Mar. 6, 2008 -

I didn't get to reply to a comment from before, but yea, that's not MY back in that picture. Its from photobucket. But mine looks alot like that..cause, i didn't want to post a picture of my back on HSB. haha.

Has anyone listened to The Spill Canvas? They're pretty awesome...pretty cute too.

Thats all I have to post about... laterz.

Feb. 12, 2008 - One word, OUCH! But I'm Happy...

I finally did it- what do you guys think-ith?

It hurt really bad, but it looks so great! Ah! I'm so excited! I just won't be able to sleep on my back for a few weeks. Please give me your thoughts!

Feb. 12, 2008 - Questions and Answers

I actually only got two questions..

Q: I am gonna be unoriginal. I'm assuming you cut your own hair.
How do you go about that? I mean, your style almost REQUIRES
it to look unplanned and random, but it can't be unplanned and
random when you're in the process of cutting it, can it?

A: One word, Razor. Another word, random. And Less is MORE!

Jan. 24, 2008 - So here's the deal sweetheart..

So I've decided to make this blog sorta into an 'emo central' like, if you want to know something, get a new poem, how to cut your hair, dress, apply make-up. Why not just start asking me. Cause I can more than probably most definitly maybe help you out. lol.

SO. Who's first?

P.S I'll be posting the questions in my entries when I decide to answer them. (With pictures) 

Jan. 21, 2008 - Long time no see

Hey Everyone.

Sorry I've not been on lately.

But there really isn't much to post about. Tell me about yourself. Or ask me a question and I'll answer it in my next post!

Jan. 6, 2008 - Let's sleep 'till the sun burns out..

In your eyes I lost my place, let's stay awhile, and i'm melting in your eyes like my first time- that i caught fire. Just stay with me, lay with me now.

This is me and Zack. <3

I <3 my Zackie.

So how has everyone been? Not much going on here, New Years I partyed at in zack's basement which is like another house under his house, with a few friends. Stayed there until the next afternoon. Haha. Still tired.

Jan. 4, 2008 - To The End..

Like my new song on my sidebar? It's To the End by My Chemical Romance, one of their best songs ever. Take a listen, for me. I'll post the lyrics later..

The beg is my favorite part. H

He calls this mansion not a house but a tomb,

He's always choking from the stench and the fume.

The wedding party all collapsed in the room,

so send my resegnation to the bride and the groom.

LOVE IT! And then,

If you marry me, would you bury me?

Would you carry me to the end..?

Nice. Love it, pure genious.

Gerard = SxC

My Chemical Romance = This Life.

Dec. 29, 2007 - Party like a Rockstar

So, you guys tell me what you're planning for New Year's Eve! I know I'm gonna be partying like a Rockstar..

I thought this poem thinga-ma-dinger was pretty sweet. Read.

1 heartbreak.
2 eyes crying.
3 words never said again.
4 hands that won't be held.
5 mornings i'll pass him/her in the halls.
6 love notes ripped and torn.
7 days a week you'll think of him/her.
8 sad songs at night before you go to sleep.
9 wishes that never came true.
10 years before he/she realizes that it has always been you..

Dec. 26, 2007 - The Taste of Ink...

I was thinking of getting this on my right shoulder..

You know just the symbol of course...

Dec. 23, 2007 - Story books, full of fairy tales...

Like my new picture?

Hopefully you do.

Cancer by My Chemical Romance

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
and bury me
in all my favorite colors,
my sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you.

Now turn away,
cause I'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
but counting down the days to go.

It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you...

Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you...

One of their best songs I'd have to say. Very emotional if you ask me.

Sorry I have not posted in a long time. It's been busy, believe it or not.

Nov. 15, 2007 - I will paint you in silver..I will wrap you in cold....

Sorry I've been gone for a long time. Forgivesh Meh.

Has any one ever watched smosh? Go to YouTube and type in Smosh. There ya go. My personal favorites are Stranded, Driver's Liscence, and Ax Murderer. They are so freakin' hilarious.

Urm. Right now I'm watching Smosh- Male Model. Omg, Anthony is so emolicious. LOL. Sorry Zack if you read this. You're much more prettier than he is. *gives pookie hugg*

Ahem. Anyways, I'm trying to write this novel about vampires. It's like, a love story. Zack is helping me write it in- like, what he thinks would be "hot" lol. He gets to write the whole biting scene. ROFL. So, like- since we're on about vampires (which are totally awesome) zackie went to ht and bought that really expensive pair of teeth- that like fits over your own teeth. There's only two, and like he comes over to my house and I'm putting in a movie to watch and I turn around and he like pounces on me and I see the teeth and I flipped out. Yea, everytime he tried biting me the teeth would kinda fall out...which made us crack up. Anyways, I granted you guys with a picture of him before and I shall grant your (and my) second wish. ^^

Oct. 28, 2007 - I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets...

Demolition Lovers

My Chemical Romance

Hand in mine
Into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you
We could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition, too
I'd end my days with you
In a hail of bullets

I'm trying
I'm trying to let you know just how much you mean to me
And after
All the things we put each other through

And I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two
Keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you
And we'll keep it running

But this time
I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls
On desert sky
Until the end of everything

I'm trying
I'm trying to let you know how much you mean
As days fade
And nights grow
And we grow cold

Until the end,
Until this pool of blood.
Until this.
I mean this.
I mean this.
Until the end of...

I'm trying.
I'm trying to let you know how much you mean. As days fade And nights grow, And we go cold. But this time, We'll show them.
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls
On desert sky,
Until the end of every...

All we are...
All we are is bullets.
I mean this.
All we are...
All we are is bullets.
I mean this.
All we are...
All we are is bullets.
I mean this.
All we are...
All we are is bullets.
I mean this.

As lead rains
Pass on through
Our phantoms,
Forever forever.

Like scarecrows
That fuel this flame,
We're burning,
Forever and ever.

Know how much I want to show you you're the only one.
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons
In
This
Gun.

And as we're falling down,
And in this pool of blood,
And as we're touching hands...
And as we're falling down,
And in this pool of blood...
And as we're falling down,
I'll see your eyes.
And in this pool of blood,
I'll meet your eyes.
I mean this.
Forever.

This song is my absolute favorite song in the entire universe. Seriously. I mean it!

Oct. 18, 2007 - We'll sleep tonight and all through December...

Yea so how's everyone doing? Good I hope. Yep. I'm awesome. I thought I'd write random things that make me happy- cause I'm randomly happy right now.

#1 Tickle Fights w/Zack

#2 Watching the Stars

#3 Trampolines ^^

#4 A good Hair Day ^^

#5 Hugs O's

#6 Kisses X's

Infinite X's and O's to Zackie Pie...my bf.

Oct. 11, 2007 - they say...

You know how there are those lyrics that just are...well, perfect? And the way they are sang gives you chills? Yea, well here are some of mine:

They say that evil comes disguised. Like a city of Angels walking toward the light. ~ GC

Life is but a DREAM ~ MCR (dream is screamed..)

I never wanted to hear all the things that you told me ~ Saosin

Can we pretend to leave and then, we'll meet again when both our cars collide ~ MCR

Yea, those are just a few. But when I find a perfect lyric, the way it's sang is really good I rewind it on my ipod and listen to it..several times.

FYI. ahaha. My Chemical Romance is my absolute favorite band in the whole UNIVERSE. I have to admit I am a little over obsessed with Gerard Way. Seriously you can ask me just about ANY question about him and I'll tell you...I'm his #1 diehard fan.

Oct. 7, 2007 - Awe. I feel special.

whoever said i was hawt. thank u. u made my day! =)

Oct. 5, 2007 - So taste it and we'll never be alone..I'll take the first bite...

Ah, did you know that Pete Wentz has 37 tattoos? ahaha just found that out. My boyfriend has one on his arm (it's a japanese symbol in a band around his arm)..and is getting ready to get angel wings on his back *drools* and stars under his navel. ^^ cuteness. ahaha. Well enough about him. Um, I guess that's all I have to say. Cuz like, i have no life.

Sep. 27, 2007 - =D

I went to the mall 2day with my bf. Haha. He took out his lip ring and couldn't put it back in. We're in the middle of Hot Topic trying to do this...and ppl are just staring...ahaha.Then we went into Hollisters...that was interesting.

So yea, this wasn't very long. But who cares anyways? Yep. Gots to go. 

Sep. 26, 2007 -

There's a word for the day today. ^^ aren't you excited? Me and my friends call each other this when we're having an awesome emo hair day- "emoliscious"

ahaha. Isn't that da bomb? thought so...

Sep. 25, 2007 - Create this Beautiful Memory of Love...

I always....*cell rings*

10 minutes later....

AS I WAS SAYING! haha. I always wish I had more money. Cuz when I want stuff i hav no mu-lah. Ah, oh well. If you're wondering about my title it's from one of my favorite songs by I am Ghost- called The Malediction (Japanese Release)

Wutever that means...

This weekend I'm getting a big orange streak in my hair. Which I think will be awesome...

Sep. 23, 2007 - The sun was two steps too close with his waking eyes...

Hello.

 So the other day I'm listening to Phantom of the Opera on my iPod right? And I just start crying. I do not know why, so I went in the bathroom and just cried. I do that sometimes, and sometimes  I wish I didn't and other times, Ah, it just feels good to cry. Okay, enough of this boring stuff I thought I'd post 7 random things about me.

1- I don't really like talking on the phone.

2-I hate to sneeze.

3-I wear the buckle on my studded belts weird ways- (ie. on my left hip, right hip,  on my back etc.)

4-Eggrolls are my favorite food.

5-I love makeup

6-Cats are my favorite, dogs get on my nerves.

7-I HATE being hot. I would rather be cold.

Yes. Enough of this randomness, I'm going to bed. And I don't have work tomorrow YAY! But I have school. Ick.