We have had several discussions with the doctor and have come to the conclusion to stop all treatments altogether.  It just was not working in my body.  Sadly this means I am now officially on hospice care.  I am comfortable and not in much pain.  My doctor said I would have one to six months; however, we agreed in reality it would be more like 1 to 2 months.  Last week they didn’t think I would make it through the week-end.  I have surprised them all.  I still have my stubborn streak! 

My children are my biggest concern.  They will be signed-up for private Christian school.  Because we are in a small town, our school is really intimate.  The kids have expressed some interest in school, but regret that by doing so it means mommy has passed away.  Wow, that is so hard to say.  Please pray for a smooth transition from homeschool to private school.

I ask that the Lord cover them with His hands every day they are there.

As for me, I ask for a peaceful passing.  I love you Jesus, come quickly.

{Words by Lorrie Gnos; blog updated by Karen Hayden, Lorrie’s loving sister.]

Posted by Yvonne

Lorrie,
Our prayers are with you and your family.
Yvonne & Bob

Posted by kristarella

"And all will see how great, how great is our God!"
You are a sweet fragrance to our Lord. Joshua 1:9
Be Stong and of good courage...my friend.
We Love you!
Krista

Posted by Anonymous

He has a very special place in his heart and his hands for your precious children. May He cover you with his peace at this time. I will be praying for you and your family.
Eleanor Joyce
www.homeschoolblogger.com/ejoyce,ink

Posted by Anonymous

Dear Lorrie:
I am way up in Canada, checking your blog on a daily (sometimes more) basis, to see if there is anything new added to your blog. I just wanted to share that although I have never met or spoken to you, you have touched my life. What a witness to those around you to be able to be this peaceful about your future. I wish you God's gracious guidance, comfort, nearness, strength-basically all you may stand in need of. Also for your hubby and kids do my prayers go up to the throne of God, where they WILL be heard. May He continue to carry you all. God Bless, Svb

Posted by Vanderclan

I am deeply saddened by such news. But your strength and peace are comforting even to me, nearly a perfect stranger. May the Lord our God comfort you and your family now and always.

Grace and peace,
Jennifer
Numbers 6: 24-26

Posted by TOSPUBLISHER

This is the saddest thing I've read in months. I don't even know what to say except I am so very sorry. I am so thankful though that you know the Lord...you know where you are going. Is there anything we can do for you....at all?

-gena

Posted by tn3jcarter

May your time with family and friends be full of fond memories and deep conversations. Praying for all of you.
~Nancy

Posted by redmom

I am so sorry. Words cannot express. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

Posted by Abiga51

I pray God's wisdom, peace, and comfort you you and family. May God give you the strength to pass through this difficult time. May your family's needs be met each step of this road you will travel. Be encompassed by His Divine Love and Grace, and Mercy. I pray for a miracle of blessings and healing upon you in Jesus Name.

Posted by LaurieBluedorn

Our family is praying for you. Harvey and Laurie Bluedorn

Posted by Pam In Ohio

I just was told about your blog from another homeschool board. I am so sorry and I want you and your beautiful family to know that I am praying for comfort and help for all of you, in the name of our beautiful Saviour, Jesus Christ.

Posted by Kristina

I have been praying for you and your family since I found out your prognosis. How my heart aches for you but I rejoice in your faith and love in the Lord.

Kristina in Orlando (FIAR boards)

Posted by L, G & J

Dear Lorrie –

Our hearts were breaking as we read your most recent blog post yesterday.

As you prepare for the next leg of your journey with Jesus, you have inspired us with your grace and spirit. You are a pillar of strength for all of those who are fortunate to know you, and your light will always shine among us.

Rest assured that you have raised two happy, caring and responsible children who will flourish in whatever situation they find themselves in. We know it wasn’t in your plan for them to attend school, but as you know better than most, life is unpredictable in so many ways. With the solid foundation you have given them, the love you have bestowed upon them, and the strength and faith that you have shown them, we are confident that they will grow up to be successful and loving adults. Of course, they will always miss your physical presence, but you will be with them, watching over them, each and every day.

We want to thank you for so many things that you have given us. Your unending support while Graham was in Iraq, your joy for us when we had our baby boy, and most of all for your beautiful friendship. You are a very special person. And we hope to continue to be a part of your family's lives as much as we possibly can in the future.

We love you always - Lisel, Graham & Jack xo

Posted by karenciavo

Praying for you and your family.

Posted by Anonymous

I don't know you, but your blog was mentioned on a homeschool board. It makes my heart ache for people who are going through something like this. I don't know if you are at all interested, but a friend of ours was recently diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor and given only a couple of months to live. He has since discovered and is going to a clinic in Texas which holds out some hope to cancer patients who have been given no hope. You may not be able for this at all, but I just kept thinking of you after reading your blog and just felt like I had to send you this web site address. www.cancermed.com. All the best to your family.

Posted by GirlsofGrace

Let not your heart be troubled -John 14:1
God hears your prayers for your sweet children and your dear husband. I am sending prayers up to the throne of God for them as well.

Be strong and of great courage my dear friend.

We love you,
Anna

There is an ache within my soul
A longing deep as rivers roll
An ancient song, a song of praise
To hear Your voice and see Your face.

And I believe that every man
Is restless till he takes his stand
Beneath the cross he finds his place
To hear Your voice and see Your face.

And I will walk upon this earth
Until my journey finds it end
Then I will stand by amazing grace
And hear Your voice and see Your face.
~Sheila Walsh

Posted by OneyJones

What a precious smile you have. (I like your new wig too!!) Your eyes have such a sparkle! I've been praying for you and your family Lorrie. I pray for a miracle. May God give you peace.

Posted by contented

My heart breaks as I read this. Praying for you and your children.

Posted by drewsfamilytx

Praying for you dear Lorrie!

May God give you and your family strength and grace...

And like Gena said, let us know if there is ANYTHING we can do for you and your family! I am so glad that you have a personal relationship with Jesus...that truly is the best legacy that any of us could hope to leave our children.

Love, hugs and prayers to you,
Marsha

Posted by mommyto7

I am so sorry. I found your blog through Tiany's blog. Is there anything at all you need, for yourself or for your family. I would be happy to help with anything at all. I admire your strength and the peace you have. I'm praying for you! In Him, Holly Garland

Posted by trinaleah

I am so sorry to read of this news. It is so sad, and yet you are going to a beautiful place. I hope that all of the blog entries that you have made will be a comfort and strength to your children, hubby, and family. I can't even imagine all that you must come to terms with, but I will remember you in my prayers. God is good, and He will see you through to the end. Much love and many prayers,
Trina

Posted by mamaduso

Sending you love and prayers. May God hold you and your family in the palm of His hands and comfort you all.
Susan

Posted by wardssward

Lorrie,
I will be praying for you and your family.
Connie

Posted by Anonymous

Dear Lori and family,

I am ardently praying for you and your family. Jesus will welcome in His arms and I pray that God will protect your children and husband and will confort then with His loving care.

From a daugther of a mom that survived breast cancer and has had an up battle with cancer for the past 23 years. All the way from South Africa, Mrs. T

Posted by proudmommaof3

To read something like this just makes me cry. It makes me realize how selfish a human being I am! Life is sooo short, it can change at any given moment, God forgive me for my complaining and ungratefulness. We MUST enjoy every moment that we have on this earth. To often we live like there is no tomorrow!! My heart goes out to you and your family. I WILL BE praying for you and your children for years to come!!

Posted by Juliestew

words can not express my feelings. it sound so trite to say i'm sorry for all you are going through. i had a breast reduction a couple months ago and they found carcinoma insitu. we are watching and being dilligent about breast exams but have chosen not to do a bilateral masectomy at this time (did i spell that right?). my prayers are with you and your sweet family. please kiss JESUS for me and i will pray he chooses healing for you. i will see you there my sweet sister in Christ.
Julie

Posted by RollsLife

Please know you are surrounded by thoughts and prayers in this time of need. We will be ever thinking of you and your family.

Posted by deedeeuk

I have heard about your illness through other friends on the blog. I am sitting here reading through your blog with tears pouring down my cheeks!! I know that there is nothing I can say or do to change what is happening - I wouldn't even presume to try! But I wanted you to know that I'm taking your prayer requests to my Mum's care group at our church. There will be a group of women in England upholding you in prayer during these last precious weeks with your family. I pray that you will have a good quality of life during these last days and that you will be able to make many wonderfull, though sad, memories for your family. I will continue to hold them and yourself up in prayer! Your song on the blog is such a wonderful testimony to your faith in God even through all of this. I was encouraged by you concern for the salvation of your friends at this time. You are an inspiration and a blessing.Please know I'm sending a big (((HUG))) from England sent with prayers on Angel's wings!

Posted by reformingmama

We are praying for you and your family...
~Stacy

Posted by Aligirl

There are no words to describe the sadness of all of this. Please know that you and your sweet family are in our prayers. I pray that our Lord will comfort you, and hold you and your family, like I know He does.

The Lord be with you!
Ali

Posted by jengresak

You have been such a blessing to me today. I am lifting you and your family up in prayer!!

Posted by EEEEMommy

I have a friend who decided to fight her cancer the "natural" way without chemo and radiation. I know she started a lot earlier, but it has really been working. The tumor is shrinking and she is healthier than she's ever been! She has gone to a completely vegan, organic diet and drinks 6 glasses of fresh squeezed carrot juice and 2 glasses of "sludge" (juiced greens etc.). She has also done a couple of colon cleanses as well and there are other things, basking in the sunlight for 30 minutes a day, exercising, getting enough sleep, decreasing stress, prayer and Bible reading,... I've never been "into" natural/organics, but she has been an inspiration to me and a testimony of God's healing. I would be glad to give you her phone number if you would like to pursue that route. One website she directed me to was http://www.hacres.com/home/home.asp. The founder fought Colon Cancer the natural way and has been completely healthy for years. My eyes have been totally opened!
I will be praying for wisdom and discernment for you and your family and that more than anything God's peace would reign over you all!
Blessings,
Angel

Posted by amatthia

I agree with the comment above. Have you looked into natural healing. I know at this point it might seem to late. But you never know. If your at all interested in this I know of some wonderful resources.
I am weeping for you and your family, it just makes me so sad. I am so sorry that you have to go thru this.
You will be in my prayers and thoughts.

Amity

Posted by daredhead

"Well done, thou good & faithful servant:...enter thou into the joy of thy lord." (Matthew 25:21)

As I read through your blog this verse popped into my head. Whatever God has planned for you, at the end of this earthly life I believe you'll hear these beautiful words from His lips! Can you imagine what glory lies ahead?

There is a painting entitled "Home at Last" by Danny Halhbohm which shows Jesus hugging a man as he enters into Glory. We printed out a copy from off the internet & gave it to my Dad. It comforted him & gave him peace as he lived his final days here on earth. Perhaps it would give you comfort as well. You can see it at http://www.inspired-art.com/gallery3.htm

You are on my heart & in my prayers as are your children & husband, sister & the rest of your family!

Posted by gal51

Praying for you, precious daughter of the King! And prayingfor your dear family as well .....

~Heather

Posted by Ruth Tucker

You and your children will be in our prayers.

Love, from the state of Virginia

Posted by

My prayers are with you and your family. May God be glorified through you.
I agree with others that the alternative treatments are with looking into. I am posting a link on my blog to yours and encouraging others to do breast exams etc..

~Jenny

Edited by castlekids on Thursday, November 16, 2006 at 6:34 PM

Posted by JavaMama

I can not begin to express the deep saddness that I have right now after reading your post. I am comforted though by your faith and reliance on God durring this time, you have opened my eyes to see a glimpse of Him and I thank you. I have read over your blog and know that you are a beautiful woman who loves Her Lord and Saviour deeply. You and your family will be very close with in my heart and constant in my prayers. Stay strong in the Lord and soak up every moment with your family. May the Lord bless you immensly with joyful moments. My heart goes out to you all.

I am so sorry,
Kelli

Posted by JennLovesJesus

You have been on my heart all day since I read about you. I don't even know what words to say, except that I am praying for you and your family. You have certainly put things into perspective for me...thank you. Life is too short to get caught up in the little things. I want to get caught up in the right things.
Also, I too have heard amazing things about people who have turned toward natural healing and have healed their body that way -- well, ultimately God has, but you know what I mean. Some I read about in the Maker's Diet, which you had a link to, so maybe you've already tried that route.
You look beautiful in your picture, by the way. You have the kind of face that would still look beautiful with just fuzz -- but I bet the wig keeps you much warmer. (Can you tell I'm a freeze baby?)
I will keep praying for you, Dear One.
Jennifer

Posted by MaxwellAcademy

I just came across your blog today after mention of it on several other blogs I was on. All I can say is.....actually, I'm sorry, I just don't know what to say. I wish there was something that could be done to help you stay here with your family, and that is what I'm praying for. I know you don't need to hear depressing thoughts, but I honestly cannot stop crying right now. I'm thinking of what my children would have to deal with if they were to lose me, and it makes me realize what you must be thinking about too. I'm glad to hear you have family with you, that makes all the difference, and I'm glad the children will be going to a small intimate school and not a big conglomerate public school, that will help them with the transition.

I pray for you to get well, but also pray that if that is not possible, then for your transition to me smooth and peaceful.

Dianna in WV

Posted by DanielleW

Words escape me. I am keeping your family in prayer. May God richly bless your time on earth that you have left. May He grant you the peace, love and joy that only He can bring in such a time of sorrow. May you feel His presence daily, hourly, every moment.

Posted by HeidiHomeschools

I don't know you~ I just saw the link to your blog on Kate Kessler's blog. Like so many of the others, I cannot put into words what I am feeling for you and your family right now. Just know that you will be in my prayers~ I'm going to be praying for a special miracle for you~ for total healing. But, if that's not possible, or part of God's plan~ then I pray for a quick and painless passing~ and like someone else said~ give Jesus a kiss for me!
I pray for your husband and your precious children~ and the rest of your extended family~ that God will pour out an added measure of grace and peace upon them during this time and the many months and years to come.
Oh, I wish I could help with your children~ I would love to homeschool them for you~ this is one of my worries as a homeschooling mom~ what will happen to my children if I die~ so I can imagine what the thoughts are on your mind and heart right now.
May God bless you,
Heidi

Posted by shine29

Hi, I'm a friend of kampsplete sp? anyway, I wanted to let you know you're in my prayers!

Posted by Anonymous

My friend, Lorrie.....How I wish that I could give you a HUG and tell you that you are beautiful and lovely and such a sweet daughter of our KING. Your zest for life and welcoming everyone you know to share in it with you has always been a blessing.
I am remembering the St. Paddy's party that we hs shared at your home not long before you moved west. *A*s Bday party. Christmas program at the n.home. My *A* throwing up all over your white carpet. *A* sitting on your lap like a princess at church in her ruffly dress listening to Pastor Adam. Thank you for sharing so freely of the love of Christ with everyone you know. *L* and *N* sharing a few penpal letters. (*N* still doesn't like to write, but he sure he enjoyed those letters, drawings, and picture from *L*)Here are some words that I read by John Eldredge that make me think of you...
"Our lives were meant to be lived WITH others. As echoes of the trinity, we remember something. Made in the image of a perfect relationship, we are relational to the core of our beings and filled with a desire for transcendant purpose. We long to be an irreplaceable part of a shared adventure."
Just so you know, YOU are an irreplaceable part of my adventure here on earth.
Praying for the peace that passes all comprehension to reign in your heart until we meet again to continue the adventure....love, ellen

Posted by onfire

I am unsure what I can say that would possibly make a difference ...
my Mother-in-law battled breast cancer and has, seemingly, won
my Father-in-law has had some of his ear removed, cancer again
my Daddy has been diagnosed with lung and brain cancer ... so we wait ...
this week I asked Father some hard questions, and He told me
"trust Me" ... so I say the same to you, as I can see you are, trying and hoping.
Rita Springer sings an amazing song if you could ever find it. I forget the title

I don't understand Your ways, oh but I will give you my song .. give You all of my praise... You hold on to all my pain, and with it You are pulling me closer and
pulling me into You ways ... around every corner, and up every mountain
I'm not looking for crowns, or the water from fountains .. I'm desprerate in seeking,
I,m frantic believing that the sight of Your face is all that I'm needing ... I will say to You ... it's gonna be worth it, it's gonna be worth it, it's gonna be worth it all ...
I believe this.

the best I could do was sing this over you. I am sorry.
Kristina

Posted by Girlgerms

You are such a precious, precious sister in Christ! Please take comfort in knowing that so many of your sisters in Christ across this nation are praying for you. We are praying for your beautiful family, and we will continue to obey the Holy Spirit's prompting to keep your family covered in prayer. I am committed to praying for your family...for your children as they make the adjustments to the Christian school, for comfort and peace for you, your dear husband, children, and extended family.

Lorrie, you are an inspiration to me! You have touched my life in ways that I can not even explain.

May Jehovah Shalom keep you and your dear family in His Perfect Peace.

Posted by jannaod

May God hold each of you in the hollow of his hand and cover you with his wings. He is able.

Posted by Anonymous

Lorrie,
I just heard and was directed to your site from Ellen. Please know that you and EVERYONE are in our prayers. May God bless you all and give you His peace beyond man's comprehension. Love in Him and across many miles,
Debbie B. (from Findlay, now in Chardon, OH)

Posted by AussieinAmerica

My thoughts and prayers are with your family. I hope you will have a good day today.
Thanks for sharing with us.
Stacy

Posted by mellohunny

My good friend, Kathy, let us know about you and what you are enduring right now. You don't know me, but I am here as a friend to let you know you have my prayers. My name is Chris and I am 26 years old and I live in Georgia. I pray you be as comfortable as possible and I admire your faith in God's plan and His divine plan and His love for you. Please take care. Hugs and God bless you!

-Chris

Posted by mlpinky

I am so sorry to hear this news. Our family will be praying for yours during this difficult time. I will pray especially that this time will be sweet and that the children will remember this time as one of the most special with you.

Blessings, mlpinky

Posted by JessieBeachBum

I was lead to your blog by another blogger who obviously cares about you. I want you to know that I will be praying for you, your husband, and your children. I will also pass along the prayer request to many other godly women down here on Florida!

Posted by LittleEblingsAcademy

I know that "I'm sorry" sounds so... generic. I truly AM sorry.

Dearest Heavenly Father,
I just pray for strength for this family! Please hold them close. Please give Lorrie peace; please give her family hope. Please be near to them. Give them friends and family to offer support and care. Please draw them closer to You.
Lord, thank you for the light that this family has given so many of us. Many of us only met them here, through this blog, even today.... Thank you, Lord, that we were all given a moment with them.... a moment to be touched by their faith and their hope in You.
In Jesus' name. Amen.

Posted by kampsplete

Dear sweet Lorrie ~ I have been spreading the word asking everyone I can think of to pray for you and your family. My heart goes out to you during this difficult time, and I pray that you will find God to be sufficient for this hour. I too am praying for a miracle. Our God can do ANYTHING. If it is not meant to be, then I also pray for comfort, peace, and grace during the time you have left. May God pour an extra huge measure of grace out upon you. You are in my thoughts and prayers and I will continue to lift you, your husband, and your precious little ones up. You have amazing faith, and hope, and I am so thankful that you belong to Christ, and you know where your hope lies. You have ministered to me today, and have been a huge encouragement to me. May God keep His precious hand upon you over the coming months, and may you feel His strength pouring through you, and may you feel His presence in ways you never have. You are loved here, and I wish there was more I could do too. Please post, or have someone post for you if there is ANYTHING we could possibly do for you at this time.

Love, Kathy

Posted by MiikoGibson

Dear Lorrie,

I am praying that the Lord will continue to show you His marvelous grace...I pray too for your husband and children that they will be strong and that their hope will always be in the Risen Christ. May you hide under the shadow of hiw wings, moment by moment...

Love, Miiko

Posted by AmoScribo

My husband wept and prayed when I told him your story. I will always remember your grace and courage. Thank you for honoring us with your words. May the peace of God which passes all understanding bless you and those you love.
Allison Costa

Posted by ThreeLittleLadies

My heart goes out to you. May the Lord bless you with the desires of your heart and peace to your husband and children through this.

Carol

Posted by Anonymous

Wishing you & your family strength and peace...I came across your blog from another homeschooler's blog and you have been in my thoughts all day...You are an inspiration...

Heather

Posted by Amy

I have come across your blog through a friend's blog. The only thing that comes to mind is the song "His Eye Is On The Sparrow."

"Why should I feel discouraged
Why should the shadows come
Why should my heart feel lonely
And long for heaven and home
When Jesus is my portion
A constant friend is He
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches over me
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches me

I sing because I'm happy
I sing because I'm free
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches me
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches
I know He watches
I know He watches me"

Soon you will be free...

Posted by babymakers

I did this diet and it cured my cervical cancer. I know this is a last ditch effort but you never know. www.hacres.com

Posted by

When you are with Jesus, He will say "well done". Blessings sister. Prayer for your husband and children will continue on. Thank you for blessing my heart with a little more strength.

Edited by myboysand1ladybug on Friday, November 17, 2006 at 9:21 PM

Posted by kateyz

I pray for you and for your family. Bless you for being a wonderful Mom to them and making the most of your final months with them. You've given them such a great foundation, it's a wonderful legacy to leave.
Bless you and your lovely family
Kathleen

Posted by eyecorn

Praying that you, your husband and children, parents, siblings, family and friends are filled with God's peace. Our prayers are with you.
Michelle

Posted by blessedwoman

I'm so sorry you're going through this. You have made a difference in my life today. You are an inspiration to me. I love the wig! You're beautiful!

Vikki

Posted by SteveWalden

Dear Lorrie,

I don't know you. This is the first time I've read your blog. Yet I'm crying like a baby knowing that you're going through this. I hate death. I really, really do.

My wife lost her dad to cancer at age 12. She still remembers her dad and looks back on his life with her with a love that is deep and genuine. I pray that your kids will have special memories of their mom and a deep love for you that doesn't fade. You might consider recording some of your time together, just holding each other and talking, so they have something else to remind them.

You're not going to face this alone. God will be with you every moment, every step of the way. I pray that his peace will guide your thoughts and actions in the remaining days. You will go out with joy and be led forth in peace. Oh Lorrie, he can use this in so many ways. Let him use you to bless others in this time. You'd be amazed at the wonders he can do. But my chief prayer for you is for peace. You don't have to worry about the future of your family. God has special and wonderful plans for each of them! Be at peace, in Jesus' name, especially when the fears come or the doubts cloud your mind. Trust and be at peace. You don't have to worry. He has them. There's no doubt in my mind that he has them in his care.

My heart also goes out to your husband. He is living what would be my worst nightmare. My prayers are with him. I know that this may not seem all that reasonable, but the grief counselors I've worked with in the past have all recommended journaling as much as possible, just to express thoughts and how he's feeling. If he doesn't like that idea and he just needs someone to listen while he blows off steam or thinks things over, I would be honored to be on a list of folks he can contact. I know I'm a stranger, but sometimes that's better. I have walked through grief with others and I know the biggest thing is just to listen and pray. E-mail me at waldenswits@gmail.com. If I can support you guys in any other way, please don't hesitate to let me know.

I'm praying for your extended family too. I pray God gives you as much time as you need here. Don't let the enemy rob you of your peace. Hold onto it with both hands. I'll see you and your family in the Kingdom.

In the peace of Christ,

Steve

Posted by Pattycake

Praying for you ~

I'm not giving up yet, and I'm no name it and claim it type. I just happen to know a walking miracle ... a man in our church that was so far advance, he was given weeks to a month. It had gone to his bones. He went to a Christian naturopath who had quite a track record for bringing back the most impossible of cases. Now, our church member Gary may be his worst case yet. That was three years ago. Gary is considered "cancer free" today. I wish I'd know about some of this when my mom had cancer of the pancrease. God knows the final outcome no matter what ... I just want people to know that some people feel certain cancers are hopeless, and some feel that there are still more avenues to be taken. Maybe?

Praying,
Deb

Posted by hsmomof2

Praying for your family here.

Posted by TwmCrm2001

I came here through another blog- and just wanted you to know that I am praying for you and your family during this time! I can't even imagine. May God give you the grace to face this with strength and courage. You and your family are in my prayers.

Posted by bubbebobbie

Words are never enough which is why the Holy Spirit intercedes for us. My words are limited, my God is great. Many may think to question your healing, but the Lord is Faithful and Your healing will be complete. May the Lord Jesus greet you with Opened arms thou good and faithful servant. May the Holy Spirit bring Comfort to your family in ways we cannot even fathom this side of the cross.

Because of Jesus, Bobbie

Posted by Anonymous

When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Refrain
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blest assurance control,
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

Refrain
My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!

Refrain
And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.

Refrain
I love this hymn and I hope and pray it will for you also. Enjoy the time you have. Krista from Maine

Posted by Anonymous

I'm praying for you and your family. I know others may have suggested places you can look into for other treatments and I don't know whether anyone has suggested the oasis of hope. I have seen them on TBN. It is a hospital run by Christian drs and they do natural medicine and the majority of their patients that come to them are people the other hospitals sent home to die. Even with this being the case their survival rates are about the same as the top cancer treatment centers in the nation. So that is really amazing. The website is http://www.oasisofhope.com/ . I will keep you in my prayers. May the father give you a peace that passes all understanding.

Posted by mamakrush

I was referred to your site by a friend. Our prayers are with you. Your life is touching so many. May God's grace cover you and your family.

Posted by bubbebobbie

Thank you for posting this prayer filled post. I have been praying for Lorrie and today as I was praying I thought perhaps we could agree to ask the Lord together for one special request. Would you ask the Lord who numbers our days to increase this Young Mother's days to 2007? This is very specific in nature and it is my Mother's/Grandmother's Heart that is praying here. I am praying that she get one more Christmas joy filled morning with her children. That her strength that day would be supernatural and her children be blessed with one more Christmas memory with their mama. I am praying her husband be given one more New Year's Kiss with His Bride. One more moment of passon with the girl that stole his heart. And one more Family gathering around the table at Thanksgiving to give thanks for a life well lived and well loved. One more day of Rejoicing with loved ones. It is specific, heartfelt and hopeful. Will you hope with me for this young family in the Lord? Because of Jesus, Bobbie

Posted by bearsmom

Lord, please bless this family. Lord, hold them very close to You. Jesu, please perfomr many miracles in their lives. In Jesus name. Amen

Posted by Anonymous

We are praying for you. May God comfort you richly at this time. Blessings!
Love in Christ,
Christine
www.christine-mary.blogspot.com

Posted by Dechertimes2

I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you and your loved ones. May you especially feel the Lord's close presence. I am praying for you! In Christ, Brenda

Posted by Anonymous

Aloha Lorrie:
My friend Sherrie shared your story and blog link with me. I am truly sorry for you and your dear family. You will be in my prayers.
God bless,
Esther
http://hicatholicmom.blogspot.com

Posted by Anonymous

I will be praying for you and your family. You are a lovely Mom!

Posted by Anonymous

God bless you dear heart. Pray for us.

Posted by Lyn

Hi Lorrie,
I found your site through someone else's also and wanted to say hello.

I totally respect your decision about the chemo - and pray that God will give you so many love-filled memories within the time that you will have together.

I don't know if this will be of comfort, but I pray that it will. I lost my only child on earth of elementary age a few years ago. What keeps me going in this life is knowing that we will be together someday. It is hard for those left behind because we miss our loved ones so much - yet the hope of heaven is something so very strong to hold onto. It has carried me through my darkest of days and I know it will carry your loved ones through as well. This hope is something that can never be taken from us - even through death.

I pray that God may comfort you and ease your suffering. I have heard that if possible leaving videos, photos and letters behind are the most cherished of things for loved ones.

This life is so temporary for all of us (we all must remember that). We must ALL live towards the goal of heaven and not for earthly things. I remind myself this daily. I would love to meet you in heaven some day also. I will be praying for you.

Posted by journeybackintime

I know I'm repeating what everyone else has said, but I wanted to take a moment and let you know that I will be praying for you and your family. I do hope that the holidays will be joyful and full of many blessings for you. I just can't even imagine what you are feeling right now ... tears are spilling over as I type this. May God give you peace at this time and may you always know that He will watch over your precious family after you are gone.

In Christ's Love,
Kris

Posted by Anonymous

Thinking of you and your family from Canada.

Stay in his arms, stay in HIS peace.
He has a plan and it is perfect. We can't see all of the pieces of the puzzle, but He can. I pray that you and your family have awesome peace and strength from the Lord especially now, as you keep walking with Him daily. No one knows when our last day is - so don't you give up your time on earth until Jesus says otherwise. And remember not to worry about His timing either - it's always perfect.

I am at a loss for words as how to comfort you as a wife and mother. From what you have shared on your blog, you are most likely more concerned with those you are leaving behind, rather than your destiny. (praise the Lord for your salvation!) However, if it is time to say good-bye, I pray that these times are so precious and perfect that even every breath is remembered. I pray that your family continues to lean on Him to hold them, and that God will put a hedge of protection around them.

May God send angels to care for you and your family.

May His Spirit fill your hearts, and every corner of your home.

Peaceful blessings to you.

With love,
Your Sister In Christ
Pam
(via link from suzanne at http://www.homesteadblogger.com/thefruitofherhands/33711)

Posted by LadyPoet33

My mother passed away when I was a 14 year old girl. I went into foster care. It was not pleasant.

Thankfully your children have a father who loves them, and a mother who has made arrangements should anything happen.

My prayers are with you, as are my tears.

(((((HUGS)))))

LadyPoet33

Posted by Bobbi

I urge you to get the book "Healed of Cancer" by Dodie Osteen. Also, please begin to meditate and remember these verses:


I Peter 2:24 "Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed."

Psalm 103:3 "Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;"

Isaiah 53:5 "But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed."

Jeremiah 17:14 "Heal me, O LORD, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise"

Jeremiah 30:17a "For I will restore health unto thee, and I will heal thee of thy wounds, saith the LORD"

Exodus 15:26 "And said, If thou wilt diligently hearken to the voice of the LORD thy God, and wilt do that which is right in his sight, and wilt give ear to his commandments, and keep all his statutes, I will put none of these diseases upon thee, which I have brought upon the Egyptians: for I am the LORD that healeth thee."

Proverbs 4:20-22 "My son, attend to my words; incline thine ear unto my sayings.
Let them not depart from thine eyes; keep them in the midst of thine heart.

For they are life unto those that find them, and health to all their flesh."



Psalm 107:20 "He sent his word, and healed them, and delivered them from their destructions."



James 5:14,15 "Is any sick among you? let him call for the elders of the church; and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord:

And the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he have committed sins, they shall be forgiven him"

I will immediately begin to pray and fast for you!
Blessings!
Bobbi

Posted by WonderlandLearningCenter

My heartfelt prayers go out to you all, I am at a loss for words...please give hugs and kisses to everyone...and thank you for sharing...please post an update soon...God blessing to you all... Jeanne

Posted by mustardseed

To everything there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven. A time to be born and time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted. A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up. A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing, A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away, A time to rend anda time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, A time to love and a time to hate; a time for war and a time for peace.

Posted by treasurekeeper

Lorrie,
What a hard thing to go through as a mommy. I will be praying His strength and peace over your family no matter what the future may hold for you all. What a blessing for your children that they were able to be home with you and the time that you do have on this earth, be it short or long, hasn't been spent in separation as it would have been had it they been educated differently. I was also struck by how very special that quilt is going to be to your little one as she grows...

Posted by purplesquirrel

Lorrie, dear one,

Knowing God's Almighty hand carries you and your family close to His heart daily~ I pray for you, still, a miracle. What that miracle looks like, only God knows, but since our lives are a miracle, truly, and Salvation is a miracle, I think my prayer is being continually answered. Know that you are loved and cared for and prayed over, dear Sister~

Lis in MA from FIAR

Posted by hsmomof3

You and your family are in my prayers, Lorrie.

Posted by Anonymous

This is my first visit to your blog. I'm so sorry. I wanted to tell you about a product. It's from mannatech.com. It's called ambrotose. I know about it through my sister a couple of years ago, she gave it to her mother in law for cancer. During her chemo she didn't have any nausea or harsh symptoms and felt really well and recovered. I know it is a bit pricey. I could find out more if you like. I will be praying for you and your family.

In His love,
Victoria

Posted by Amy

I just came here for the first time through Suzanne's blog "Fruit of Her Hands". I'm so sorry to read this. What could I possibly say except that I will remember you and your family in prayer.

Posted by Amy

I pray the peace and comfort of the Lord will be with you and your family.

Posted by creativehsmom

Hi Lorrie and Family,
You are in my thoughts and prayers!!!!!
I sent you an email, I'm not sure if you've received it yet. I suppose you are all very tired right now and it may be hard to do research. I pray the Lord pours His Strength and Joy to the Fullest into you and your family. I did quite a bit of research last year and I have another link that I found to share with you.
http://www.cancertutor.com/Cancer/Budwig.html
May our Lord Jesus Bless you all this Thanksgiving with Joy, Healing, Strength and Hope.
In His Precious Name.

In His Love,
Cathy

Posted by semimom

Reading this really touches my heart and can't even imagine how Lorrie found the strength to get through each day knowing there might not be a tomorrow. She truly is a hero to all homeschooling moms for doing all that she did and the love she had for her children. Again, warm wishes to you all and you are all in our prayers!
Michelle and Family