• Oct. 19, 2009
lyrics to one of my fave songs...and yes...it is FF5!!!

I'd take a bullet for you
Bleed all my blood out for you
Be taken hostage, under the knife's edge
Pay all the ransom for you

Do the hard time for you
On the front lines for you
Bring on the pain, the ball and chain
Be executed for you

[Pre Chorus:]
I'll cover for you, take a hit
I'm your alibi
I got your back
I'm living every day just to die

[Chorus:]
Every day I die for you
Throw me in the fire, I'd walk right through
I made a promise, it's an I-O-U
I'd D-I-E for Y-O-U

I'd D-I-E for Y-O-U
I'd D-I-E for Y-O-U
I'd die for you, die, D-I-E for you
I'd D-I-E, I'd die for you

Give me your paranoia
I'll walk the plank for you
Sous la guillotine, jusqu' a la fin
Willing to suffer for you

Interrogate me for you
Accept my fate for you
Put me in a noose, turn the dogs loose
Take all the hatred for you

[Verse 2:]

i just love this song!!!!!!!!!!

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• Oct. 15, 2009
its been to long

sorry that i havn't posted in a while.......but i will make up for that..........hello people how are you out there in the vast, vast world??? i am fine, not great or even good just fine, and really really bored.......so........i'll write again soon.

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• Oct. 8, 2009
I LUV U, FF5

 I LOVE YOU, FAMILY FORCE 5!!!!!  ESPECIALLY YOU CROUTON, AND NADADDY AND SOULGLOW ACTIVATER!!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS ON DECEMBER 11TH!!!!!!!! HEY, DID I TELL YOU "I LOVE YOU!!!!!"

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• Oct. 7, 2009
another poem

you shot an apple off my head,  but your peircing arrow cut through my soul,  i held your hand to jump,  but you pushed me in,  i went down and fell hard,  i screamed for you,  but you only laughed,  hands out in sheer horror,  only to be cut off,  from the outside world,  screaming in agony,  i'm going under,  lights dimming,  time stops,  blood pours,  night comes,  i wait for your hands to pull me to the surface,  but now i see no one hears me,  no one sees me,  i'm drowning in you.

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• Oct. 5, 2009
i do beleive.......

i do beleive........that this is the hand of God working in my life!!!! our youth group has decided to raise $2000.00!!!! and then use it to buy presents for kids at a childrens home!!! isn't that cool!!!! i mean 1/2 of us barely never even showed up and now God has presented this idea and told us to go forth! our homework was to "do hard things", i think this applies!!!!!!!lol i'm really excited, and to top it off we only have til CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to breath now!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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• Oct. 3, 2009
a poem from me to all of you

there is a land far from here,  filled with candy flowers,  were paper machae trees sway,  in gentle breezes,  were night skys fill the days,  and music fills the air,  were search lights can't find me,  there is a land,  were love is loved,  and nothing less,  were animosity is unknown,  were i am excepted,  there is a land,  were angels walk among us,  and fairies fly about,  were cities of marble lie,  in wait of loving rulers,  to return home to its thrones,  but all of this world must wait,  to see me again,  until i shut my eyes,  and lay down to bed,  to visit my imaginary land.

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• Oct. 2, 2009
heres what happened......

heres what happened..........i got a ton of stuff!!! i got ..........about ten scarves, including one covered in smiley faces and another one made of old lace with spider-web print all over it. i got an awesome choke neclace, and some crazy earings. and a shirt in a deep purple that looks like something off of adams family. i also got some cooooool fluffy skirts and 2 belts. i'm excited about my finds!!

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• Oct. 1, 2009
it is late!!!

sup? i'm tired!!! but excited. tomorrow i'm going to go to the largest antique show in the world!!! i'm not much for antiques, but i luv turning old clothes into awesome modern gothic looking outfits. and this place is has old awesome clothes, jewelry, and scarves out the whazoo!!!! i'm stoked!!

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• Sep. 30, 2009
hi my totally tight hommies!!

 i got this off of "TeenFashon" blog. and i just loved it so i had to put it here. i mean come on!!! how much more awesome does it get. SO COOL!!!!

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• Sep. 25, 2009
i'm back!!!!

i've been gone a long time and i apoligize! i was grounded for the past 2 months and it hasn't been fun:( but hey i deserved it. i missed being on here, and while i was gone a lot happened. i got a whole new wardrobe, i went on a religious retreat, i went on a vacation to the coast, i'm starting to learn how to play the guitar and i may be starting a buisiness selling my own clothing line. i'm really excited. it's amazing how 2 months in a teenagers life can be enough to help them grow up some. and i have been growing(in height and in spirituallity), i got to go. i'm going to try to get on here every day, so i'll see u tommorrow.

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• Jun. 17, 2009
hullo ppls of the americas!!!!

1.Dogs or cats? cats for sure!!!
2.Fish or chicken?(for eating) chicken unless it's Talapia....YUM!!!
3.Aquatic animals, or land animals? land animals, there just so cute.
4.If u were 10 ft tall, what would be the first thing u would do? learn to play basketball.
5.Favorite channel? USA
6.Favorite number? 18 (don't ask me why)
7.Favorite band? Blindside, Maddy Suicide, Red, Reliant K.........IDK!!
8.Favorite singer? the lead singer in Reliant K, & Maddy Suicide!!!
9.Favorite actress? IDK!!!!!!!!
10.Favorite actor?  jason dolly, mitchel musso, david henry, elijah wood.......
11.Favorite book? the hobbit
12.Favorite season(time of yr) spring...no fall....or maybe winter....
13.Favorite animal(s)? cat's, chinchillas, mice, frogs, and lizards!!!
14.Favorite color? black and electric blue
15.Favorite blog on here? idk...probably DRAJENGIRL1's........
16.Least favorite color? construction worker yellow, hunter's orange, and pink!!! 
17.Least favorite number? 7
18.Favorite movie? Chronicles of Riddick!!!! it ROCKS!!!!!
19. Favorite song? i can't single one out, i like a lot of songs, plus what if i hurt a poor songs feelings *makes a sad face*
20. Favorite place 2 be when writing a song:(if u write songs)  my treehouse
21.Favorite place ot be when ur mad? laying on my bed calling a friend or screaming in my pillow.
22.Favorite person to talk to when ur down? God, or my best friends!!!!
23.Favorite place ot be when ur crying? i have to steal DRAJENGIRL's answer, "in a hug"!!!!
24.Favorite person to tell anything to? Jesus, my best frind or my mom!!! 
25.Favorite day of the week? friday                                             26.Favorite month? november
27.Favorite day of the yr? my b-day or future valentines
28.Favorite radio station? 95.5 or 103.5
29. Favorite hour in the day? 12ish
30. Favorite meal of the day? lunch
31.What is a basic day in the life of U? i wake up, eat, do my chores, do some school, eat lunch, do more school, go outside, blog, get a snack, call my friends, play a video game, watch tv, eat supper read a book, more tv, take a shower, go to bed!!!
32.Are you described to ur frenz as crazy? yep!!! they won't let me forget it!!!
33.Favorite website? iconator.com
34.Favorite youtube video? maddy fun 2, is hilarious because i know those moranic dudes!!!!
35.Favorite family member?  this is a stupid question, not to mention rude and hurtful!!!!!!
36.Favorite sport? i don't like sports
37. Name 5 things u would want to do when u grow up:

1. get married and have 6-7 kids
2. go to europe
3. live in a nice old house
4. still know my friends

5. be very active in my church

38. Name 10 things that make u laugh:

1. my friends
2. jokes
3. dumb jokes
4. really dumb jokes
5. the funky hat song
6. movies that are made poorly
7. funny dances
8. my brothers
9. michael jakson dance moves
10. watching psych

39.Name 10 things u do everyday:

1. school
2. eat
3. read
4. sleep
5. bore my family with funny stuff about my friends
6. blog
7. write in my diary/poems/songs
8. design the fashions of tomorrow
9. talk on the phone
10. hang out withmy family

40. Name 5 things that u never leave home w/out:

1. the person driving me!!!!
2. my bag
3. my makeup
4. my lucky pen 
5. me!!!! LOL!!!

41. What is ur parents names?  rhonda and tim
42. What is ur middle name? roann
43.Is ur middle name embarressing? a little....maybe......
44. Is this tag 'awesome'?  yes, totally
45. When is ur bedtime? not sayin'
46. Where were u born? i actually don't recall being born!!! LOL!!!!
47. Are you weird? YES, and i love it *gives an evil laugh*
48. Are ur family members supportive of u? kinda', yeah!!!!
49. Do u write music? yeah, i kinda call it my hobby!!!
50. Do u play any instraments? flute and bits of guitar .....but i'm learning fast!!!

this tag was from drajengirl1, and i tag jesusfreak13!!!!

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• Jun. 10, 2009

okay, i'm mad!!!!!!! i just wrote an entry and now i deleted it!!!!!!!  it took me half an hour to write that entry!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now i'm mad and sad!!!!!!!!!! all that work down the tube!!!!!!!

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• Jun. 7, 2009
five....

five of your favorite things to wear:

1. converse

2. leg warmers

3. knee high socks

4. tu-tus

5. hoodies

five of your favorite things to eat:

1. lasagna

2. tomato soup

3. vanilla milkshakes

4. hersey chocolate bar

5. ceaser salad

five of your favorite things to do:

1. skateboard

2. scrapbook

3. watch Riddick

4. read/listen to music/blog

5. write stories, poems, ect.

five of your favorite songs:

1. must have done something right

2. hey there delilah

3. american pie/piano man

4. i like to move it/axel f

5. gone

five of your favorite animals:

1. kittens

2. guinea pigs

3. chinchillas

4. saber tooth tigers/mamoths/sloths

5. lizards and frogs

five of your favorite cars:

1. delorians

2. dodge charger

3. 1970 boss 302 mustang

4. 1974 mustang convertable

5. cameros

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• Jun. 5, 2009

> Six names you go by:
>
> 1-celia
> 2-cil or cilly (my guy friends ONLY)
> 3-whazzup
> 4-ezmi walker (that's my pen name)
> 5-dork (jeannette can only call me that)
> 6-chickdee(my friends ONLY)
>
>
> Three things you are wearing right now:
> haha, ready?
> 1-mini skirt
> 2-striped knee socks
> 3-t-shirt
>  
>
> Three things you want very badly at the moment:
> 1-vanilla milkshake
> 2-to call my guy friends. 
> 3-To not have to babysit ever again in my life.
>  
> Three People who will fill this
> out
> 1-someone smart :)  
> 2-someone funny :)
> 3-Some really cool person :)
>
>
>
> Two things you did last night:
> 1-Ate
> 2-Slept
>
>
> Two things you ate today:
> 1-pickles (YUM!!!!!)
> 2-vanilla icecream
>
>
> Two people you last talked to on the phone: (besides work)
> 1-Jeannette
> 2-Lexy
>
>
> Two things you are going to do tomorrow:
> 1-Babysit
> 2-do something crazy (maybe i'll do the chicken dance!!!!!)
>
>
> Your favorite beverages
> 1-Chocolate milk
> 2-lemonade
>
> What was the best part of today:
> playing concentration with my grandparents.
>

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• Jun. 4, 2009
this is a test!!!!

Only
great
minds can read
this
This is weird, but
interesting!


fi
yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too


Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of
100 can.

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aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The
phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to
a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't
mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are,
the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and
lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can
be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it
whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn
mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but
the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I
awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you
can raed tihs forwrad it


FORWARD
ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT

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• May. 30, 2009

did you ever reach a point in your life that felt like you were going 70 down the free-way and then out of no where you hit a solid brick wall??? if you've never had this then you'll think i'm crazy, but if you have then you know the feeling well. catholics call it the dark night, doctors call it mental strain, poets call it inspiration. but whatever you call it, it still is so not cool!!!! i mean one day on top of the world the next tumbling into the depths of despair. it happens to everyone in some point in there life. some of us just seem to feel it more often. the one thing i hate about depression is it's like a slippery hole, once you fall in it's hard to get out!!! but at least i have jesus

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• May. 30, 2009
wutup???

HI!!!!!,

wutup??? i wanted to say hi, which it seems i have already done so....later peoples!!!!

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• May. 26, 2009
wahoooooo!!!!!!

2. What color are your socks right now? I dont have any on

3. What are you listening to right now? funkytown by blondie

4. What was the last thing that you ate? Brownies ; )

5. Can you drive a stick shift? Idk, Never Tried

6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? jeannettecargill aka BFF  7. Do you like the person who sent this to you?  Uh Yeah!
8. How old are you today? 15

9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV? I Hate Watching Spots On Tv

10. What is your favorite drink? ummmmm  I really like lemonade

11. Have you ever dyed your hair? No inless spray dyeing counts in that case blue and purple. ; )

12. Favorite food? What ever I'm in the mood for. like right now, brownies. ; )

13. What is the last movie you watched? High school musical 3. It was odd.

14. Favorite day of the year? july 22nd

15. How do you vent anger? Screaming usually. : ) 

16. What was your favorite toy as a child? My Stuffed Animals

17. What is your favorite season? Fall

18. Cherries or Blueberries? Cherries

19. Do you want your friends to e-mail you back? Yes, Very Much

20. Who is the most likely to respond? everybody
21.. Who is least likely to respond? Nobody

22. Living arrangements? ??? I Don't Get It.

23. When was the last time you cried? idk, and if i did i wouldn't say

24. What is on the floor of your closet? shoes and clothes and a lite-brite and my bag and a dustbunny...... 
25. Who is the friend, you have had the longest, that you are sending to? jeannette

26. What did you do last night? painted my nails electric blue and blogged!!!!!

27. What are you most afraid of? going to Hell and drowning

28. Plain, cheese, or spicy hamburgers? Cheese!

29. Favorite dog breed? skottish terrior(sp?)

30. Favorite day of the week? Friday

31. How many places have you lived in?6

32. Diamonds or pearls? pearls

33. What is your favorite flower? black and red roses/carnations

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• May. 26, 2009
'sup

i'm back!!!!  finally!!!!  sorry if i haven't messaged you back yet, i'm still trying to catch up.lol  right now i'm trying to teach my little bro how to use this site, so he can possibly get his own blog.  but his tiny brain isn't soaking it in!!!!  oh great now he tells me he doesn't need a blog!!! great, just great!!!!!  well i have to go beat the snott out of him so ttyl!!!

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• May. 19, 2009
dude, this is fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good morning starshine, the earth says "hello"!!!!!  I'm back online, and back to blogging,YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  My computer has been down for THREE LONG DAYS!!!!!  Oh, this is sheer joy and bliss!!!!!!!  I guess I'm over reacting.  Oh, well I'm a drama queen at heart, what can you do?????  Well, I should be doing school,(oops)so got to get back to it.  LATER DUDES/DUDETTS!!!!!

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