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This RoomVerse 1 - It's this room / I've been here before / I closed my eyes / my mind opened the door / Am I sure that this isn't a dream? / Cuz you were dead on the floor / but I just couldn't scream / in my heart I feel a lingering pain / knowing I am to blame for everything / I just need to get out of this room / even if it's the last thing I do / chorus - this room brings me back to the time and place of every single memory / all the things that I want to forget / they're brought back by this blood-stained room / I just wish it would go right through (my head) / verse 2 - this here is where you used to sleep / and over there your favorite corner to read / I remember when you'd smile / from your window at neighbors passing by / and I know I could have stopped you from dying / I just hope this doesn't send me to an asylum / because I'm just afraid that this room will kill me somehow / I HATE THIS ROOM! /Bridge - just forget that I ever knew you / forget that I ever loved you / forget that I ever hurt you / because we know I never meant to / forget we got into a fight / forget I was drunk late at night / forget there was a gun in my sight / I decided your death that cold winter nightHere's a poem I'd like to post. =) I've reached a point in my life that seems to be plotting against me, for it parts many ways. I am rooted to this spot for now. I've been troubled for many days. I gaze and ponder about the untrodden paths covered with grass and greenery. And there are the paths that are rocky and steep with rickety bridges. There are the paths that have vast mountains. Broad is the way with deep snow. Other parts are thick jungles. But all these paths could lead me home. I'm torn between what I want and what is wanted of me. Bearing this identity is a very large, consuming responsibility. I am alone. No one can go with me, for everyone must choose their own path to wander. Here I stand, starving for hope, as I star beyond yonder. Before I was here, I had a helping hand. I had one specific path. I was helped with all my decisions. But now I feel my once held hand empty. I stand alone. I don't know if I'll ever know where to go without you. I haven't made up my mind yet... As I Lay Dyinglast night I watched my candle burn its last flame. I guess you could say I expected this for quite some time. And I know you never loved me but that's okay. No more hope resides in this shattered heart of mine. But in the end you will come to realize (Chorus) I would've been there for you through it all. Picked you up when you'd fall. Held you 'til your last breath. Loved you 'til there's no time left. But I know it will never come to be. Tonight as I lay dying I see your face. My bitter tears drip down; they burn and leave a stain. If there's one thing I remember, it's the time and place when you shut me out forever. It was a big mistake! (Bridge) It's too late. It's too late. Nothing but confusion in your head. Nothing but the smell of death on my bed.Hello all and thoughtsHello to all those reading this!!!!! Sorry I haven't written in forever, but I am here to correct this situation! Beware! Complete BLAH of thoughts are going to come out in this post! Something that has been on my mind lately...... Item number one - guys should dress and act like guys Explanation - At my youth and around the town in which I live, there are alot of guys that just don't really dress like guys! No offense to you guys who wear them, but I think skinny jeans on a guy are just kinda silly! This may be a little bold, but in them, ya'll have no secrets, they are really....um....distracting to us girls, and just not very....flattering (for lack of a better word). In my personal opinion, guys should wear loose fitting jeans and shorts. Not so loose fitting that all the world can see your underwear hanging out but loose enough that all world doesn't know how big around your calves and thighs are just by looking at your pants!! And guys, I don't care how "submissive" you are, but you are going to end up trying to show off. Skinny jeans are very restictive...I know this from personal experience! I gave away my only pair because I hated how I couldn't do anything in them! Item # two: Girls - leave something up to the imagination!!!! Explanation: Alot of the girls I see, Christian girls as well, wear immodest clothing that leave nothing to the...er...imagination. Sorry, being blunt again, but some of these shirts some girls wear, I can see straight down their shirts!! I get distracted by their mini-skirts and low-cut shirts - I can't imagine how distracting that must be to guys! Another thing, is that girls should leave something up to a boy's imagination! I know that may sound weird and makes you think "They shouldn't be imagining anything!!!!" But better they imagine it instead of you just showing everything to them!! Girls are always "complaining" about how "guys are such pigs because all they think about it girls' butts and chests" and it bugs some of my girlfriends to no end! It bugs me to no end when a girl walks by in her tiny skirt, itty-bitty, low-cut tanktop and then complains about guys looking at her butt and not recognizing her for an actual person!! Sorry, but THEY CAN'T HELP IT!!!!! Just as girls can't really help it when on the big screen in a movie theater, a buff guy is "showing off his muscles" we can't help but like what we see and we look!! Don't try and deny it, you girls who are reading this post! Admit it! :) That is the way God made us and guys! If you don't want guys "oogling" after you, DON'T SHOW THEM SOMETHING TO OOGLE AT!!!! Wear some longer shorts so that your butt isn't hanging out, cover the cleavage . If there is an "oh so cute" top that you just HAVE to get but it's a bit low cut, get a cami to go with it! Cover 'em up! Ok - that is my "speal" for now! Post thought...don't be scared....I want to hear ya'll's thoughts on this!!!! Kate
This Song's For YouI'm despised // I have no life // I was used, abused // to you I was nothing but a stone in your shoe // so you took me out // threw me all about // I learned that life was about pain // and sadness I thought was a normal thing// that's sick I know // but it's all I know // I cried every night // you never heard me then you died // and I survived // but now I'm lost without having felt love // I won't waste time // I am not blind // I just need some time alone // to find a life to call my own // I looked to you // I needed light // but I found none in your dead eyes // to you I meant nothing // just a useless child // so you put me aside // you left me behind // I got used to // crying every night // hearing the beer bottles crashing // and never once did I believe // that there was hope for you or me // I won't waste time // I am not blind // I just need some time alone // to find a life to call my own // you used me // never were you sorry // why did you do this to me? // I'll never know~No Title Yet~Look down at my hands // you see my wrists full of scars // self inflicted pain // I know why I feel this way // silent anger screams out // this is how I find relief // but each and every night I still can't get to sleep // And I'm screaming Your name // Oh, how I want to be saved // I'm not the only one who feels trapped inside // follow me out of the darkness and into His light // Look down at my feet // I'm standing still // never moving // the quicksand is taking me under // you just stand there and watch me suffer // I realize your life sucks // but mine is just as bad // each and every night // I awake crying from my sleep // passion breaking // my mind failing // this is how I find relief // will I ever be able to get to sleep?ChurchI walk into a churchI look at all the staring people Plastic smiles and wide eyes Speaking lies with tongues like bee hives My church is not inside these walls The tension in the air chokes my lungs No one is perfect but they don't know By hiding their pain from the world Nothing new will grow Their tongues are like a flame Speaking things to make us feel ashamed Why blame us when at first they need To look into their own hearts and pull out the weeds Why can't we all be honest and admit we've done wrong? That way we could help each other Together we'd all become strong But until they stop judging me and saying I'm wrong My church is not inside these walls But in my head, my heart, and my home Pride and Predjudice vs. Pride and PrejudiceHello to all!Man! I haven't written in a VERY long time!! :P I need to not do that anymore but it's been so hectic around our house lately that I haven't had the time to post anything. So, as a re-entrance into the blogging world, I am going to post three reasons that I like the new "Pride and Prejudice" movie with Kierra Knightley better than I like the "Pride and Prejudice" movie with Colin Firth. You may laugh because all three of my reasons have to do with the three men who 'go after' Lizzy - Mr. Darcy, Mr. Collins, and Mr. Wickham.
1: We shall start with Mr. Collins since he just cracks me up sometimes! In the 2005 version, Mr. Collins is played by the five foot, five inches tall Tom Hollander (right). I liked him much better than Tom Bamber (left) who played Mr. Collins in the 1995 A&E movie. The main reason, is because Hollander is so short compared to six foot two Matthew Macfadyen who plays Mr. Darcy. It makes him seem a bit more ridiculous I guess. Also, Mr. Hollander’s facial expressions are so much better than Mr. Bamber’s. I just ‘like’ the 2005 Mr. Collins much better than the 1995 Mr. Collins! Hehe 2. Now, we shall move on to Mr. Wickham, played in the 2005 version by Rupert Friend (left). For women, especially, he seems much more easily trusted than the 1995 Mr. Wickham, Adrian Lukis. Friend also seemed much more proud and ‘truer’ than Lukis. His laugh was good and with his fair skin and blonde hair, he seemed much more the type that one would ‘pick on’. Whereas tall and dark Lukis seems much more guarded and you feel that you can’t trust him. He smiles like a snake and doesn’t play ‘the lady’s man’ quite so well as Rupert Friend. There, I will leave you, my readers, with this to comment on for the time being! Kate Look Me Uphey everyone!sorry i'm not on homeschoolblogger much anymore (not that anyone really misses me =P) but if any of you have a facebook you should totally add me. just send me a message along with the friend request letting me know ur from blogger. if you look me up i'm listed as Brianna Katherine. there's other people with my name so type in my school (Prospect Mountain, NH) along with my name and i should be there. chill out everyone! God bless Wow... a new yearI know i haven't posted in while... But I have had a busy Year... and I thought i shold say something in the New year... Can you believe it is another year 2009!!! Holy cow... I hope that when you read this blog post it finds you well... Gotta go... God Bless You and your Family!!!!!!!!
Nuttyhousemouse
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