Jan. 15, 2008 - The Decision To Homeshcool
I am between sizes right now. My smaller size is too small and the bigger size is too big. Sometimes because of this dilemma I dream of sewing my own clothes. I think of all the things I would need to buy for my new hobby. My husband would probably laugh at me because he knows how obsessive I can be about things only to leave it by the wayside once I have accomplished the craft. I think that is why he questioned me for a year before I dived into homeschooling with all my heart. I remember him asking me if I was only considering homeschooling because my friends were homeschooling, too? He knows how much I like to fit in rather than be an outsider, and so he questioned my motives constantly.
It was at this point that I sat down with God, Bible in hand, and I prayed. I asked God many questions. What do you want me to do? How will I do this? Bible verse after Bible verse God promised to be with me every step of the way. After that I made a committment to my girls that I would not only dive into homeschooling with passion but to also stick with it until they graduate from High School.
I began homeschooling when my oldest entered 4th grade. She went to a Christian school from 1st grade through 3rd grade, and she did very well. However, the homework in 3rd grade was more than our family could bear. She plugged away at her homework until bedtime Monday through Friday, except Wednesday. Many nights we struggled to finish all that was required. In 3rd grade I also found out that she had a vision learning disability and ADD. I finally understood why she was unable to complete her work in school and had to bring everything home. She could not concentrate. There I was having an idea in my mind to homeschool and God letting me know loud and clear that my daughter needed me.
Homeschooling has come with its rewards and its struggles. The reward that I like most is knowing my daughter's strengths and weaknesses. I understand her now and can help her learn according to her learning style. I have also had the joy of seeing her love for the arts blossom. She loves to draw, paint, play her guitar, and write. Her biggest struggle has been accepting my authority. My biggest struggle has been accepting her ability to learn on her own without my hovering over her. I would say that we have done a good job meeting in the middle. Or better yet, God has been steadfast in his love for us and helping us to love one another.
Comments
Jan. 15, 2008 - :-)
Posted by BeccaBeard
I'm so excited that you've got a blog! :-) I've added you to my friends list, chica!
I can relate to your struggle to be hands-off and let your daughter learn on her own. I struggle with that as my kids get older. I just love doing school with them and learning all the kewl stuff they're studying...you know, I'm finally getting an education. LoL
Love,
Becca
