, mad, scared, or upset, I gritt my teeth together.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

So something happened a few days ago. Something that I'm not really comfortable talking about. I just figured out somthing that I kind of wish I hadn't. But it doesn't matter. I wrote a song.

Because in the end it's just me

Trying to be what I used to be

I was broken before you came

I survived without your chivalry.

What if the world just stopped turning one day? What if we all just slowed down to look to the sky, What would we see? Some would see all their triumphs in life, others would see their pain. Some would see those who they love, others, those who they hate. But it would all add up to one thing. The end. Those two words are some of the most feared words on this earth. Whether it the end to a story, or a chapter, or a movie, or a song, or a life. No one is ever truly satisfied with the end. So novelists try to come up with mysterious endings, screen writers with dramatic ones ones, and song writers with romantic ones. But what kind of ending do you come up with, when the ending is of a life? How do you make that better? By convincing ourselfs that it was time, or by blaming someone for it, Or really anything we can come up with. The truth is that we are all writers of our own story. So when there is an end that no one expects, those who are left behind must finish it up. I'm not saying we are God and are completly in controle of our lifes. But I'm saying that the book, or song, or movie, all ends up being how the writer wrote it. So It is our choice in how our story goes. So the impression we leave on people during the story, all adds up to how they pick to end it. Do you want to end the movie as a hero...or as a villain? It's our choice. We write our own story.

Think about that the next time you are faced with something.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

My mom is leaving for Chicago tomorrow. She just desided yesterday. She'll be gone for ten days. I pity my dad, he will have to put up with all of us for ten days. Mwahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

I will post lyrics on here. I know how to play this song(Imaginary), and a Michelle Branch song that I just forgot what it's called, and the song Kindness on my guitar. I love Anya, but she's stupid. She let me buy her electric guitar that has nothing wrong with it for $25. Okay, here are the lyrics.

 linger in the doorway
An alarm clock screaming-
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they’re falling tell a story

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
- Imaginary, Evanesence.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Were gonna

Shout louder, louder

Till the walls come down

Cuz we've allready won

And they don't have a chance.

Yeah we've allready won

So they don't stand a chance.

- We Have Won, David Crowder Band.

So my dad is going to this thing in Kentucky on my birth-day so he is missing my thirteenth birth-day. Because of that he said he would take me to a concert. So we looked on google for either

Toby Mac, Barlow Girl, Jeremy Camp, David Crowder band, or Skillet concerts in texas. We found this thing in Bells, Texas called the Collide Festival. It's a three day event with over 40 bands, some of which are...Toby Mac, Barlow Girl, Jeremy Camp, David Crowder band, Skillet, Bethany Dillan, Thousand Foot Crutch, Downhere, the Afters, Jars of clay, and a bunch of others. Plus it's only 45 minutes outside of where my cousin lives so if we can stay with her we won't have to pay for a hotel so we will have enough to pay for her to come. Yes! It is going to be so awesome! I hate day two. For all the guys reading this, (Those two of you) You are all going to hate me for talking about this. So yesterday I started my "Girl Problems" When I had to babysit all day on day one and two. Guys are so lucky. All they get are kidney stones and thats not even garantied. I have to go cuz my dad is kicking me off the 'puter.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

So the world hates you,

What else is new?

Well, I still get to sing on the worship team. But so much for me being in charge. Mrs. Keller gave all the responsibilitys she had promised me to Anya, because she's older, and has sung on the worship team. I couldn't even say anything about it. I should have known they would never let me lead, cuz I'm "Too young". A song, I wrote it. Imagine that.

Undone,

That's what they call me.

Unraveled

That's what is I am.

Unloved

Is how I feel,

But all they see is an empty hand.

But I don't see them

I don't hear them,

Cuz who needs them,

When they're broken.

(Chorus:)

Becoming full

I am so numb

The fire of the Lord consumes me

The love inside relieves me.

Becoming healed

My scars are gone

You are my savior when I'm broken

And I will be yours.

Repared

Is how He makes me feel each morning.

Relieved

From my stains of this world.

Replinished

Is my heart when He is done.

Yeah I don't see them

I don't hear them,

I don't need them,

When they're broken.

(Chorus:)

Becoming full

I am so numb

The fire of the Lord consumes me

The love inside relieves me.

Becoming healed

My scars are gone

You are my savior when I'm broken

And I will be yours.

(Bridge:)

Fire,

Consume me

Fill me again.

Fire,

Undoe me

Heal me again.

2x

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

- Paper Flowers, Evanesence.

Oh my gosh, somthing so cool happened today! So I went to youth for like the first time in two months(Because I was gone on vacation). So there has been somany changes at the youth that Mrs. Keller was everyone ask all there questions about what was going to happen with our church. SO finally I was like, "Mrs. Keller, are we ever going to start doing worship again?" And she said.

"Izzy, I have been waiting for you to ask that qeustion for months. You get to be in charch of worship and you and Anya can lead worship and sing, and Eric can play guitar, and either Lauri or Abby can play piano. But you are going to have to get Anya and Abby to come back to youth."(Since they left last summer). 

I came home and told them I thought they were going to scream at me and say they would never come back to youth again. I am so glad I was wrong. I never knew they would be so exited about it all, especially Anya. So I for once in my life am extremely proud of myself because I have maneged to in one day, Get my two sisters to come back to youth, Start worship for the youth all over again, and actually found a way for me two be on a worship team. I need to set up lunch with Mrs. Keller now so that I can work out everything with her. I really get to sing on the worship team and be incharge of starting it all up again. I'm so exited! Please pray for and the youth group that everything goes well.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

We fall, we cry.

We live, we die.

We hate, we love.

He sees, he knows.

Broken hearts of this world, pick yourself up for the last time....for the King is come. Time to love.

I don't have that much to say. I am ashamed to say that I read my bible for the first time in over two months today. I have had sorrows and hurts in my life and each time I just blamed God even when it was my own fault. I kept telling myself that I didn't need Him and I would get through it all on my own. But you don't, you don't get through it on your own. Sure, there may be a lull in the rain. But soon it will start pouring again and we will be back where we started. So you will feel hurt, you will feel so much pain. And you are going to be misserable for along time and your gonna think that it's all over and just want to give up. But don't, just hold on a little longer, just give Him a chance. Listen or you will never hear. We can't see if we won't open our eyes. So your life is going to unravel, and you will have three choices. Give up, do it yourself, or pray. If you give up then the truth is there really is no hope left in the world, if you say you can do it yourself than you will just end up giving up in the end anyway. So that leaves number three. Just trust me, it works. Here are some lyrics by Barlow Girl.

broken heart
one more time
pick yourself up
why even cry
broken pieces in your hands
wonder how you'll make it whole

CHORUS:
you know
you pray
this cant be the way
you cry
you say
somethings gotta change
and mend this porcelain heart of mine
of mine....

someone said
a broken heart
would sting at first then make you stronger
you wonder why this pain remains
were hearts made whole just to break

CHORUS:

Creator only you take brokeness
and create it into beauty once again

Chorus:
you know
you pray
this cant be the way
you cry
you say
somethings gotta change

you know
you pray
this cant be the way
you cry
you say
somethings gotta change
and mend this porcelain heart
of mine...

The Rest Is SIlence.

~Root

I really can't believe that it is snowing in Texas, it's to weird. I think that all the world really is a stage. Shakspeare was right and we didn't listen. We are like all just living in this dream world and none of it is real man! No just kidding, I just wanted to say somthing like that cuz I'm hyper so I want to say somthing and I have nothing to say. I have somthing to say.

Why can't our world get over itself!? Gosh, it's like we think we're gods or somthing! We all go around pouting and moping about how terrible our life is, when there are people who get so exited at the tinyest scrap of food because they havn't eaten in weeks. And I finally can admit that I think I am the worst of anyone else on this planet. I go around talking about how terrible my life is and moping and blaming everybody else in the world for all my problems when I just need to wake up and exept the truth....

I do not rule the world, and people are sick of hearing me whine.

So please, if me, the biggest hipocrite on the planet can finally admit it, then you can to. The truth is people need our help out there and we just pass them by. God is counting on us to share His word and we still wont do it after all He's done for us. I am ashamed to say how many times I have past up a chance to tell someone about Jesus. And to think I want to be a missionary? When even now I can't get the courage to say that there is a God. Next time you talk to someone that you know isn't a christian and you have a chance to tell them about our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, don't let it pass you by. Because we only live once..once. Is it so hard to say that someone loves you? If we fall He will pick us up, if we only ask. Here is a song I wrote.

Fall On Jesus

Like the Rain

Like the snow

Like your pain

I fall so long

Can you hear me, hear me, hear me?

Can you see me, see me, see me?

I'm falling, falling, falling

Falling on You Lord,

Can You catch me?

I'm screaming, screaming, screaming

Screaming for You Lord,

Can You hear me?

Like your dreams

Like your heart

Nothing seams

So real at all

Can you hear me, hear me, hear me?

Can you see me, see me, see me?

I'm falling, falling, falling

Falling on You Lord,

Can You catch me?

I'm screaming, screaming, screaming

Screaming for You Lord,

Can You hear me?

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

1: I can't deside between Alina and Jessie. I miss them both!

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

I have nothing to say so I wil put the answers to my quiz thingy on here. Ya It's gonna freze over! The stores are crazy today. I can't believe it is this cold in Texas! Seahawks are winning by 3 points. They are so gonna win against the Bears!

What is my middle name?
     Elizabeth
2. What is my last initial?
  p
3. How many siblings do I have?
    6
4. What are my  siblings' names?(According to me.)
 Anya, Abby, Fate, Joshua, Alucard, Tia
5. Where does my family  live?
  Austin, Texas
6. Who are my two best friends?
They are all my best friends, I can't deside. Ha! I tricked you all!

7. What month is my birthday in?
March
8. How old is my older brother?
I don't have one

9. How old is my youngest brother?
 6
    10. What college do I want to go to?
University of Texas, Longhorns baby!

11. Who is Gary?
 All of them
12. What is my favorite color?
 Green
13. What is my favorite of these CDs?
    The Fray's, How to Save a Life

14. What animal do I most want to have?
 Vampire

15. What's my favorite drink?
 Izze sodas Cuz there the best! I think you can only get them at starbucks.
16. What's my favorite food?
    Tacos, my first spanish word
17. Favorite snack?
 Chocolate, duh! Whoever didn't guess that is high.
 18. What am I allergic to?
Nothing

19. What don't I like?
All of those...
20. (LAST ONE!)What year was I born in?
All of them, Mwahahahahahaha! No, 1994

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

I'm feelling in a gothic mood, so I got a bunch of dark cool Icons. I don't like texas whether, but we have the best thunderstorms. It has rained two inches here. And it's going to freeze over tonight. Awesome! I love dark, rainy, cloudy days. I love lightning, it is so cool. I have a strange obsession with snow and graveyards, and rain and lightning. I don't like graveyards cuz of the dead people, just cuz they're cool. I guess I should put the answers to my questions on here. But I don't have time right now so I will tomorrow. Here is a poem I wrote.

Only Him.

Don't try to fix me

When I'm not broken.

Don't try to change me

When I don't want to be perfect.

Don't try to love me

When I don't love you.

Don't try to protect me

When I don't want you.

I don't need you

Because I have Him

Because of that

I now can live.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

I stole this idea from LearnMyLingo. I want to see how much people know about me. No cheating or I will get my sister to suck your blood. She prolly wont cuz she hates the sight of blood. But still....Death will come to those who cheat!  Rachel and Emily if you get one wrong I will never speak to you agai! Untill next tuesday. I hate Curtis.

What is my middle name?
    [ ] Elizabeth
    [ ] Izzy  

 [ ] Mary

    [ ] Marie
2. What is my last initial?
    [ ] v
    [ ] w
    [ ] p
    [ ] b

3. How many siblings do I have?
    [ ] 6
    [ ] 8
    [ ] 2
    [ ] 7

4. What are my  siblings' names?(According to me.)
    [ ] Hannah, Abbie, Faith, Joshua, Luke Victoria
    [ ] Ana, Crabbie,  Fitch, Sir Juggular, Alucard, Tootles.

   [ ] Anya, Abby, Fate, Joshua, Darcula, Tia
    [ ] All those weird people who clame to be related to me.

5. Where does my family  live?
    [ ] Seattle, Washington
    [ ] Des Moines, Washington   

[ ] Austin, Texas
    [ ] Dallas, texas

6. Who are my two best friends?
    [ ] Rebecca and Jessie

    [ ] Jessie and Emily
    [ ] Emily and Rachel
    [ ] Rachel and Rebecca

7. What month is my birthday in?
    [ ] July
    [ ] September
    [ ] October
    [ ] March

8. How old is my older brother?
    [ ] 18
    [ ] 19
    [ ] 20
    [ ] I don't have one

9. How old is my youngest brother?
    [ ] 6
    [ ] 7
    [ ] 8
    [ ] 10

10. What college do I want to go to?
    [ ] Texas State Universtity(Ut)

    [ ] University of Washington(Huskys)
    [ ] Washington State University(Wazzu)
    [ ] Texas A&M (Aggies)

11. Who is Gary?
    [ ] The man I am going to marry

    [ ] Not curtis
    [ ] A movie star

    [ ] All of them

12. What is my favorite color?
    [ ] Orange
    [ ] Purple
    [ ] Blue
    [ ] Green

13. What is my favorite of these CDs?
    [ ] Augustana's, All the Stars and Bulivards

 [ ] David Crowders, Sunsets and Sushi
    [ ] The Fray's, How to Save a Life

    [ ] Chris Tomlin's, See the Morning

14. What animal do I most want to have?
    [ ] Dog
    [ ] Cat
    [ ] Vampire

    [ ] Horse

15. What's my favorite drink?
    [ ] Mountain Dew
    [ ] Dr. Pepper
    [ ] Coca Cola
    [ ] Izze sodas

16. What's my favorite food?
    [ ] Tacos
    [ ] Lasagna
    [ ] Cheese Dip!

    [ ] Pizza

17. Favorite snack?
    [ ] String cheese
    [ ] Chocolate
    [ ] Pickles
    [ ] Pretzels

18. What am I allergic to?
    [ ] Tree nuts
    [ ] Oil-based dressings
    [ ] Sesame seeds
    [ ] Nothing

19. What don't I like?
    [ ] Country music
    [ ] Heavy metal screaming music
    [ ] Polka music
    [ ] All of those...

20. (LAST ONE!)What year was I born in?
    [ ] 1993
    [ ] 1994
    [ ] 1992
    [ ] All of 'em! Hahaha!

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

I did have pics on here but they made my blog lode really slow so I took em off. I don't want poeple to look at me anyway, it would scare them. Lyrics!

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

- Total Eclispe of the Heart, Bonnie Tyler.

You know

You pray

This can't be the way

You cry

Your say

Somthings got to change

And mend this porcelain heart of mine

- Porcelain Heart, Barlow Girl.

It's like I can't breath

It's like I can't see anything

Nothin' but you,

I'm addicted to you.

It's like I can't speak

Without you interupting me

In my thoughts

In my dreams

Your taking over me

- Addicted, Kelly Clarkson.

This is what it means to be held

How it feals when the

Sacred is torn from your life

And you survive

This is what it is to be loved

And to know that the

Promise was when everything fell

We'd be held

- Held, Natalie Grant.

I am going to go away now because my sister is kicking me off the computer. Good-bye world! Or...Internet.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Yay random quotes plus $200.00 dollars every month. Life is good.

Life is a war. Some battles may be won...some lost. But none shall fail till death and somtimes ,even death will wait - Me.

Rain Drops keep falling on my head, but that dosn't mean that I am dead. - Regina Spektor

The rest is silence - William Shakespeare. (My personal favorite)

But a life without love is no life at all - Moulin Rouge

Of all the words of tongue and pen, the saddest of those are "What might have been." - Icon

I'm going to be getting $200.00 every month because of a babysitting job I'm taking so I will be able to go to Seattle, Saltillo Mexico, and Irland. I was going to go to allthose places this year and next year but I didn't know if I would have been able to cuz I didn't have enough mony. But now I will! Yay!

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

What is your favorite color? Green, and black. Oh and falerple of course.

What is your favorite X-Box game? Dance Dance Revalution, Because it's fun to look like an idiot.

What is your favorite Playstation 2 game? I don't feel like telling you, in other words..I don't have one. 

What is your favorite food? Uhmmm....grapefruit. I guess...I don't know.

What is in your freezer right now?You don't want to know.

Who is your favorite actor(s)? Gary Oldman(Duh), Keanu Reeves, Denzel Washington, and Gerard Butler.

Who is your favorite actress('s)? Nichole Kidman, Kate Beckinsale, Reese Witherspoon.

If you could make one existing book or movie real, what would that be? Moulin Rouge.

Who is your favorite superhero? Batman, none of the other ones even count!

Who is your favorite villain? Dracula, He is the most evil person ever. You have to be evil if you suck peoples blood.

What is your favorite movie? And Immortal Beloved, Rosencrantz And Guildenstern Are Dead, A Walk To Remember, The Phantom Of The Opera, and Moulin Rouge.

What is your favorite book? Wuthering Heights, Dracula, The Picture Of Dorian Grey, A Walk To Remember.

What is your favorite card game? The one where you get to hit people. That one is fun. 

It is 2007. Yay! Everyone who hasn't seen Lady In The Water needs to see it. Rachel and Emily this means you! I know, I am obsesing way to much over this movie. But it's awesome. Emily, your crazy cuz you think it looks stupid. Henry's gonna get you. The little kid in that movie is freakishly smart in every movie he's in!  2007. That means Jesus has been atempting to change the world for over 2,000 years and none of us will hear him. Our world is slowly dying and no one cares. We are breathing poison. Anyhoo, Sparklers are mans greatest achievment. We caught our grass on fire with sparklers. Haha! Fun! This site sucks because I can't put icons on here anymore. Grrrr! I posted the fourth chapter to my story on my LiveJournal. I will go now.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Here are some John Mayer lyrics, I love this song it's so awesome.

"Daughters"

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too [x3]
- John Mayer

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

These are some awesome pics from Moulin Rouge. I love this movie!

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Stand in the rain, stand your ground stand up when it's all crashing down. Stand through the pain, you won't drown and somday whats lost will be found. So stand in the rain. - Stand In The Rain, Superchick.

Superchick does a version of Love Is A Battlefeild. It's awesome.I desided to stop posting my poetry and songs on here and I'll post them on my livejournal instead. I'm writing the rest to my story because Rachel is making me so I'll be puting it on my livejounal. I only got three chapters into it. I allready know how I'll end it I just have to think of everything in between. And for all those people who don't like sad depressing tragedys, don't read it. I was going to by Hamlet yeterday but I didn't. Good thing to cause when I got home I found the copy I had of it that I had lost two years ago. I didn't get a hippopotomus for christmas. 'Tis sad. I want to see Happy Feet. Evil Emily and Rachel. They saw while I was in Seattle. Ha! But you two still havn't seen The Prestige, so Ha! It was stupid anyway. I hate Christian Bale. Lets see for christmas I got... a martini galss, a margarita glass, a other glass that I don't know what it is but it's cool, a poetry book, a journal, a hard-back copy of Wuthering Heights, and chocolate!! The only books I still have to by now are, The Picture Of Dorian Gray, and Dracula. No wiat, I already have Dracula. So, The Picture Of Dorian Gray is the only one I have to get. Okay I am prolly boring all of you to death so I will go now.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

This song is so cool. It is so real and people need to relise that stuff like this happens everyday and we can stop it but we just sit back and say it's not our fault, they can deal with it them selfs. We need to step up, we say were christians but we don'ty act like it. I'm not judging anyone cuz I'm the worst about that. In fact there is a boy at our church who annoys me, he gets made fun of all the time cuz he's short and behind in school. Now I could stand up for him when I know he's right. But instead I'm a cowared and I go along with it because it makes me look cool. How sick is that? What if next sunday he came back to church with a gun and shot someone or himself? And I could have stopped that but I chose not to. What would happen then and whos fault would it be? It's our job to do what others won't. And it's time for us to take responsability. Read the lyrics to this song. And then decide what you'll do next time you get stuck with that choice.

HERO By: Superchick
No one sits with him, he doesn’t fit in,
But we feel like we do when we make fun of him,
'Cause you want to belong, do you go along?
'Cause his pain is the price paid for you to belong
It’s not like you hate him or want him to die,
But maybe he goes home and thinks suicide,
Or he comes back to school with a gun at his side,
Any kindness from you might have saved his life...

TAG: Heroes are made when you make a choice...
CHORUS:
You could be a hero,
Heroes do what’s right,
You could be a hero,
You might save a life,
You could be a hero, you could join the fight,
For what’s right, for what’s right, for what’s right...

No one talks to her, she feels so alone,
She’s in too much pain to survive on her own,
The hurt she can’t handle overflows to a knife,
She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life,
Each day she goes on is a day that she’s brave,
Fighting the lie that giving up is the way,
Each moment of courage her own life she saves,
When she throws the pills out a hero is made...

TAG/CHORUS

No one talks to him about how he lives,
He thinks that the choices he makes are just his,
Doesn’t know he’s a leader with the way he behaves,
And others will follow the choices he’s made,
He lives on the edge, he’s old enough to decide,
His brother who wants to be him is just nine,
He can do what he wants because it’s his right,
The choices he makes change a nine-year-old's life...

TAG/CHORUS

BRIDGE:
Little Mikey D was the one in class
Who every day got brutally harassed,
This went on for years until he decided
That never again would he shed another tear,
So he walked through the door,
Grabbed the .44 out of his father’s dresser drawer,
And said, "I can’t take life no more!"
And like that, life can be lost,
But this ain’t even about that,
All of us just sat back and watched it happen,
Thinkin', "It’s not my responsibility
To solve a problem that isn’t even about me,"
This is our problem,
This is just one of them daily scenarios
In which we choose to close our eyes,
Instead of doing the right thing,
If we make a choice
To be the voice
For those who won’t speak up for themselves,
How many lives would be saved, changed, rearranged?
Now it’s our time to pick a side,
So don’t keep walking by, not wanting to intervene,
'Cause you just wanna exist and never be seen,
So let’s wake up,
Change the world,
Our time is now...

Here is a link to my LiveJournal...http://saerwen33.livejournal.com/  (<- It's pronounsed like syren.)

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

This is a poem I wrote. Hope you like it. Happy christmas!

The Christmas Rose

He asked her what she wanted

He said what should I give you?

She said just a simple rose

And a note that says "I love you".

He said I'll give you more

The sun, the moon, the stars

She said the only thing I want

Is for you to give me your heart.

Was her love not enough from him?

Did he need somthing more?

On christmas morning it was a awful sight

When she opened the bedroom door.

She cried and screamed "Did you love her?

Or did you just hate me?"

His reply was nothing but silence

Then he said "I just wanted to be free."

She got in her car and pulled away from the house

She cursed at the heavens above

"Why do You hate me?" She cried

"When all I wanted was to be loved?"

She drove till she lost the road

And stopped at the end

On the side of the highway she fell in the snow

When all she needed was a friend.

She saw through the piercing darkness

A light that rose and rose

She looked by the side of her foot

And there lie a beautiful rose

With a note that said

"I love you, more than anybody knows.

I was your friend through the darkness,

My beatiful, lovley, Rose."

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

This is the sheet music to my second favorite christmas song. I finally was able to figure it out so now I can play it on the panano.

Merry christmas to the lost lambs of the world. Let Christs light fill you more than water. And His mercy be more precious than gold.

The Rest Is Silence/

~Root

Merry christmas, I guess. Not in the mood for lights, presents, or food. I allso wrote a song but it's at the bottom of the entry.  I will be posting a bunch of really cool pics of me and my sister later. But I don't have time tonight.

It's Over

 Is this all that we have left?

Is this what we've come to?

With my finale dying breath

My last prayer is for you

We used to be so good

We love each other so much

Why can't I be with you?

Is this the last of our love?

I thought we were ment to be

Together forever

I loved you

Is this just a dream

Or have I really

Lost you?

(Chorus:)

Broken and afraid

I die on my own

This used to be the place

Where I knew I was never alone

But you don't even care

Our love was ment to die

You filled my heart with fear

As I watched my life fly by.

2x

It's like a nightmare

And I'm trying to wake

Why can't I see that when your near

Your killing all our love

All I wanted was the truth

And you gave me a lie

I've wasted so much time on you

Now I wish that you would die.

Why couldn't I see?

That you were never for me

I hate you

Why won't you let me be?

So I can forget about you

I don't love you.

(Chorus:)

2x

Why can't I see?

It's over.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Yay! I'm not as stupid as I thunk. Hahahah! S

(<- Shakspeare.)

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas. And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results.

Hahaha! I'm like Shakspeare! I wanted to be like Beethoven but everyone agrees I'm more like Shakespeare. I want shoes.

This is a bunch of random quiz thingys that I took.

You Are 40% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

[url]http://www.blogthings.com/howevilareyouquiz/[/url]

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

Maroon 5 Shares Your Taste in Music

See their whole playlist here (iTunes required)

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

Your Bumper Sticker Should Be

Even if the voices aren't real - they've got some great ideas

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

My number one purpose in life: To stand out, stand strong, and stand for what I believe.

My new years resalution: To find love in a world of hate, and show hope to a broken congrigation.

The thing I want to change most of this world: The need to be number one.

What gives me the motivation for it all: The Allmighty, the Creator, the Savior, and my Hero, Jesus Christ.

The most sickening thing about this world is our rebelion from the one who gave us everything. Our desperation to be the best is twisted and is destroying lives. Jealousy has overcome us and we have just given up and let it take over. Have we any shame? Has our last speck of humility left us for good? Is there any hope for our lifes? These are the questions we ask our selfs everyday. But we say these and don't do any thing about them. Has anyone ever heard the saying "Don't cry over spilt milk."? We understand now that we need a savior and we've been given one. So why can't we just exept Him? It's because of our compulsive need to do it by our selfs. We wan't to be our own savior and we won't get anywhere with that atitude. The Proticle Son. We have all heard that story a million times in church or from a parent or even we just read it our selfs. But do you really get it?

There was a son who didn't care about his father or anyone exept himself. He asked his father for his money and went and wasted his life away. He was sure that his father would never take him back but he figured he would try any way. He said he would beg to be a servent or a slave. But when his father saw him coming home he rejoiced and exepted him back as his son and had a great feast.

Now consider this, this is a true story. There was a man who was the leader of a gang, He had killed many men and was on Death Row. He was in jail for nine years and wrote seven books about turning your life around. He had become a christian and died a new man. He is sitting in heaven with god now. This murderer, and this selfish selfseeking man. The Father forgave them both and exepted them again. So don't you think you he can forgive you? Here is a song I wrote, and I think it fits with what I'm trying to say. Just take the time to read the lyrics.

This is my two fav songs. They are so awsome, the lyrics are really good and you should read them. But it sounds so much better with music. Most of you guys have prolly heard these songs.

"How To Save A Life"

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

-The Fray

"Streetcorner Symphony"

It's morning
I wake up
The taste of summer sweetness on my mind
It's a clear day
In this city
Let's go dance under the street lights
All the people in this world
Let's come together
More than ever
I can feel it
Can you feel it

Come on over
Down to the corner
My sisters and my brothers of every different color
Can't you feel that sunshine telling you to hold tight
Things will be alright
Try to find a better life
Come on over
Down to the corner
My sisters and my brothers there for one another
Come on over
Man I know you wanna let yourself go

Some people
It's a pity
They go all their lives and never know
How to love or to let love go
But it's alright now
We'll make it through this somehow
And we'll paint the perfect picture
All the colors of this world will run together more than ever
I can feel it
Can you feel it

We may never find our reason to shine
But here and now this is our time
And I may never find the meaning of life
But for this moment I am fine
So

-Rob Thomas

Okay, everyones gonna hate me for posting this, I love christmas,but I despise Santa and all his retarded little elves!!! I hate Rudolf, and those huge infllatable things, I hate all of that!!! It's not real christmas, it's just an annoying fat guy in a suit. My mom never told me there was a Santa Clause, and everyones like "Oh, that's so sad, you must have no imagination!" I have a huge imagination and I thank my mom for never telling me there was  a Santa because I didn't want to be an eight year old who still didn't get why there just happen to be the same guy in a red suit everytime you turned the corner. People say that it's somthing kids should beleive in and that it's all for fun, but shouldn't we be focusing on Jesus this time of year. Why did Santa suddenly become the star? It's Christ's birthday, we should be thinking about him, not what Santa's gonna put in our stalkings this year. It's just so fake it makes me sick.

One more thing. Did you know that if you arrange the letters in Santa, you get Satan?

The Christmas Prayer

This sweet sweet Baby

The perfect Child

Do you know

what's in store for Your life?

Though loved for now

Your will be slain

Yet from the grave

You'll rise again

You'll heal the broken

You save the lost

Soon will be found

What now is lost

Your virgin mother

Could not even fathem

How this inocent Child

Was King of the Heavens

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

I hate this computer! I posted this really really long entry and then the computer freaked out and deleted it. so this is a really short version of the old entry. We came home so now we are in Texas. My dad suprized us by painting the house, buying new furniture, and getting us lots of cool presents. But he got them all for reall really cheep cuz he got them off of Craigs List. Seriously, he got a real leather couch that is prolly worth 2,000 dollars for 50 bucks. That is so cool. Plus he grew a goatee and mustache. Now I hate men with facial hair, but it looks really good on him. Also my dads twin brother stayed for  a week while we were gone, and my dad says he really thinks he's gonna become a christian. So please pray for him. And last but not least on wednesday we are going to Dallas to see my dads sister whom he hasn't seen since he was eight. Well here is a poem I wrote.

My Kind Of Rain

He's like an acid rain

From the midnight sky

He's a dusky haze

Just passing by

He's a thick dark fog

And I'll say again,

He's like an acid rain.

And as my days melt away to minutes

And my years into day

Everyone around me is changing

Yet I stay the same,

I don't know how to breath

Or how to talk

But when he's with me I sing

And I dance and I walk.

He's like a gift from God

I can't say his name

All you need to know is he's my kind of rain.

"Elvis has left the building!"

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

I'm leaving in a week. I'm really bored and don't really have that much to say exept that I'm really mad at this stupid computer cuz I had written a long  poem and was about to post it when the computer suddenly freaked out and deleted it and I'm running out of time so I can't write it all again and it makes me mad! Grrrrrrr! I wish I could raise one eyebrow. Tis' sad. I will go now.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

It snowed!!!! It snowed both sunday and monday, it snowed alot. It is so cool! I love the snow!!! The probability for us moving here is very high. Hey, that's a fun word.....probability.....cool. It's cold, it's like 26 degrees. But that's okay cuz I love the cold. Ha! In Texas it's in the 80's, and here it's below freezing.

I laugh at you Rachel and Emily. Mwhahahahahahahahah! (Me laughing at Rachel and Emily, cuz they're stuck in TX.) I have to go now, "I said good day!"

The Rest Is Silence

~Root

Here is another song i wrote. it makes no sence and there was no reason for me writing it and it doesn't have a meaning. So, yeah.

Blame Joe-or-Shut Up World-or-A Song To The Paris Hiltons-or-On The Tusday Of Next June In TellyTubby Land We'll All Drop Dead

I was down at the diner last night

The diner I go to every 31st of febuary

I heard some old guy tell his story

He said that we're all gonna die and that should blame Joe

Now I don't know who Joe is

But we might as well blame him like the old guys said

Or you never know

We might just wind up dead

So tell the world to shut up

And listen to they're life slip away

If we ever get them to care

That'll be the day

Just put down your books for once in your life

Watch the world turn

And eat some icecream it might save your life

Cuz nobody likes a Barbie

As of ten minutes ago

Nobody likes a Barbie

I'll scream till someone hears me

So you might as well listen now

Put your books down

And sit back and watch our world die

Orange is the new nine

Just like smelling is the new reading

I'm running out of time

So girls start eating

You don't have to starve yourself

To get some one to see you

And no one wants to see that much of you

So put more clothes on

People stop disgracing yourselfs

And stop destroying this world

Cuz I dont know who Joe is

So just stop blaming him

Just put down your books for once in your life

Watch the world turn

And eat some icecream it might save your life

Cuz nobody likes Barbie

As of ten minutes ago

Nobody likes a Barbie

I'll scream till someone hears me

So you might as well listen now

Put your books down

And sit back and watch are world die

Cuz on the tusday of next june

In TellyTubby land

We'll all drop dead

Comment me!!!!!!!!!!No one comments me anymore. I feel so unloved.

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root

Random lyrics time, yay. I love this time!

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somwhere along

in the bitterness

I would have stayed up

With you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Are lips can touch

And our cheeks can brush

Are lips can touch

Here

Sombody told me you had a boyfriend

That looked like a girlfriend

That I had in febuary

Of last year

I never knew

Never knew that all my life was falling through

That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue

To tearn and run

When all I needed was the truth

And I'm done, talk to you all later.

The Rest Is Silence

~Root

Oh my gosh, from my grandma's house you have the best view ever of Mt. Raineire! Did you know the Indians who inhapeted washington before the English came over called it "Tahoma" which means Ghost Mountain cuz it would be there one second and then just disapear the next. And it really does that, it'll be there and look so beautiful and be so easy to see, then you walk away and come back 5 minutes later and it will look like it was never there. Cuz the clouds will just completly devoure it. Tis' so awesome! I love it here, I will be SO depressed when I leave. I'm pretty sure we're moving though, espesially with what's happening at our church. I can't say what's going on with our church right now, but if everyone could pray that would be really great. Our church really needs the prayer. I desided when I have a band I will either name it Static Rain, or Crimson Flood.

Here is another song I wrote.

Unwritten Story

I'm just an unwritten story

A picture never painted

I'm just a song never sung

Or a photo never taken

I walk this earth unotist

I sing this song unheard

I fall throught life without landing

I talk without saying a word

(Chorus:)

So take me to your quiet place

To that secret silent place

Where I can be with you

I can be with you

Take me in your arms

Be my crying shoulder

Crying on my shoulder

I would die if I'm without you

I drown without even getting wet

In this ocean of fear

I fly and sore

Or am I just leaping year to year?

I'm like the statue that no one sees

I'm the toy that no one wants

I just want to be free

So step aside and let me fall

(Chorus:)

(Bridge:)

In my dreams your there

In my mind you near

In my heart your here

So runaway with me now

The Rest Is Silence

~Root

I'm in Seattle! I landed yesterday at noon. I love it here, it's so beautiful. I never want to leave. I allready have presents for most people. I know, kind of early for christmas shopping. I have to go cuz I'm at the libary and they're gonna kick me off the computer. Bye!

The Rest Is Silence.

~Root