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I'm working more and more these days...as everything it has it's pros and cons. I really like working there and the people I work with--I do miss being with my kids full time. Sometimes I feel like they've had to deal with so many changes since last year. Next month they start public school... I worry, but know this is where God has us for now. I'm amazed at where we are at... good and bad... sometimes I wonder why God would put us in these difficult times that put us in situations where never really thought would happen. Somedays I feel very close to HIm, and others I feel "lost on the ocean floor." I know the latter is not true; it's just I had planned to homeschool for a long time. Other days I look and see how FAR God has brought us...through much spiritual hardship and to a place where in some ways we feel more like a family again--even though the "time" we spend together is less. I'm so glad for the close relationship my husband and I. I'm thankful that we live in this wonderful area where the school they will attend is small and we have great Christian neighbors. I guess it all boils down to trying to understand this Season where God has placed me. I am very happy. In many ways I'm much happier than I have been in years. Financially, things are tight and rough--yet as I hear it that's much of the nation these days. I suppose like most normal people I would like everything to be perfect. [now] :) I know it will never be until we meet Jesus face to face--what a wondeful day that will be. I'm just trying to live each day moment by moment and enjoy what I have now while I work toward a better future. God is good all the time and all the time God is good. Even when there are many unknowns and not perfection. I think I'm truly beginning to learn what contentment is all about. This is not meant to be whiny--just an expression of my current thoughts. May the Lord bless you today and guide you with peace. |
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