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Dec. 5, 2009

Long time.

Hey guys it's been awhile, I don't even remember how all this works haha. Anyways that isn't the point. I thought i would let everyone know what has been going on with me lately.

Lets see where to start... um... well first off I graduated in April!!! I have already started college and i am enrolled in the Fireman/EMT training i am about to finish my first quarter and get all the core classes out of the way. Then in Jan. I start my fireman training.

Also I bought a brand new car 3 months ago and have already paid it off!!!! Which means i got rid of my red truck that was falling apart but hey it was free lol.

Lets see what else... I was in 3 bands, but i slowly worked down to just playing in the one at my church so that is cool. We finally have a building for our church. Me and my dad built one, it cost to much to rent a place.

I guess the last thing that happened to me in a year is I started dating a wonderful girl named Rachel , you guys know her as babyrach91. I met her years ago then we got back to talking 2-3 years back. Now i go to school with her. So all and all i would say it has been a great year!

I will try to be on more guys so just message or comment and i will do my best to reply.

Later guys

Jake Cashon

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Nov. 22, 2009

Stuffers... TG, my HB, and the book TS!

Soooo I am rather excited since Thanksgiving and my b-day is coming up!! I will be officially 14 tomorrow!! Yay! I am so thankful that my birthday is in Autumn. It mostly is so beautiful the week that my birthday(s) is/are on: Sunny but very cold, trees that finally lose all of their leaves, the smell of fresh baked goods that are for Thanksgiving Day, a beautiful Sunset!! And best of all if lucky enough: Snow!!! I just love it! You cannot disagree with me that Autumn is the BEST time of year! So wonderful that I took the time to capitalize the A in the word Autumn! So yeah, I am truly grateful! :)

In my church my pastor decided awhile ago that he would make an Early Service and a Later Service. The Early Service starts at 8 O’clock AM and the Later Service starts at 10:30 AM. Interesting, eh? Ha-ha kind of. So this morning my alarm went off at 7:30 ‘cuz I planed to go to church with my sisters and well I kind of did what I always do and that is turn off my alarm and go straight back to bed… well then I woke up 2 and a half hours later with the voice of my sister Emy yelling out “Ok I am getting ready for Church!” I was like whoa!! Hold on… that would only give us 10 minutes to get ready!! I didn’t think I would have enough time I mean I am bad about being in a rush! Plus I looked at myself in the mirror startled by what I was looking at… a BAD and I mean BAD hair day with extremely tired eyes… ha-ha but it was all cool… surprisingly I made it! It only took me 5 minutes from looking for what to ware to doing my hair to putting make-up on! It was amMazing! I was proud of myself! Ha-ha. :P Anyways… Made it to church on time and the sermon was good!! I liked it! :D made me ponder for a bit!

So has anybody on here ever read the book The Shack? I did and I would have to say it was SO GOOD! I loved it!! Gave me a better understanding of a lot of things and it helped me know my Lord better in a personal way! :) It’s beautiful! So yeah, if you have never read it then I recommend you to do so! :D

Well that is all I have to write down for now!! TTYL! :D

God bless,

Sierr@!

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Nov. 10, 2009

One night I dreamed a dream.
I was walking along the beach with my Lord.
Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
one belonging to me and one to my Lord.
When the last scene of my life shot before me
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
There was only one set of footprints.
I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life.
This always bothered me and I questioned the

Lord about my dilemma.
"Lord, You told me when I decided to follow You,
You would walk and talk with me all the way.
But I'm aware that during the most troublesome

times of my life
there is only one set of footprints.
I just don't understand why, when I need You the most,
You leave me."
He whispered, “My precious child, I love you and will never leave you, never, ever,
during your trials and testings.
When you saw only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

This would have to be one of my most favorite poems of all times! It's called "Footprints" by Margaret Fishback Powers. I found this poem inside one of my Journals when I was looking through it. Ever since then (which hasn't been that long) I have been trying to memorize it! :) It does give some warmth to me when ever I am in my lowest and saddest times of MY life! :) Jesus is amazing!

So how is everyone doing?
I am doing exceptionally well! VERY busy though: School that consumes most of my day, chores that never seem to end, food to make, and reading that needs to be done! But good thing I enjoy most of those stuff on that list! :) The only down side is that.... I am never seems to be able to get any time for drawing in! :( Oh well... I know that life is bound to go back to normality! :)

So lately I have had this desire to.... I guess you can say minister.... on youtube :P Why on youtube? Well let’s just say I am a little girl who limited on where she can go... for I live in the big country! I have had this small passion to ....like preach about stuff and help people! (With some help of my elders of course!!) I guess really all I need to do is write down my postings, recite them on a video camera and edit of course and THEN post them! I'm actually really excited! But can you guys do a favor for me? That would be Pray for me to get some MORE motivation to do this! :) Thank you! :D

So I am completely excited for Thanksgiving and Christmas! Mostly Christmas though. I can't wait till me and my family decorate the house, and put up the Christmas Tree, make delicious cookies and cakes, drink hot drinks, ect..! The fuzzy warm feelings that I am so yearning for!! :P And Plus! My brother Richard and is fiancé will be here to celebrate with us Jesus' B-day! :D God has truly blessed me with an awesome big family! :) Well that is all I can write down for now! :)

God Bless,

Sierr@

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Oct. 26, 2009

Angel Part 5

I fly away, after the others are out of my site I speed up, faster and faster, Longing to get this feeling out. How can I feel this? I’m flying away from my Creator…my brothers. And why, because they got in my way? How is that right, am I in the wrong, I need to go back. But how, how can I return now, now that I’ve left them. Everything within me is screaming at me telling to return to them to my Creator and my brothers. “Know that there is no darkness where I AM and I AM everywhere. You could see before you saw light because I AM here. No matter where you go I AM there and you will see” the words of my Creator ring again in my head. I must make it back to my Creator, how could I have left them I will never know. But it will not happen again. He is all that is in me, and I will serve Him however I can.

Racing faster than I have ever gone, with my mighty wings I scream over the sea. With every bit of strength I have I must make it back. “Wind please aid me in reaching the Creator, Please I must make it back to His side!” and with that the wind pulls back to throw all its power be hide me, pushing me forward helping me, For I was created first and I am over it and it will do as I say, the one who stand to the left of the Creator.

The sea beneath me sprays my face, cooling me in my great flight, trying to keep my strength up and endurance in tack. For it knows that the favor of the Creator lies with me. The sea along with the wind pushes me forward helping how they can and giving me great encouragement.

Why, why would I have done this, flying so far from He whom I love most? Putting this much distance in-between he and I was the worst thing I could have done. “Faster I must go faster! Lucifer move your wings, move Lucifer! I’m so slow!! I must push harder.”

There just ahead, I see them. They’re still where I left them standing there talking. Did they know I was gone? Have they even nosiest? They’re probably glad I left Gabriel probably set it up that way. He wanted me to leave so He could get closer to My Creator. Oh he will see that I am the best! They will know that I am the most favored by the Creator and that I am the one who will stand closest to Him.

This feeling…what is it? Why does it keep consuming me? What is wrong with me? This is not the Love of He who is My Creator…this can’t be something He would want in me. I must push it out. I cannot stand before Him like this; this is why I left in the first place. Why is it back? This will not help me serve Him. I am here to serve Him to the best that I can, and this feeling will just make it harder so I must get rid of it. It is not welcome within me. “Leave me!! I belong to the Creator and not to a feeling!!”

At that the Brothers in front of me turned around and look at me…Uriel fly’s over to me. His face with a great smile and that fear that he struck in me before is not there. His eyes are still flaming, but with a love that is burning out of him. “Brother,” Uriel said in deep loud and yet soft caring voice. “was your flight a good one? Come with me Lucifer; let us walk this great meadow our Creator has made” “No My Angels” the voice of the Creator ring out to us. “No, you will stay here for the time has come for Me to Create the rest of the Angels you will lead.”

As He was speaking the others came over and stood by Uriel and I, they heard the Creator and wanted to be with their Brothers to see this Creation. Gabriel and Sabbathiel came and stood on the right side of me. Raphael Flew over for the midst of a grove of exquisite flowers, and took his place on the left of Uriel.

Now the Creator moved away for His Angels a bit opened his mouth and sped his arms wide. As he did so a great wind came down from the heaven reaching over the sea whirling around the Creator, shredding through the trees and flowery meadows then ending in a whirlwind in front of the Angels, who were awestruck. There wavy flowing hair blow in all directions in this twister of glory. The wings on their backs were being wiped violently. There was so much glory in this wind more than ever Lucifer had ever felt before. With every passing monument the wind grow louder and more valiant, fill with even more glory. So much that the Angels started to squint, wanting to close their eyes but at the same time not wanting to stop looking at what was happening.

Then a small light was forming behind the Creator, now more small lights. Then in a flood of power, light blow out from the Creator in all directions. The Creator was speaking but the wind was too loud for anyone to hear what He was saying. The small lights began to grow and take form. And then everything stopped. No more wind, the light was no longer blinding and the words of the Creator were the only thing that was left on the air. “I give you your brothers and sisters.”

As our eyes took focus again, there all around us were a countless number of angels. Theses Angels were so different from one and other and at the same time it almost looked as a blur. Just moments after the words of the Creator fell away all the new Angels were on their knees, bowing before their Great Creator. As one voice we heard “Oh Creator, give us your commission. Tell us your will and we will see it done”

Looking around I see so many, an endless number. Just by looking I see that none are the size as us the Creators leaders, but still in this great multitude I see strength, power, speed, love, passion and I know that with these new Angels the work of the Great Creator will get done and done right, with so many how can we fail.

“Oh My Great Creator you have made such an army of Beautiful servants but what are we and they to do now? There are so very many of us but so far I haven’t seen any work for us to do. I can tell you that I am content with just walking your creation and talking with you. But seeing how great a host you have just made there must be something that you had in mind for us and them. So my Great Creator give Lucifer your leader the order and I will see it completed.”

The Creator looked down at Lucifer with a warm smile and in His eyes you could see that he had great love and hopes for Lucifer the leader of his angels. And yet there was another look in them. “My dear Lucifer be patient, I do love that you are eagerness to do my serves, but have no fear I will tell you what needs to be done when you need to know.” This thought never came into Lucifer’s mind, did he do something wrong? Has he not done enough for the Creator and now He doesn’t want him to know things ahead of time? What did he do, he didn’t know. “Lucifer, don’t worry you have done nothing wrong you just need to learn that when it comes to my will I shall tell you when you need to know. The plans I have for you will come at my time not yours, it’s great that you seek to do what I want now you need to seek to do it when I say.”

Lucifer thought about what His Creator had said and felt a little better but there was still something there, he thought to himself, “never again will I fail Him like that, I will show Him that I am worthy of His work and more I’ll show that He can and should trust me with His plans before I need to do them, He will see that I am the best Angel and I should be in on all the things He has planed.” With that Luciferbowed and said, “I will do what I can to learn what you have said, I’ll be better soon and will make you proud.” “Oh Lucifer, I am proud of you, you don’t need to show me anything, just learn what patient is and you will have come far”

“Now my Angels, take time now to talk with each other. Young ones meet your elders, elders look on and see you new brothers and sisters. Tomorrow my creation will continue.” So the older angels separated and large groups of the young ones gathered around them. No group was as large as the one that gathered around Lucifer. All thought that Lucifer was the wisest; after all he was the Creators first creation.

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Saturday, October 17, 2009

Bye bye!

Bye bye! I'm not homeschooled anymore! It's awesome...not that homeschooling is bad. Each homeschooled family has their own homeschool system...it's just that my family's system kinda failed! So.....yeah. Doom. I am happy. Good.

I am going to move my blog to somewhere else, though! So the world won't be rid of this awesomeness! ...Too bad, though, ...really. Homeschoolblogger won't be half as good without me!!

I guess you guys will just have to make up for my awesomeness, right?!

Bye bye!

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Oct. 13, 2009

Mission Letter

Hello all my friends and Family! I pray that all is well with you and your families. My prayer for all of you is that even though these times are not the best, you have found ways to keep the Love and Joy from above strong in your homes! That, even though all that is going on you have made your faith and families stronger, remember the Lord uses every situation both good and bad to bring about His will. I remind you that He always give you the strength to get through everything and that when you call out to Him, He hears you.

Well it is again time for me to make my way into the mission field; yes I am again going to the Philippines. Right now my plan is to go there for three months! I am again going to meet up with my old friends Roy and Marianne, they are still doing church planting and they’re now in Candon City planting a new church. They have told me that the best time for me to come would be February through April. I am not yet sure of the dates but I’m thinking I’ll be leaving later January and coming home the end of April. Now I am still working out the details, I have looked up some plane tickets and it’s looking like the airfare will be around $3,000 and I need $1,600 for everything else I’ll need while I’m there, so a total of $4,600. I’m going to be working with them in building relationships and teaching them about Christ. I will mainly be working with youth but not just youth. I’ll be there right at the start of their work there; they haven’t even been there a year, so I will be part of the ground work.

Now if you have been paying attention there is not much time for me to raise the money I need, we have 4 ½ months to raise the money to get there. Last time we had about twice as long and I needed half as much. Now I have faith in God and I hope you do also. If God want me there I will get all I need. I know I’m asking a lot of you, but I need you to know that I want more prayer than money. Please keep this in your prayers! If you want to help me financialy please please pray about it first and pray over the money before sending it. This is more about prayer then money and with the prayer from all of you I know that God will get me there.

I will be sending a letter every moths telling of the progress, and also if anything changes. Again I pray that you have found a peace from Heaven, and your Families faith is growing stronger every day. I hope that you have found a way to put God in a higher place in your homes and lives.

to contact me:
My address is: 605 Lancashire, Sturgis MI 49091
and Email: donethedew@hotmail.com

Thank you for your Prayers, May God Bless you and your Gifts!

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Friday, October 9, 2009

Long tuff summer

Wow this has beenb a long year but im back ... the weather is cooling off and hte days are getting shorter the leaves are changing ... its my fave time of year i hope the past goes with summer and i have a great fall! :P

ill be back soon just comment!

CodyMypaintHorse

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Oct. 9, 2009

Hey guys!

I'm back! and good as new! lol sorta. so the new siries bellas ball is coming out soon!

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Oct. 9, 2009

Hey girls!!!

it has been a long tuff summer! I have got tossed around pretty good and it been hard but im ok :) so how are you!? What did you do this summer? I thought i would let you knowif you ever are asked to read the Book TTYL dont! it is the most horrable teen book i have ever read when they arnt cussing they are talking about sex or other crap one even has a relashionship with her teacher! :O well bye for now i promise to blog agian soon!

Mary<3

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Oct. 2, 2009

Where Are The Chirstian

What are we doing to show our God we truly love Him? When someone looks at your life do they see your love for Christ Jesus, or do they see someone who says they care for Him but does nothing to bring Him into their life or in the lives of those around them? Have you paid any attention to what our Lord has told us, are you taking His commission to us seriously, or have you blown it off? We are commanded by Jesus to take His light into the world, we are told that those who really have His light will show it to the world around them, they have no choice, the result of loving Jesus completely is that your life is deferent and the world sees His light. Tell me does the world see his light in you? What are the Christians of today doing!? Where are they, where is their work for God!? Do you try to really know God? Are you striving to truly be one who can be called one of His?

Think about something, you have never had to fear for your faith, here in America it is easiest to be a Christian and yet here is where the weakest ones are. In the first century they were hunted down and killed and yet that was when it grew more and faster than ever. Countless numbers were slaughtered and yet they were bold in their faith, what are we doing? They were not safe anywhere, Rome, Egypt, India, Israel, Briton, Carthage, china. They were crucified, burnt, stoned, beheaded, beaten to death, speared, fed to animals, thrown off walls, barred alive, and made to be Gladiators (but the Christians weren’t given weapons). Yet, their numbers grew every day, they were never to afraid to be the light of the world, so tell me what is our problem, what is keeping us from being a light to anyone…even if you’re not one to the “world” as a whole they’re not a light to the family, work place, neighborhood, city, and at times not even to the place we come together to on Sundays.

At one time we knew the bible; in fact many people gave up their lives to make sure we were able to read it in our own language and what has the church of America done with it??? Nothing, we don’t know the bible, we don’t care to. Honestly how many verses do you know? I don’t care so much about where it’s from but knowing the verse, most Christians know less than 5. Tell me how pathetic is this?

We don’t know our Bibles, we don’t shine to the world, we don’t love each other or those outside the church. What have we been doing!?! We are called to be apart from this world and yet we are trying to make the church one from the world. We are letting the world come into the church and not taking the church into the world! How often do we really pray, I’m not talking about “now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.” or any other scripted prayer. Are we talking to our God? Do we bring him into our lives?

With all this freedom you would think we would do something with it, you would think that we would use our freedom to get the word of God into the lives of this corrupted world. But no we let this government take control of the church, telling us what we can and cannot do, but the thing is if we would stop being so idle if we would just be a Christian then that would never have happened. It’s time for the church to wake up! It’s time for us to pick up our armor and swords! It’s time to truly come close to God! And it’s time to push the world out of the Church and really for the first time in 100 years really let the light of Christ Jesus shine into the darkest corner of this dead world!

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