Oct. 10, 2009 - What is she talking about?~Don't ask her. She does not know either.
I know, I am being a horrible blogger. I do not if anyone even reads my leetle bloggy anymore. Sorry everybody. Here is a mish-mash of updates, journal entries, and whatever comes into my head.
Well, our Uncle is visiting again so we have been out of the house a lot. He came to watch us while our parents went to Portland for the weekend for a business meeting-thingy. I am not sure if it was him that was supposed to keep us from burning down the house, or us keeping him from burning down the house...
A few things we did with him was... • Had a few BBQs in our backyard and burned sticks because we like burning stuff • Went to a buffet about 15-20 minutes [or maybe longer] away from our house and ate a lot. Then, yelled crazy things out the window all the way home. • Stole his iPhone and played with weird games on it • I still have to tell him his facebook username and password because he forgot it. I know the username because I helped him set it up and saw it. I know the password because I watched his fingers. =o) • and other crazy things...
Also, I went over to "Chelise's" house a little while ago. We had so much fun! We have been wanting to get together for a while and I am so glad that we were able to spend that time together. Next time we have to have a longer time to stay with each other. We only got...5 hours last time. =oD We...• played and sang Disney songs and LotR songs on her piano • slashed orcs and ringwraiths with this videogame thingy... • made a macrame bracelet. • played LotR....Trivia Pursuit I think. • found that Disney, Christmas, LotR, Narnia, Phantom of The Opera, and Veggie Tales songs are made for cool people like us • decorated a Raspberry-and-Mango-Ice-Cream-with-Ice-Cream-Sandwiches cake with Christmas, Easter, Dinosaur , and Halloween sprinkles.• ate scones • talked about stuff such as Geography Bees, Bible Bees, the above mentioned songs/books, and other stuff that weird people talk about ♦ and other stuffs escapes me...
Journal Entry from October...something in between 1-7, 2009.
I think I am going crazy. No wait, I know I am going crazy and I am not so sure that it's a good crazy. I believe I'm going [EEKS!] ----?---- crazy!!!! It is an almost Disaster! Of course, just Decause it'S magic, doesn't mean it's easy....loopy pabo. Did yoU Know that sometimes instead of writing haha or hehe, Koreans write keke? Yup. To the Max! EW! That was a weird saying. I wanted to try it out but it sounds horrible. Blegh, need to get that weirdness out of my mouth...blegh, ugh. bleh, blah, glubarbleg... That was weird. In a not-good-cheesy-corny-way. Let's see...I need a Hero! No, not really. I already have my Savior. I have the urge to sing a Mickey Mouse song but I can't think of any. Do ou know a place that starts with X? I...ah...no. I don't know. Well, after that very weird entry, I must be off yet again!
Thou art Pabo!
So am I...
~Trys
Journal Entry from September 30, 2009
Today I cannot write much. I have to do a lot of chores. ugh. Bj picked the chores today and she gave me a lot. I guess...maybe I am just biased. I am not sure that is the correct usage of that word. Oh well. Let's see...today I had co-op. I did the.......TruthProject.org and Writing Intensive class with Andrew Pudewa or something like that....I overuse periods don't I? Yes, I know I do...........umm....As of late I have 9, yes NINE, fairly invisible friends following me around. They are my People. They are quite funny and I have a lot of fun dancing around and being crazy with them. My eyes hurt. I am wearing contacts so I do not know if that has anything to do with it or not...
Chelise is my friend. She is the Queen of the Rat's Brains and I am Queen of Impertinence and together....*brm, brm brm, BRRRMM!!!!!!!* We are Screeching and Squeaking!!! [our "band"]
Okay, I should be doing my school now. Uncle is coming so that is why we have to clean up a lot. I sound so childish don't I? Did I mention I"m 14? Only two years till I am 16. Which is two years from 18 which is three years from 21 which 22 years from 43 which is 1007 years away from 1050. My new favorite number. Anyhoo, I'm off!
[Stop laughing at me! No, I'm not talking to you although you should stop laughing too. I was talking to invisible person # ..........#7.... #6, 8, 3, and 4 too. I actually like this font...HUSH UP BACK THERE!!!!
Really, G'bye.
SARANGHAE!!!!!!!!!!
~Trys
We are going to church in about 5 minutes. We are studying the book of Acts. I wonder if my hair is messy. It probably is. It always seems to be messy. I probably should wear my contacts...my eyes hurt though. Today I got a book at the Oktoberfest. It is called "The Ring of Words: Tolkien and the Oxford Dictionary" Or something like that.
Lyrics | DBSK lyrics - Always There lyrics
haha, I know. You can barely read it let alone understand what it means. That's alright. I have to look at a translation also. It's actually a really pretty and sad song. It is called Always There by DBSK. Yes, I am crazy.
Here is the translation:
Block the light
When you leave, it has to be dark
Cover the sun
When you return, I might look foolish
I sit and think at the place where we made our promise
Will I be able to share the love I have for you?
Even if my mind was erased,
I wouldn't forget your face
Your face is clear when I am full of sad memories and tears
Even if I emptied my heart,
Our memories will still hold its place
Because I'm so sad, so hurt,
You're the only one I can see
Even if my mind was erased,
I wouldn't forget your face
Your face is clear when I am full of sad memories and tears
Even if I emptied my heart,
Our memories will still hold its place
Because I'm so sad, so hurt,
You're the only one I can see
Okay, I must be off now.
Onward! To Church!
Ever His,
Zel
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Sep. 5, 2009 - hi....
Hallo anyone who has not completely abandoned my poor bloggy. *apologetic smile* I'm sorry for not replying to all of your comments, and not posting very often. I really do enjoy reading them, but...there never seems to be enough hours in one day, yet the hours drag on by slowly. Does that make sense?
*sighs* I feel like rambling. Oh yeah Gem, you can run away now.
I do not know why, but it always seems to busy, I feel like I have no time, but I do not feel like I am accomplishing anything...
Yes, time for me to pour out my feelings into my bloggy.
Well, for starters I feel as if I should be doing something. I am so restless; I feel as if the Lord is calling me to something, but I am not sure what.. It has been really bothering me, and I do not know what to do...
I am sorry if I sound like I am complaining, bu I just do not know....I do not know...*takes a deep breath*
So, if anyone is reading this, I have an announcement. I will be taking a break from HSB. *calms down the riot of faithful fans [haha, yeah right!]*
No, it is not a Break-break, but I will not be posting very often. Maybe everry Monday or so, and I will be logging in every so often. I am really sorry, I do love you all, but I think I need some time to just....be. Be in Reality. *small laugh* I am not making sense am I? Well, that's alright. I do not understand either.
I also have another announcement...I will not really be....reading any books till....till I feel that I can focus on both my books and Reality. Right now, I can only do one or the other, and...
*shakes head* I'm sorry I'm just blabbing all this out over here. You do not have to read, and you probably aren't. That's alright; I do not mind.
♪ And I ask why do you do this to your daughter • It's to make you stronger • you whisper • through the sound of rushing water ♪
...On Wednesday I had my first co-op class. In case you do not know what a co-op is, it is where a few homeschoolers get togetther for a class instead of doing it by themselves at home.
As I might have said before, I am doing a writing class. But, instead of doing Biology, I am doing a class called The Truth Project. It is only an enrichment class, but since I am doing more of it at home with the book Understanding the Tiimes by David Noebel, [great book!!!] it will count as a full credit class.
I am a Freshman. That sounds so different...*small smile*
Well, I do not like leaving you with boring stuff like my life and school, so I will tell you about something fun...I KNOW! Honey, I love you!!! *giggles*
It is a game. In case you have not played it before, this is how it goes:
• You need at least 3 people, but the more people, the funner it is.
• One person is It, and the rest of the players form a circle around It.
• It must go up to one of the players and say "Honey I love you!" Or something similar.
• The goal of It is to make the person he/she is speaking to, laugh without laughing themselvres.
• It must not touch that person.
• The person It is speaking to must not laugh or smile BUT! They have to reply, "I love you too, but I'm
sorry I just can't smile right now."
• If It makes the person he/she is speaking to, laugh, then that person is It and trades places with the former It.
• This one is optional. If It does not make anyone laugh in the first 3 tries, It is out and has to sit down, and a new It is picked.
It is a really fun game. *grins* I'm good at it. Of course, you would not know it with all the grinning and giggling I do in HSBland.
The last time I played this game was on Thursday at my Talent class. Wouldn't you know it, that was the night that we were combined with the Sitcom class [I am in commercial class]. So, we had to say "HONEY I LOVE YOU" to strangers. I guess that kind of makes it easier, but maybe not. There is no guys in the commercial class, but there was...3 guys in the commercial class. One of the guys was the first I tand guess who he picked first?
*shakes head but laughs* He couldn't make me laugh. Neither could the Teacher. So I did not have to be It. [yay!] There was only 3 of us girls from tthe commercial class[ don't know where all the other peoples were], and I think we were the hardest to make laugh.
I have to admit, it was hilarious watching them strutting and looking ridiculous and not even get laughed at! *giggles* Yeah, I am not making sense.
I think I should go now. I will do the tag next time Taylor, okay? *smiles and hugs the bloggy and the people who still visits her bloggy*
Have a blessed Labor Day weekend!
Ever HIs,
Zel
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Aug. 12, 2009 - unexpected post...
I felt like writing a post. I do not really have anything specific to post about. But that's no matter, as I can just keep ranting on and on but no one need bother to read it. I like typing. don't you? The clicking of the keys as the pour forth words for your hands. The ease of with which the words so smoothly come. The simplicity of backspacing instead of flipping your pencil and using that awful eraser which never erases, but rather leaves a dark smudge which looks worse than the mistake.
βͺ Every step I take, is a choice I have to make βͺ Am I going true and straight, or am I going the twisted way βͺ
That's a part of the song which I finished yesterday. 'Tis called Through The Sound Of Rushing Water. Yes, the title is long, but I am not planning on changing it. It is my favorite song that I've written so far. Of course, my favorite song is always my most recently written one. I don't know why. Probably because I like the change. Something New, something different. Which leads me to the question I hadn't planned. Are people turning away from the Lord, from Christianity because they want something New? No, that's not right. Many religions are quite old, but maybe because they want something Different? Maybe they do not want the "old Christian ways" anymore. They are exchanging it for something "Today! Modern!" Some new religion, or cult. You know, they think they "know all about it," but they are really not getting the full story.
Or is it because they are thinking of the Bible as just a book of rules. "Don't do this! Don't do that!" Because they think the Bible says you have to be perfect or they won't go to heaven, or they won't be treated equally in heaven, or some such nonsense. I suppose they think that's unfair. Or they feel that they'll never be perfect think that it's a waste of time to try. Or they have done some bad things in the past, and they are afraid of when come Judgement Day, when these sins shall be revealed, and they shall be thrown into the eternal flame for them.
These are merely mistakes in thinking. From a twisted view of Christianity, set into them without knowing the Truth, or a misunderstood message, or they just were not in the right church; not taught in the right way.
I cannot think of any other reasons. So is all this...all these conversions misunderstandings? I cannot think of any other reason other than that, and the "I am my own God." which I will maybe tackle another time.
But it's just those misunderstandings? All that is in the Bible is Right and Good. You should already know and already be doing what is right and good whatever religion you are. As a plus, if you follow Him, you are rewarded in Heaven for doing those Good things and He will forgive All of your sins.
I like cream puffs. I just got an eraser that looks like a cream puff. It is actually a very good eraser and it doesn't smudge. It looks like this:
Isn't it cute? *smiles* My birthday is in ten days. I'd want a surprise party. That would be fun! If I can't have a surprise party than I'd like just a regular party. Regular as in-dressing up, going in the back and make bows and arrows, maybe walking to the little store up the street to get ice cream in our dress-up clothes, dancing crazily and singing loudly,etc...that kind of regular. *grins* I told Bj I wanted a pie to stick someone's face in. I don't know if she will get one for me. Oh well. Maybe next year. What I do want is Trouble in The Tomb by Heather and the Pride & Prejudice or Narnia piano book. And a laptop. That would be very useful.
For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
βHebrews 4:12β
Is that not a beautiful verse? I love the first part. For the Word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword. *sighs and looks up* Loverly, loverly...
Ever His,
Zel
Edit: oh, guess what I just remembered? I do have plans on my birthday. *small smile* I'll be going to a Retirement/Alzheimer's Care Home to pick tomatoes [that our church group helped plant], and sing songs [I play the piano and we/they sing along]. That's a good time to spend a birthday I suppose. *smiles again*
The people are really nice there and there is this one man who is really funny and barks like a dog! The last time we went we had smootihies and planted the tomato plants. I am curious to see how they did...
EDIT #2: *smiles* I joined the SuperSecretAngels,and I just got my first comment from my SSA! Thanks so much! *grins*
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Jul. 10, 2009 - Hm, random stuffs. Did I tell you? I have no good titles.
I'm bored. No I'm not. I just don't have time to write a full entry. So I'll leave you with this:
Oh, and our Uncle is visiting. yay! He scares our dog. *laughs* Also, mum says if I get a job with an agency she'll let me get a cell phone. fun. Don't know what I'd use it for. Maybe I'll call someone. That might be a good idea...That's right, did I tell you? I am now taking lessons at a talent company. Right now I am learning how to do commercials and interview. I'll do that for 8 weeks than learn that weird thing called "fashion" for 8 more weeks. more fun. You wouldn't know it, but I actually am really excited about this. heehee.
Well, I must be off to do something productive.
Be blessed,
Zel
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May. 31, 2009 - *walks in and starts rambling*
Today is a rambling day. Why you ask? Ah, you see....reason 1: It's 7:18 am, and I usually wake up...much later. wait, let me have a second...
WAAAHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! FIRST ONE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! LAST ONE TO SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAHOOO!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE PROOF BJ!!!!!!! okay, fine. If you are going to be technical...FIRST ONE OUT OF BED!!!!!!!!!
back to me rambling... So I can't do anything that needs brains until...9am.
reason 2: I am listening to the Annie Moses Band and I cannot do anything while listening to their music because I love their songs. reason 3: I am supposed to be making a dress for my dear little friend, but as I somehow...lost the skirt, I cannot continue until someone else wakes up and finds it for me. *grins* reason 4: I'm supposed to be writing a page on how to Press Flowers, and so I'm procrastinating. It's due tomorrow. *groans* There are a few other reasons that I will not say here.
So you find me, Bible Bee cards sitting before me, not being able to study while listening to the Annie Moses Band, procrastinating, wanting to sing, wishing for my songbook [which I accidentally left at someone's house...], wishing for wind, a forest and a swing...
*suddenly yells* I ATE A SEA SNAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heehee. Yeah, I really did eat a sea snail. I also ate quail, and plate o' mushrooms. yum yum. I loveth mushroms. I have a picture but....haha, I looky weird!
Anyhoo, I suppose you are getting bored with my ramblings so you may call it quits because I'm going to keep going. But before I do, I have a tag and award that I will just insert here, then I will continue on...Thanks for the tag Laura!!!
What is your middle name? which one? Well, as I'm only supposed to tell you one...Rae. spelled backwards: ear. which matches my elven name Failariel Earfalas or somethin like that....you can check that out here
What is your last name? I"M NOT TELLING YOU!!!
How old are you? 13. I'll be 14 in August. *smiles*
When is your birthday? August 21, 1995
Do you have any animals? Yes. Well, they're not mine, they're our family's.
What is your favorite color? white, silver, dark green, brown, lavender...
What is your favorite state? .......don't have one.
I tag: NOBODY!!!! MWAHAHAHAHA!!! nah, just kidding. I tag everyone who is wearing something with one of my favorite colors.
Now the award. It's so cute! Thanks LLT.
I award: Grace, Sarah/Midna, and Jack Baillot's Ghost.Hope you like it! *laughs out of delight* I do that a lot.
Now, I must be off as everyone is getting up now. I know I said I would ramble some more, but I will later! I just can't get into my groove---that doesn't sound right, rephrase: can't get into my little alcove--- when all these people are around and talk, talk, talking. That's one of my pet peeves. When someone bothers me once I've zoned out. So no one can talk to me if I am: quiet while washing the dishes, quiet while looking out over the backyard, quiet while sitting on the couch, quiet while I'm reading, quiet while I'm writing...really just when I am quiet and my eyes staring into space. Just thinking, pondering, wishing, planning...
haha, I've rambled again. Well, that's because everyone went away from this room.
But, I must really be going... ONWARD!!!!!!!!!!!
Verse of the Day:
The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the Lord delivereth him out of them all.
•••Psalm 34:18-19•••
*sprints off with her cloak billowing*
Be blessed,
p.s make sure you check out the post below!
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May. 16, 2009 - Proverbs 15:1-2...John 3:19....Acts 4:12....Romans 5:1-2...Bible Bee...Journal Entry...
Dear Journal,
Today we had a yard sale! There were quite a few today, but we didn't go to any since we had to watch ours. Our sale had mostly clothes. With five children what do you expect? haha. As for customers, there weren't many. We probably made a little over $10 and most to our next door neighbor and to Lady Flora and Bj. *grins*
Just before dinner we played a game of Clue. Dad, Bj, Flora, and I played together. It got really intense!!! Bj kind of zoned out for a while but I suppose she was paying close attention because all of a sudden she was up and fierce!!! It was really close! Near the end Dad and Bj turned really competetive! It was such fun to watch! Dadthe confoozles first-time player [mum was his advisor] and later the overthinking-mistaken-almost winner, Bj the ferocious, Flora the intellect, and me the sly/sneaky. It was great fun!
For dinner we had leftover pizza from lunch.
Right now, the Mum, the girls, and Charles Dickens FROG!!!!! =) *sings* Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes...
Has anyone heard of 22 freaky fingers? It's a game smiliar to hide and seek. It's very entertaining! It's best played in a place with no sharp edges. In case you don't know how to play here's what you do.
This game is very like hide-and-seek. The only difference is,
- The person who is "It"is blindfolded.
- The room should be fairly dark and have a few hiding places. They don't have to be GOOD hiding places. You can stand in plain sight if you wish for "It" is blindfolded so it won't really matter. =) [Try to keep it in one room]
Oh it is fun!
Before I go, a special thanks must go to Grace for my gorgeous new template and signature! Thank you so much! I really appreciate it!
Verse of the day:
Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord they God is with thee withersoever thou goest.
~Joshua 1:9
I think that is one of my favorite verses. It really comforts me when I am afraid or when I want to be afraid. Also I think because of the word "commanded." For me, it doesn't feel as if it's a rule or it's a "don't." Rather, it comforts me with it's strength and it's stability. Maybe I also like it because it rhymes. =) "Be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed;" I don't know why I love it so. It's a weird feeling, but I love it!
What's your favorite verse?
Now, I must be off! It must be 90 degrees! =\ It'a almost 10pm. =P It's too hot. haha, g'bye!!!
Be blessed,
