Last June really flew past like a whirlwind. I praise God for many events that have happened. I attended IBLP again this year to be soaked in God's Word and let Him help me deal with any hidden sins that I might have. No.2 & 3 went for the children program conducted by wonderfully pleasant teenagers from America and Canada!

Issues of unforgiveness and irresponsibilties came up and God revealed that I have been seeking man's approval rather than His. Ouch!

The turning point came during the New Life Encounter for Women I attended over at Batam. With reference to Scriptures shown, I stepped out in faith to have hands laid upon me as I prayed for the infilling of the Hly Spirit.

Deep inside I was a bit afraid as I grew up in a conservative church. Would I fall down? Would I be able to speak in tongues? Then I just relax and let God as I continued to be prayed for. Then, suddenly, I started to cough uncontrollably. I also felt like throwing up and began to kneel down coughing and crying simultanously. Past events of personal hurts came up and I was led to the cross to place all of that to Jesus.

Indeed, God's love is so awesome! How can I continue to let such ugliness live inside of me after experiencing His mercy and love?

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