Well we went to see the house again this evening.  It is really nice.  We tried to decide who would fit in what bedroom....argued a little over what room would be the official living room (Can you believe it is that big?  There are two living room possibilities on the main floor and a huge family room upstairs. )   Then we came home, ate supper and went to our "moonlighting" job.  We clean a store for a Mennonite friend once a week.  While cleaning my husband commented how much he loved the garage (3 car)....and then said, " but that payment really scares me".  He just doesn't say much....so I knew that meant a lot.  In the end we both admited we didn't have a peace....even though we like the house a lot!  So....at this point we are going to wait.  See how much we can put away over the spring, maybe summer.  And then we will know what we are dealing with financially.  Who knows, maybe God will save the house for us....or maybe He will find us a better one in the country!