Jul. 31, 2009 - Maturing
Sometimes I feel perfectly content wih myself - just he way I am, other times I feel as if Im growing up too fast for my own liking. this afternoon I felt the latter. I'm not the same as I was the time last year. I don't scream about GOOd stuff as much as I used to, I don't play dress-up as much as I used to, and I take my writing more seriously now. I feel more solomn, and I seem to have more wories than I did last year - maybe I just don't remember my worries from last year... I don't know, I just miss having fun with my writing. That's why I'm taking a break from editing after I finish the chapter I'm workin on - to work on some fun random scenes. This isn't the nice, poetic pondering post I meant to write, but then, it's rather hard to type on my moms iPhone. I honk I'll see I can call Molly now. ~ Katie
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Aug. 1, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by PoeticMaiden
Ah, I see what you mean. Like I said in my comment on your blogger, I also am missing the joy I felt when writing was a fresh and new thing to me. Part of me thinks that taking a break would be good, but then I can't imagine taking a break, so I don't.
Unlike you, however, I like most of the ways I've changed in the past few years. I used to be so morose and depressing, and now I'm.... not. :)
But you know, Katie, I do like the ways that you've matured. Back when I first met you, it was rather hard to take you seriously. And especially regarding spiritual issues, I feel you've made a ton of progress.
*hugs* I'll be praying for you, OK? This whole issue is a deep and complicated one, and we both need wisdom on it.
~Cherise
