Apr. 5, 2009
Backyard Discovery
Posted in Encouragement and Other Thoughts
I have been pretty emotional all month long. At times, there has been a heaviness in my heart that is impossible to explain. I am not sure why this past month has been so difficult, perhaps the absence of Christian is beginning to sink in... it just seems a little more real that he is not here.
I was in this state of heart and mind the other day when I came home to find this in the backyard:
You start chasing a PEACOCK through your backyard and see if it doesn't give you a change of heart! It made a horrific sound when our dogs started chasing it-- it ran, honked and then flew straight up into a tree!
Just when I get in a funk of feeling sorry for myself, God does this. :)
I'm sure I looked quite comical chasing this bird from who knows where all around my backyard, camera in tow (obviously). As I was chasing and laughing and seeing the ridiculousness of the situation, I realized something... I can't predict the future and I can't control everything around me. But God can and He DOES! God has some amazing, interesting, funny, unimaginable and just plain good things in store for me and my family. Most likely given when I least expect it... and just when I need it the most.
Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusted in thee. ~Isaiah 26:3
As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the Lord is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him. ~Psalm 18:30
Comments
Apr. 5, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by tnmomtomanyblessings
Sweet Marsha -
I love hearing how the Lord continues to bless you and show your family His love.
Your journey is beautiful, despite the circumstances.
I'm praying for you today!
Love,
Maria
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Apr. 5, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Anonymous
beautiful bird and wonderful God!
Teresa
vaqueenbee
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Apr. 5, 2009 - Life
Posted by Anonymous
I really appreciate your attitude, you DO keep your mind on Christ. *I* miss Christian and I just found your blog a month ago or so. I cried when I saw the video you made on your sidebar. I'm so sorry. He is adorable.
My cousin lost their 3.5 yr old suddenly. At the time he was their only child and it was devastating for everyone. She has since had 2 more sons and really works at staying upbeat for her boys.
I just wanted to tell you that I admire you.
Grace and peace to you today from God our Father,
Debra
www.happygoldenyears.blogspot.com
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Apr. 5, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Anonymous
Isn't it about the 6 month mark? Everything I have read and heard about loss says that the 6th month can be the hardest. Like you said, reality starts to sink in. But Marsha, you are really a blessing, and you honor God by thinking on the gifts He has given you in the midst of this. You choose to look for them instead of overlooking them. I know he will say "well done good and faithful servant". Love you--
Susan
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Apr. 5, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by chickadee@afamiliarpath
i was thinking about you in church today, wondering how you were. i was thinking you haven't commented in a while and wondered if you were feeling sad.
my dad used to raise peacocks. they were so wild and wonderful to have around. those noises like women yelling in the woods.
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Apr. 5, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by SeekingJESUSnTeachingKIDS
He is a good God and worthy to be praised!! I pray for you often. He is our hope in times of trouble :)
:>Michelle
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Apr. 6, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by KarenW
What a beautiful surprise! Great verses Marsha. Keep clinging to God's word and His promises. Praying for you!
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Apr. 6, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by CoCo
I love you soooooo much Marsha! My heart ACHES for you. You are the best sister in the whole world. I miss you tons and can't wait till we can spend some time together. You are such an encouragement to ME! I miss Christian with all of my heart and think of him everyday. I just wanted you to know I love you! I laughed at the thought of you chasing that peacock around the backyard. :)
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Apr. 6, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Anonymous
Isn't it amazing to think that GOD created laughter. GOD did. He knew we'd need it...
Emily
thelearningneverstops.blogspot.com
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Apr. 6, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Bobo
That is so funny and "random!" Where on earth did that thing come from? I love it :) God is awesome! PS--we have some crazy peacocks AND turkeys around here--we'll have to show the boys! I love you, Marshy :)
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Apr. 7, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Fiffi
What a beautiful sight!!! He was biggie!
Marsha, I think of you and pray for you often.
Love Fifi
http://www.gibbonsfunschool.blogspot.com
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Apr. 7, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Fiffi
BTW ....... your blog opens so quickly now! GREAT!
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Apr. 9, 2009 - In my thoughts
Posted by Sammy4meowz
Marsha,
Thank you for your raw honesty. THank you for always pointing to the Lord in the midst of difficult circumstances! You inspire me. I love you and I pray that the Lord would continue to carry you through. You are a beautiful person and I feel so blessed to know you!
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Apr. 15, 2009 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Keri
That was a nice gift He gave you.
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