Posted in Days of frustration...

As my title suggest, I am not in my plate today.   Depression, discouragement, sadness beyond words...  Well you name it, I feel like this.  I know I need to kick my butt and move on but I can't help to feel pity on myself.

Even with my devotion this morning, I didn't get better...

So many things in my head... from summer student to my mom.   I am the kind of person who takes it on her when it doesn't go well and this is how I feel right now.   WIsh I could resolve all problems but I can't.

I've got a high blood pressure headache that do not want to go away...  Just want to go to bed.  Don't feel like having fun...