I thought I might make this post all eloquent and everything..... "All things must come to an end" and all that jazz. But, I've never written like that, so why start now?
I've been bored with blogging here for probably 2 months now. Maybe more. Don't ask why; I don't know. I guess I want blogging, for me, to be fun, and HSB isn't always.... fun, for some reason. When I posted about taking a break, I had almost decided to leave. It's not the people... I still love you all! :-) I guess when everyone started leaving HSB - Erin, Chris, etc. - it was a little weird for a while. And at the same time, I was busy, and quit talking to people online as much. Blogging and all.... it's never really come back for me.
The people I talk to the most often are on other sites I'm on... so I started going there, and I wasn't on HSB too much. As you know by my lack of posts. :-) Sorry about that.
So, I guess you've probably guessed the gist of this. :-) I'm leaving HSB. Not because anyone pressured me, or was rude, or anything like that. You all know me too well to think that I would let myself be pushed around by someone in that way. It's all me making this decision.... no one decided for me.
I've seen so much on HSB. I've seen huge arguments over trivial things that involved tons of people.... they seemed petty to me then, and they seem petty now. Pointless, really. But I've also made really good friends, and I've learned about me and how I deal with people. I know that sounds corny, but it's true.
Since I've been lazy about blogging, I've found all the things I could be doing if blogging wasn't something I felt like I had to be really consistent about. I'm reading more..... goodness, I've missed just devouring a book in an hour or two! And if I spend a lot of time on the computer... I can't do the other things I enjoy. Summer's coming up. That's usually a busy time for us.
Basically, blogging..... blogging on HSB...... just doesn't fit anymore. I'll talk on Facebook, the messageboard, and through e-mail. Because I have family that reads my blog, I think that I'll just blog at BlogSpot. I already have a blog there..... keeping up with two blogs at different sites didn't work for me! LOL Here's the link, if you want it: http://blueeyedbecca.blogspot.com/
If you want to keep in touch, then e-mail me. It's blueeyedbecca@gmail.com
I really will miss all of you, and I've loved blogging here. It's just time to quit waiting for myself to get interested in it again. I don't like waiting; most of the time, I'd rather just jump in and get whatever needs to be done done. So that's what I'm doing.
I hope to keep in touch with you all!
Hugs,
xoxo,
Rebecca |
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