For the past few years the thought of high school has been trying to push itself forward in my brain. Every time I allow myself to start looking over high school "stuff" my brain immediately freaks out. I start second guessing myself. I start to realize how much it will take to get organized and I just panic. I get myself so overwhelmed that instead of realizing these are going to be some of the best years of homeschooling, I scare myself to death. However, today the Lord provided a source that helped direct me. The Lord always provides, always.

I found this website called: BJ Pinchbeck's College Companion

I started praying that the Lord would direct me to what it is He would want my child to study, how he would want him to study it and when he wants him to do it. I felt an amazing sense of relief and comfort in knowing that I can teach my kids in the high shcool years. It is possible to graduate your children. I starting thinking of all the things I will have to do to help prepare my children and instead of bringing it to God, I tried thinking of it all by my lil' ol' self. I should've known that doing that would make me feel inadequate-- I am inadequate without God!! Duh! Anyhow, I am feeling so great about starting 9th come this next year. I have a long way to go in preparing and getting ready for the high school years but now I have a starting point and I have given it to the Lord FINALLY-- and as always he has provided for me. Thank you God!!